It's all Canadian Vodka's fault [Game Changers, Hollanov]

It's all Canadian Vodka's fault by FriPie 

In the early hours of Saturday, the Hockey world was ablaze with the news that Ilya Rozanov was dead. Killed in a tragic car accident leaving behind a slew of devastated fans and a grieving husband still reeling in shock. 

The news also came as an incredible shock to Ilya when he awoke that same day, hungover and bleary, but very much alive.

There is this fic where Ilya actually dies and it tells the story how Shanes whole world crumbles and goes to shit basically. I am still trying to prepare myself to that fic becaues I know it will destroy me and it will destroy days of my life. 

So I am kind of using this as a warm up, if you could say that. Because no one dies here but everyone goes troough the movements and the feelings and everything else. So all the things are there, just not the final death.

I still cried and I still lost myself. And I am nowhere ready to read that other fic. But this was good and really worth the tears and the pain. So if you are anything like me, just start with this one and build yourself up for something even worse (or better? Idk). 

Shane's Annoying Neighbor [Game Changers, Hollanov, oneshot]

Shane's Annoying Neighbor by jsMika2 

With his face contorted into a scowl that Rose warned him would become permanent one day, Shane opened the door to reveal one of the hottest men he had ever seen, shirtless, holding his long-lost cat. 

Instead of being suave or even just normal about the combination strippergram/pet deliveryman on his doorstep, Shane opted to blow it immediately. 

“Where the fuck have you been?” Shane yelled. 

A Neighbors AU in which Ilya is the annoying guy next door and Shane tries to deal with it.

I just want to share this here. I literally have nothing to say, besides this being good. Sorry about that but whatever. 

Genuine callers only [Supernatural, Destiel, multichapter, nc-17]

Genuine callers only by Damsel in Shining Armour (Damsel_in_shining_armour) 

Dean's as alpha as they come, but he's also broke, he just lost his position as a mechanic and he needs a job desperately. So when he finds a job listing offering a position as personal omega companion to one Castiel Novak, well, he doesn't hesitate for very long before he picks up the phone. The job is of ‘intimate nature’, which means it’s not always glamorous, but turns out that working for Cas definitely has its perks. Now, if only Dean could manage to hide the fact that he's actually an alpha... 

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‘Have a good night, Dean’ Cas says, voice rough, as he hits the button to close the doors. Dean stands in front of the closed elevator for a few seconds before his brain goes back online and he drags himself away towards his own room. God, Castiel’s going to kill him one of these days. Either that, or he’s going to fuck him. Dean knows which one to hope for. 

// 

ABO but non-traditional. This is a story about an alpha-alpha couple. That having been said, you'll find the usual tropes, including power imbalances, the occasional dub-con moment and whatever the equivalent of sexism is in these kind of fics. 

I have been spoiled by all those super fluffy, cute Landoscar ABO fics. Thats the only reason why I even opened this. Seriously. This has everything I try to stay away from. All those crappy, over-sexualized, rapey things I dont really like to read about. 

But. At the same time there is something better and something worth the read. And this isnt even the worst I have read, this is pretty mild actually (even for a abo fic).

So what I am going to say is that I cried, I liked this but there were still things that are not my cup of tea. All that and maybe something else. 

So give it a change and maybe you will like it, or maybe not. Idk. It could really be worth it.

under my skin [F1, LandOscar]

under my skin by lellabella 

"Do you usually take walks in the middle of the night?" 

"Helps me clear my head." 

"Mmm." The mystery man takes another drag of his cigarette, eyes still fixed on Oscar. "Thought you might be dumping a body down there. Good place for it." 

Oscar chuckles like it's a casual joke. Because of course it is. He's just a normal man out for a normal walk in a normal part of town. 

"I'm not that interesting, I'm afraid." 

"Ohh, I don't think that's true."

Fuck.  

sgraffito [F1, LandOscar, oneshot]

sgraffito by leafmeal0ne 

Maybe it could have been him, instead. It could have been him driving alongside Oscar, his hands lifting trophies, his dreams soaked in champagne. But Lando taught art while his brother raced, and he didn't regret it. Not when Oli seemed so happy.

I dont know why I read these fics. All the stories about people havin to quit their dreams. Sometimes for life being shitty and sometimes they are jus stupid. 

Because these fics hurt more than anything else. They hurt so much that I even can not understand how anyone is able to write these. 

At the same time these are the most beautiful, raw stories I have read and Im hooked. Even when I spent most of the time crying while reading them.