I Never Saw The Point [Suicide Room, Dominik/Aleks

I Never Saw The Point by spirithouse

He would have told you that, and you wouldn't even have known he was lying. 

Its been literally years since I saw this movie last time. The thing was that I loved the movie, I really did and then at some point I just hated the movie. If you have ever seen it, you know what I mean. The first half of it, is fun and something I would love to watch more. But the last bit, fuck that, seriously fuck all that.

The other thing was that I did not understand back then the plot or the politics or anything that was playing in the background. I didn't know how fucked place Poland was (is) for lgtbq people. I still don't. And I would love to just close my eyes and pretend none of it exists. But stuff doesn't work like that.

So here I am, thinking about watching this again and trying to find fics that would make me feel better about the whole movie. It's just that there doesn't seem to be fics that would be just the first 20min of the movie and then made it longer. But there are these little parts about something else and I have to just enjoy the little things I can find.

So in the nuthsell. You want to cry? Watch the movie, read this fic. You want to hate world? Do those two things. You want to find something beautiful? Still the same answer. This is tragic and I love the fic because Aleks is so out of it, he can't process whats happening and what he wants and maybe he is a little bit dead inside. Maybe.

Or maybe I find the perfect that I've been looking for the past forever and I don't have to read sad, beautiful stories anymore. Maybe. We will see. But until then, read this beautiful, tragic oneshot and please, watch the movie.

Tied Down [One Direction, Larry, Nc-17]

Tied Down by HamPalpert 

The most interesting case in Liam and Niall's careers falls directly into their laps, courtesy of an epic fuck-up of one Harry Styles, partner to the almost-infamous drug dealer Louis Tomlinson. The investigation yields an unexpected yet satisfactory outcome for Liam and Niall. For Harry and Louis, however, things are far more complicated. 

I have not read anything in a while. Not because I don't want to read or that there is nothing new to read. I just haven't had the inspiration for reading anything.

So a couple of days ago, I was bored and literally, I went through a lot of different tags and parings and fandoms and everything. I wasn't looking for anything special or some specific fic. I was just browsing. But today, I came across this. This masterpiece.

To be honest, I opened the whole fic by thinking about how shitty this is going to be (this one doesn't have that many kudos when comparing to the awesome larry fics) and I was just disappointed at this other mafia fic. So my hopes and expectations were low.

Anyways. I read the first chapter and it didn't inspire anything new in me. I liked the way they worked and how everyone was in the fic. I also liked how Liam was the cop and Niall was pretty much just Niall. Zayn was the wild card that he always is, mysterious and dark. The way everyone wants him to be. And then there are the lovebirds.

So the thing is. I don't wanna spoil this. All I really want to say is that I have not been this excited about a fic in a really, really long time. Like probably years. This was that good. So please, go and read this. Go and enjoy this. Go and make the author feel all the love they should feel after writing this masterpiece. Seriously. You won't regret it.