On Air [Supernatural, Castiel/Dean Winchester, NC-17]

On Air by wincechesters (madefrommemories)

Cas and Dean are radio DJs who host the second most popular morning show in Lawrence. They’ve been co-hosts for years at different stations across the country, and they own a house together out of necessity, even though they’re just friends. But for some reason, a lot of their listeners and even some of their friends and family seem to think that they’re secretly in some kind of relationship, which they’re totally not (besides that one time that totally doesn’t count). In spite of that, Dean thinks he’s got everything figured out, until an ill-fated on air game of Truth or Dare turns everything upside down (and the billboards around town aren’t helping either).

Im actually scrolling through BarBrat right now and questioning what the fuck was I thinking when I first read this. Dont get me wrong, I didnt hate this when I read this first time or anything like that, more like the total opposite. I have no idea why the fuck I havent blogged about this before. There is probably a good, valid reason (or me just being lazy ass). Hopefully. But lets concentrate to the fact that I'm bloggin about this right now.

So lets all just praise the goodness of this fic and how I have read this three or four times already (yea I need new fics to read, leave urls to comments and I will check them out, seriosuly).

This is all about pining after the love of your life and how sometimes you just gotta do what you gotta do. Or no. Sometimes you just have to be brave enough to take your life to your own hands. Yea. Thats what the fic is all about. Even when Dean is not actually doing that until he is certain Cas is in love with him too and how he needs to be sure Cas and Daphne have broken up and so on..

So maybe this is all about Dean being fucking stupid and idiot and pining after Cas. Yea. Pretty normal fic altogether. But I liked this and I know you will like this so what the fuck.

Go and read and comment and leave kudos and make the author feel loved. Im done. Byeee.

Painted Angels [Supernatural, Castiel/Dean Winchester, Gabriel/SamWinchester, NC-17]

Painted Angels by WinJennster

Author Castiel Novak has finally hit the big time, with a book based on his failed college relationship with a brilliant painter. He's put all his pain behind him, but at a book signing, he comes face to face with Dean Winchester for the first time in twelve years, and the reunion doesn't go like Cas hoped. Dean's a broken man, with a lot of scars and secrets, shoulders weighed down by his demons and self loathing.

Cas sees a second chance with the man he's never stopped loving, but Dean's moved on, and is about to get married. Sam launches a "brilliant" plan to reunite his brother and his best friend, but Cas is worried it will all blow up in their faces, and he'll go through the agony of losing Dean a second time.

The whole Destiel thing is still going and Im actually pretty surprised that I havent seen this one before. There is probably a really good reason whys that but still weird because this is good. Like really good.

The only problem is that I have no idea what to say about this. There is alcohol, violence, abuse, angels, love, books and lots of other things. But I still dont know what to say. 

Maybe I should comment how fragile every character was and how some brain damage can actually affect someone. Or maybe I should comment how reading a book can change a person. I have no idea. All I understand is that this is good and if you have the patience to read 25 chapter long fic then I recommend this. Yeaa. 

An Exercise In 'Worthless' [Supernatural, Castiel/Dean Winchester, Gabriel/Sam Winchester, NC-17]

An Exercise In 'Worthless' by beastofthesky

"I mean, you’re–” He gestures at Cas, in his neat oxford shirt and nice pants. “–and I’m a high school dropout who tattoos for a living.”

Wherein Dean makes a hefty living as a tattoo artist who owns the space next to Gabriel's cafe. Sam attends the local university. When Gabe's cousin comes to live with him while starting grad school at Sam's university, Dean thinks for sure that all his negative karma's coming to bite him in the ass because Cas clearly has a thing for Sam. No one would ever choose him over Sam. That's just logic.

I woke up this morning and all I wanted to do was to read Destiel fanfiction. I have to admit that I haven't read these in like a really long time (I don't count couple short oneshots here and there) and this one felt like a good one to start with again.

So yea. I have read this before. Just havent written anything about this. I don't even know why. Probably had something do with how I had so many other fics that I wanted to mention also and this one got the short straw. Probably. Or I just forgot which is also a very good option.

But back to the point.

Dean is this insecure guy who falls in love but thinks hes not worth so the whole thing is mostly Dean pining after Cas and Cas being this awesome person who lives in oblivion. Yea. Thats sounds right. But probably the best part of this was how human everyone was. They were strong like all the crap Dean had went through had affected him but he survived, took his life on his own hands and lived. Maybe he got some demons and some habbits after that. But the main part was how it all actually affected him and made him a better person.

Probably the same with everyone in this. No one was with this perfect life, perfect past, perfect future, perfect everything. I have lately read enough of these rich and famous and perfect world fics where everything just seems to work out somehow and I have gotten enough of those. So this was actually pretty awesome today.

Read. Comment. Leave kudos. And Im off to find another Destiel fic. Got addicted again, ha. Like I could even get over the whole fanfiction world. What a joke.

Outlast [One Direction, Harry/Louis/Zayn/Niall/Liam, pwp, NC-17]

Outlast by disarm_d

And then Louis says, “I bet £10,000 I could go longer without wanking than all of you,” which was probably his first mistake. 

In which Louis has some regrets, Liam isn’t worried, Niall wants to help, Harry tries to forfeit, and Zayn may or may not be bothered.

Ou my fucking god. I kinda tought the whole 1D fandom would leave me alone and I didn't plan to read any more of those fics but then this.. The reasons why I opened this one don't even matter anymore. Fuck. I don't fucking remember why I opened this. But thank the fucking god I did because fuck.

Maybe I am dead or dying on the floor and my stomach hurts and my back  hurts and my neighbours are probably calling 911 cuz the voices Im making. And lets just make one thing clear. This thing over here is pure gold. Nothing less, nothing more.

So basically its all about five guys betting who can go the longest time without coming. Yup. And then they bully each other, they harrass each other and they are pretty much have sex all the fucking time and I have no idea why I can't make the fic sound as awesome as it actually is. Maybe cuz Im dead on my bedroom floor. Maybe.

So yea. The reasons to read this ? You will die and you will enjoy your death and just cuz sex is suppose to be fun and these guys are in pain and what else. Maybe I should put this whole post under mature alert. Maybe.

So fucking read it. Thats it.