Ink (My Skin With Your Name) [Harry Potter, Drarry, oneshot]

Ink (My Skin With Your Name) by Kandakicksass

Several years after the war, an ostracized Draco Malfoy covers himself in tattoos, becomes best friends with a muggle, and debates abandoning magical society entirely to work in a tattoo shop. All in all, he's having a hell of a time trying to figure out who he is and what he wants to do with his life. The last thing he needs is to run into Harry Potter, who seems intent on becoming his friend, even if he has to get a lot of ink to do it.

I was not sure if I wanted to write about this one. Not because this isn't good, because this is, this is awesome. But more like, do I wanna come back to this fic and read this again and would I still like this that much. I probably would, but the point. 

Maybe the part that worries me more is about how I have nothing to say about this one. Or that, this wasn't the lighlight of my day or maybe Im just missing something. Maybe. I don't know. 

The main thing still is that this is goooood. So goood. And I recommend this to everyone. Seriously. I just have problems. 

Can You Feel my Heart? [Harry Potter, Drarry, Nc-17]

Can You Feel my Heart? by MelCalder 

There are no words in the English language to describe what Draco has been through, nor is there anything worth talking about. Until that changes Draco is going to stay mute.

I almost gave up reading this in the beginning. I dont remember why and I am glad that I didnt. 

This whole thing feels real. Like you really survive a war and this is how you end up. There is nothing to live for, everything is shit, you cant deal with the sadness or anything else and everything has fallen apart. 

My favorite part was how others talked about Harry. How they saw Harry and how he was broken and how Draco in a way helped him. One other good thing was the comments about Harry's childhood and how he doesn't even comprehend how bad it really was. Like to him it was just normal day, but to everyone else it was the worst. Same goes with the line "they tried to beat the wizard out of him". 

Draco being lost was also really well written. Everything moved forward, but he didn't. Things happened, but he didn't notice, care or wasn't even aware of them. Just because he was lost in his own head. The same goes about his recovery and how slow it was, even when it sometimes it felt fast and rushed. But it was slow and you could enjoy every little milestone that he took. 

This whole thing just hit me so deep and got stuck. And I really don't even have to words to express that. 

If stars died of old age [Harry Potter, Drarry, oneshot]

If stars died of old age by DefNotForWork 

His mother had had six months after his father had died. But it was expected; they had prepared and were already rather distanced. Draco hadn’t been ready, and Merlin, he had been so in love. He knew he was counting down in weeks, not months.

Wanna have a good cry for the day? Wanna feel the worst sadness ever? Wanna break your own heart? Wanna read a story with a happy ending? If all of those were yeses, then read this. Thank you. 

Telling the Bees [Harry Potter, Drarry, oneshot]

Telling the Bees by hiimcibee 

Scorpius’ body was found in Hogwarts one early morning.

This wrecked me. I knew it would, before I even started reading but Im really in the mood for sad fics. The sadder the better. Or something. 

I just. The word I want to use is quietness. Slow life just happening and its just quiet. This is the only feeling I really got out of this. I dont even know if it makes sense. But thats how I feel about this. 

There were some really cute stories about how everyone became friends. What drove everyone to do the things they did. Even falling in love just was there, it was just part of life and happened without anyone noticing. Just life going and living. Yea. 

I still have to warn that this will wreck you. The best way possible. Will destroy every happy thing you have in you and just be the saddest, truest there is right now. But in the end, you will be happy that you read this. That is something I can promise. 

Still [Harry Potter, Drarry, oneshot]

Still by alexmeg 

Dating Draco Malfoy, Harry thinks, will mean being at arms length outside of sex. No unnecessary physical contact or displays of affection. He wants him anyway, inexplicably. Perhaps that is exactly the kind of person he should be with, someone who will never need Harry to kiss him first, because Harry doesn't think he'll ever be that person.

I felt that. All of that. Just. I know on some level what Harry is feeling and how hard that is. Because you get lost in your own head and don't know how to actually put it into words. 

Draco was so lovely and helpfull and just perfect. There was also finally some kind of communication and not just expectation that the other will know and understand.