Count the Cost [Harry Potter, Drarry, Harry/Draco/Theodore, oneshot, nc-17]

Count the Cost by PricklyCauldron 

Harry doesn't want a soulmate and he especially doesn't want his soulmate to be Draco Malfoy. It's unfortunate that Draco will die if they don't complete their soulbond, but there isn't anything Harry can do about it besides sacrifice himself, and he just can't bear to do that anymore, especially for someone he doesn't even like. 

Harry wouldn't say he's jealous when he starts seeing Draco and Nott together, but maybe his feelings are a little more complicated than he cares to admit... 

This didnt go the way I thought. It was kind of weirder but at the same time better. Or maybe this was pure porn and there was just an excistensial crisis in there somewhere.

I am not even sure what I liked the best in here. I just liked the fic, the idea, the execution and how it was left kind of open. No real ending, happy or sad. Its just life, and even when life makes sense, it can still be messy. Yea. All that. 

he turns off the big light [Game Changers, Hollanov, oneshot]

he turns off the big light by gurlsrool 

Ilya knows firsthand that the world isn’t comfortable. It’s loud, bright, demanding, a harsh place in direct opposition to everything he’s recently learned about autism. 

Is it so wrong that he wants Shane to feel safe here? To carve out a space where, even if only for a few hours, he doesn’t have to grin and bear anything? He can just be? 

Or: Ilya Rozanov has a lot of good ideas. Telling his fuck buddy that he should consider getting an autism diagnosis isn’t one of them.

I am not crying, you are.  

This is not even sad! This is just finding yourself and understanding yourself and being okay with yourself. And its really okay to be autistic, you are not broken or wrong. You are just a little bit spicy. 

Yea. That. 

Tbh. I love that Shane is autistic in canon. And I love how this whole fandom is loving it and showing the love. Yea, I know. In canon Shane doesnt know that he is autistic but does it even matter? I dont really think most people really know that they have autism. So that. 

And Hayden is and will always be the biggest autism supporter ever. Yup. 

Pinged [Game Changers, Hollanov]

Pinged by halfbaked_ziti 

Harris hadn’t meant to say anything. He hadn’t even realized what he’d said, honestly, until Ilya’s reaction: choking on his beer, eyes bugging out, looking more nervous than Harris had ever seen him look. 

Why couldn’t he have just kept his mouth shut? He was tipsy, and probably a bit too comfortable, but still. He should have known better. He felt like the biggest asshole alive. 

Hold on. Rewind. Start from the beginning. 

Or: 

Five times Ilya Rozanov set off Harris Drover's gaydar (and Harris said nothing), + one time Harris completely put his foot in it 

(originally a one-shot, now updated to include a chapter 2/coda)

Harris is the best. He probs would even be my favorite if Ilya wasnt so menacing fairy gay godmother. Or something. 

Gaydar is also a real thing and people should trust it more. Yea. 

Spolia Victoris [Game Changers, Hollanov, oneshot, nc-17]

Spolia Victoris by OpalApparition 

“Does the Dominus enjoy serving a slave?” Ilya murmured. 

Shane looked up at him through dark lashes. His mouth was a hairsbreadth away from Ilya’s cock, and Ilya could see the exact moment the last of his composure burned out, shedding, the way a snake left its old skin behind, eyes bright and body underneath already new— 

—and instead of answering, Shane licked a stripe up the underside of his shaft, root to tip. 

The law calls Ilya a slave. The mob of Rome calls him their lion, their Gladiator. Senator’s son Shane calls him to his bed. 

Now Shane wants to call him free, but that means owning him first.

Yes. This is AU, just here to scratch my itch. More than it. This is perfect, getting things so deep and sounding right. I have no clue about anything related to Roman Empire and everything in English is just a little bit more unknown for me. 

But like. Ah. Can I have a sequel? I need sequel to everything. Yes. Get me everything awesome to read, thank you. 

Ilya Enchanted [Game Changers, Hollanov, oneshot]

Ilya Enchanted by Daisies_and_Briars 

A night out at the Kingfisher during a team roadtrip to New York leaves Ilya cursed with a truth spell. Worried this will ruin everything for Ilya and Shane and their very secret relationship, Ilya scrambles to break the curse before saying anything he can't take back. 

Finally a fic where the outside forces make them talk and make things better without everything going to shit. Okay. Things still kinda go shit and there is the threat of everything going even more shit. But the point. The point is that they can still (somewhat) control the outcome and how to do things. 

Also. This fandom needs more weird fairies to grant wishes (or do havock or something). Yes please.