Until I Feel Something [Supernatural, Destiel, nc-17, oneshot]

Until I Feel Something by HardKinkandDeanWhump 

It had been many months since the man, Castiel had been his name, had led him down into the small room and asked him one last time if he was sure. 

When Dean woke up he was no longer strapped in place in front of the fuck machine, but instead stretched out flat on his back on the bed. For a moment he just laid there missing the movement but thankful that his ass was still plugged and locked full. He never wanted to be empty again. As he sat up, the plug shifted slightly and he inhaled sharply, closing his eyes and humming to himself in appreciation. This was a new plug, longer and wider, and as he clenched down on it he relished the sensation. Fullness was the gift Castiel was giving him. The single-minded focus on being stretched and filled and fucked, the knowledge -- the certainty, the conviction -- that these were the only sensations he was meant to feel. Castiel was conditioning Dean into what he was truly meant to be: a warm, wet, perfect, beautiful hole.

I have no idea how I found this or why I even liked this that much. Maybe the whole Dean's thought process and how everything moves forward so slowly. Everything is just so slow and gradual and still going forward. 

This is just something so out of left field that I have no words and no comments. But for some really weird reason I got hooked and Im adding this here. Yea.

But seriously. Dont read this if you are any way squeamish or sensitive to weird shit. This is the weirdest shit. Yea. 

Where Is My Husband! [Game Changers, Hollanov]

Where Is My Husband! by shaneviews 

Four times people assume Shane is lying about his husband. 
And one time they’re proven wrong.

I would love more AU fics. Just the boys in different worlds, different lives and how they handle everything. I know in time there will be more AU fics but thats gonna take so long.

This is just a little taste to Shane as university student, married to Ilya. There are even two way too cute sequels to this

No clue what else to say. I loved this. I love the sequels and I want more. Yea. And I have read this like three times already. All that. 

All Our Little Victories (and Losses) [Game Changers, Hayden Pike/Jackie Pike/Original Character(s), nc-17]

All Our Little Victories (and Losses) by Vee (Vera_DragonMuse) 

The Pikes had a rough season, but now they may have a path forward to a new home, new friends and maybe some more unconventional changes. 

 I did not know what I was getting into when I opened this fic. All I knew, was that I really liked the author's other work and wanted to read more from them. Thats it.

This thing did not disappoint. Far from it. This just added another layer to everything and gave me something new to get lost to. I love throuples and would love to read more throuple fics. This is also one of those fic that I would love to have a sequel. I would love to learn how their dynamics play out in day to day life and how they take everything that comes with it.

Here mostly its just all of them finding each other and learning about themselves and the others. And then there is Ilya just adding to the fire. 

I liked how innocent they were. How they were kind of lost and how they just went with the flow. 

Weird thing is how Joey's pronouns are they/them and I dont usually have problem with that. Seriously. I try to use they always when Im not sure about gender and sometimes even when Im sure about the gender. But here it took my brain way too long to catch up and I hate it. Really. 

all of fame jane [Game Changers, Hollanov, oneshot]

all of fame jane by goldengalaxies 

“ Okay!” St-Simon interrupted loudly. “Can we please go five fucking minutes without hearing about your fucking dick?” 

… 

“You have a third message from: Jane. Gonna ride you so hard tonight.” 

“Holy fuck!” Connors laughed. “This fuckin girl! No wonder she locked down Roz!” 

St-Simon groaned. ”I just asked for five fucking minutes, man!” St-Simon whined. “Five!” 

(for years cliff marlow deals with jane. one unfortunate bluetooth connection reveals more)

At this point I have read this like five times already. So I think it is about time I added this here. Just so I can go and read this again tomorrow.

home economics [Game Changers, Hollanov]

home economics by Anonymous 

The Swiss National League doesn’t care about the legendary Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. When the MLH can’t negotiate with the Hockey Players’ Union in time to prevent a hockey lockout at the start of the 2015 season, the Zürich Lions jump at the chance to sign both Shane and Ilya to short-term contracts. For four months in Switzerland, they share a team, a line, a house, and a bed. 

Then the lockout ends in January, and it’s time to go back. Back to different countries, cities, lives. Beds.   

Reentry is harder than expected.

I am not crying. You are. 

This is one of those fics that I want you to go read blindly. Know nothing before and have no expectations, thoughts or anything. Just enjoy it as it is.