(Never) Stop Looking At Me Like That by heavenlykviss
Shane is in love with Matt. They're in love and it's fine. It's better than fine really, Shane loves just about everything about Matt and he loves all of Matt's friends. Except for the big tall Russian one that wont stop staring at him like he knows something Shane doesn't. Like he's waiting for Shane to snap. Like he's begging Shane to do something.
And Shane won’t, obviously. Because Ilya is the type of man to reel you in and the leave you high and dry. Leave you looking for pieces of him in every new person that you meet, leave you looking for signs you didn't just make the whole thing up, like some wild fantasy that was born of monotony.
Oh, and he fact he has a boyfriend who he loves. A lot. It isn't monotonous. Its love.
Shane can date other people, Ilya can date other people, as long as they end together. So. Maybe no, they cannnot date other people.
I dont really like stories with cheating in them and this is like really close to that line. Really close. Or maybe it even crosses it. Even when you kinda get the idea that sometimes things are not always working out and this is one of the symptoms of that. Or something.
I really dont know. I dont even care. Whatever. Just. Read and enjoy. Thats it.
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