perjantai 19. kesäkuuta 2026

professional heartbreaker [Game Changers, Hollanov, nc-17]

professional heartbreaker by yourinsomnia 

Out of all Ilya’s terrible vices, repeatedly hiring the same escort might be the stupidest one he’s ever picked up. 

We still need more AU fics, real AU fics. This fandom seems to label almost everything as an AU. Just like fics that are just a little bit of the canon is easily tagged as an AU. I hate it, but I can somewhat understand it. 

Still. We need more AU fics where Ilya is in a mafia. Yes. More of these awesome stories where he drags Shane to the dark side. Like this one. Shane is pretty, innocent college student, just trying to pay the bills. Ilya on othe hand just cant resist the freckles. 

Thats it. Lovely. Thank you.

keskiviikko 17. kesäkuuta 2026

Laceration [Game Changers, Hollanov, Nc-17]

Laceration by AC91 

Shane Hollander was perfect; the perfect son, the perfect boyfriend, the perfect friend. He had spent years refining perfection, making sure he was the picture of it. It was second nature after all these years; a suit that didn’t quite fit, but that he’d gotten used to. 

Enter Ilya Rozanov. 

I kinda feel bad but at the same time i kinda dont feel. But like, these two fuckers are meant to each other so feeling bad when they get together is kinda pointless.

And this fic is more about Shane finding himself and the whole journey there. Rose is good and lovely and everything. It just doesnt work so. Yea. I dont know. This is really, really beautifully written and heartbreaking in a lot of ways. And. You are suppose to consentrate to good things. Yea.

maanantai 15. kesäkuuta 2026

black dog [Game Changers, Hollanov, nc-17]

black dog by delagauchetiere 

Ilya is not going to steal Shane Hollander's dog. That would be illegal. And wrong. And someone would probably find out and make Ilya give him back. 

So. Not stealing. 

But there is nothing wrong with giving Chernysh all the pats and treats that he deserves, is there? 

Nothing wrong with encouraging Chernysh to spend more and more time at Ilya's house until he doesn't even remember who Hollander is. 

Because Hollander is stupid and boring and does not deserve a dog as good as Chernysh. No, he doesn't, does he? Because Chernysh is the best boy in the whole world, yes he is.

Fuck. Okay. First of all Ilya's English in here. You can see how it improves and how he gets more comfortable with speaking. I loved that. Maybe the best part of the whole fic.

Second thing is the whole dog thing. I am somewhat sad that I guessed it, but it didn't really matter. It was still good and it didn't ruin the fic for me at all. I was just happy that I was able to pick it up.

Third thing is how I am suppose to be working but nooo, I had to finnish this right now. I may have spent the majority of two work days reading this. Ha. Just dont tell my boss that, he still thinks Im dedicated and hard working and whatnot. In the mean time I read fanfics and pretend like Im working.

Anyways. 

The ending. This is the thing Im still not sure about. Its good, its so damn good. I just had ideas where this fic would be going and I was not so sure if I wanted it to go there. The whole thing still makes sense, its in line with everything and I still love it. Okay. On top of that, all my other feelings about it are kinda mixed. So yea.

Still. This is so fucking worth it. Seriously. Go and read this. Hurry!




lauantai 13. kesäkuuta 2026

Operation Hollanov [Game Changers, Hollanov, oneshot]

Operation Hollanov by Sumatra 

In which Shane and Ilya's teammates are observant, but not as observant as they think they are. 

Extract: 

“So wait, what does that mean?” Hayden said, and Wyatt could see the cogs turning in his head. 

“I think it means we have two thirty-year-old men on our hands who haven’t figured out how to admit their feelings to each other,” Wyatt laughed. “And we’ve somehow decided they’re our responsibility.” 

“Fuck,” Hayden said, putting his head in his hands. “We’re gonna need to get them together, aren’t we?”

 Hockey players can be so dumb while being somewhat smart. Ha. This is that times zillion. 

 Have fun kids!  

torstai 11. kesäkuuta 2026

(Never) Stop Looking At Me Like That [Game Changers, Hollanov, oneshot, nc-17]

(Never) Stop Looking At Me Like That by heavenlykviss 

Shane is in love with Matt. They're in love and it's fine. It's better than fine really, Shane loves just about everything about Matt and he loves all of Matt's friends. Except for the big tall Russian one that wont stop staring at him like he knows something Shane doesn't. Like he's waiting for Shane to snap. Like he's begging Shane to do something. 

And Shane won’t, obviously. Because Ilya is the type of man to reel you in and the leave you high and dry. Leave you looking for pieces of him in every new person that you meet, leave you looking for signs you didn't just make the whole thing up, like some wild fantasy that was born of monotony. 

Oh, and he fact he has a boyfriend who he loves. A lot. It isn't monotonous. Its love.

Shane can date other people, Ilya can date other people, as long as they end together. So. Maybe no, they cannnot date other people. 

I dont really like stories with cheating in them and this is like really close to that line. Really close. Or maybe it even crosses it. Even when you kinda get the idea that sometimes things are not always working out and this is one of the symptoms of that. Or something.

I really dont know. I dont even care. Whatever. Just. Read and enjoy. Thats it.