i've been stuck now so long (we just got the start wrong) [Game Changers, Hollanov, oneshot]

 i've been stuck now so long (we just got the start wrong) by beagoldfish  

The second time Shane Hollander wakes up on November 16th, he has a panic attack. 

The problem is — he tries to explain through gasped breaths after Hayden basically knocks down his door, shouting that they’re going to miss their flight — the thing is, Shane’s already woken up on November 16th. He’s already flown to Boston. He’s already been to practice, and he’s checked into the hotel, and he has lived this day before. 

He doesn’t mention that he’s also already fucked Ilya Rozanov twice and had a fucking tuna melt that Rozanov made and drank the ginger ale that Rozanov bought specifically for him. He doesn’t mention that they’d snuggled on the couch watching TV like some kind of couple, like boyfriends. 

He doesn’t mention that he fell asleep thinking about how Ilya — fuck, no, thinking about how Rozanov had called him sweetheart and Shane, and that, even now, he can’t quite get the cadence of Ilya’s voice out of his head. 

Or: After the tuna melt fiasco, Shane Hollander wakes up in a time loop.

Is it okay to have a headcanon about a fic? I like the idea that Ilya is stuck in the time loop too. For some reason he doesnt tell Shane about it, just maybe enjoys it the same way Shane is. Or maybe he is a little bit suicidal and thinks that this is the best he could ever get from Shane. Yea. That got deep and dark pretty fast.

Tbh, I kinda guessed the way the time loop would be broken pretty fast. But that didnt really affect the fic itself. I liked the journey Shane took to get to the point. How he kind of got distracted there for couple of times and how he just lost himself to the time loop. 

 Also. I may have cried a lot. Fuck the mental health.