Papaya is the New Black [F1, LandOscar, oneshot]

Papaya is the New Black by smexy4you 

In which, Oscar replies to his thirstiest, funniest and most chaotic fan Lando with his burner account. 

Now I want to find my nemesis from the internet and exchange cryptic, sarcastic comments. And maybe something else. I want that. Can I have that in my life?

Thats it. Thats all I gotta say about this one.

He's My Best Friend [Game Changers, Hollanov, oneshot]

He's My Best Friend by LuneFaitLaFolie 

“Hayden I’m gay.” 

It’s said so suddenly and so fiercely it takes Hayden a second to register what he’s heard. 

“Oh.” 

“Yeah.” Shane replies 

Or 

 How Hayden finds out. 

It seems that Hayden always finds out by accident, by walking in or something else. But never really the way where Shane can actually say the words. 

Here there is even an extra part to that where Hayden actually sees Shane and sees that there is something going on. I really loved that. Really showed how they are friends and Hayden cares (and notices things, even people keep saying he is kinda slow, stupid, something). All that. Yea okay, the conclusion he draws isnt correct but there isnt that much to go on.

Ilya on the other hand. I still have this super bad boy, menace to society vibes going on in my head. The whole show version of Ilya is kinda tame compared to what Im always thinking, so trying to mix those two isnt as easy as I would love it to be. And its not like I dont like show Ilya or there is something wrong with him. Its just sometimes feels a little bit hollow compared to the books. Hopefully that will vanish at some point.

 But yea. I like this. I like Shane and his anxiety seen from Hayden's POV. I like everything about this. Yea. 

there are things i was never meant to keep (will you be another one of them?) [Game Changers, Hollanov, oneshot]

there are things i was never meant to keep (will you be another one of them?) by eurydicees 

The first snowfall in Boston that year brings several things: a heavy layer of dirty snow coating all the roads of the city; a freezing, threatening cold to the air both inside and out; all incoming flights to Logan getting grounded before they could even think about taking off; and the breaking rumors that Ilya Rozanov is fucking men in his spare time.

Im not sure what I tought when I opened this fic. Probably nothing really. 

But. This is more like a character study than some super fancy plot fic. This is just Ilya going through the motions and trying to figure shit out. Yea. And Shane is existing there somewhere.

I dont know. I liked how quiet this was, home calm and collected. How it just existed there somewhere. Yea. I really liked all the vibes and the execution. 

play date [F1, LandOscar]

play date by debrief 

“You’re spending a lot of time with him,” Josh says. 

“He’s my boyfriend,” Lando responds dryly.   

“Fake boyfriend.” 

Lando plugs in his laptop and it chimes. “It was your idea,” he says. “What are you so sceptical about?”

I had this whole problem with myself about why I am reading this, why I am invested and why I like this. And something else on top of that. 

The thing is nothing made sense to me until the end. I just. I didnt understand why I like this so much, why I keep reading when this is basically nothing like the stuff I like to read. 

But there were those small details in the middle of it. Small things that got me deeper and gave it a little bit sense why I am reading this, planning on finnishing it even. Because it was so worth it. So, so, so worth it. 

My next plan is to reread this. That should tell you enough. 

play along [Game Changers, Hollanov, Skip, oneshot]

play along by ExtraSteps 

At Scott Hunter night, Ilya gets pulled into a drunken game of truth or dare with Scott and his teammates.

I just need my fill in Matti Jalo fics. And this is one of those. There is literally nothing else to see here. Just a couple Matti Jalo mentions. Thats it. Thank you.