sunnuntai 14. heinäkuuta 2013

Choices [Death Note, Mello/Matt, Nc-17]

Choices by ShinigamiMailJeevas
Matt, a genius hacker and spy, is sent undercover at Wammys for the sole purpose of discovering the secrets of the mysterious letter known only as L. The only problem... he didn't plan on falling in love with his roommate. Some yaoi, Character death.
Its been almost two years since I read this. But seriously. I cant not to read this again. There are just so many little things. All those explanations and all the things Matt sees and how it all just builds a bigger scene and gosh.

The plot, on the other hand, is kinda simple. Matt has to find out as much as he can about L and he really tries to do it. He gets in, blends in, "makes friends" and is just like any other genius teenager in that school. And then Mello comes. It just so fun to read how their relationships is build on pranks and fights and all that but in the end they cant almost live without each other. It is just so perfect. Okey, perfect until the end where there is the death thing Im not gonna talk about because I just cant.

Dont be afraid now. Its nothing scary or anything, the ending is just so sad and life changing. Even when you would love to change it to something else you cant really imagine any other ending, at least I cant and I hate the eding. I really, really do.

Okey. Enough about death lets just concentrate to the fic and all those small details. First of all there are lots of game details (you can start with mentioning of Sephiroth and that way Final Fantasy) and how it all just cliks and makes you wonder if the writer is a game geek. Like seriously. After that there is how Matt is always so lazy. He does things and he attends, but not much, but in the end there is almost in every scene something that reminds how lazy Matt is and how he just doesnt wanna do things cuz its almost too troublesome (to quote Naruto).

Then we can move to all those things that other notice and how Matt knows that everybody notices. Well thinking about it like right now it all just feels maybe a little bit too much but while reading it just feels natural with them being genius and all that crap. So while it is too much it isnt. Srange. But I totally like it.

And we cant forget Mello. Our little, weird, short tempered and chocolate addicted Mello. Yeaa. Most of all I like how Mello is around Near and how it is almost natural with all the hate and dislike between those two with ofc Near being kinda outsider. I cant explain it, it just feels good and looks good and ou god how well written it is. Mello's character is well written with all that concentrating and not eating and all other bad habits. He just is the Mello we know from the Death Note. Yep.

But the writing style in this one. Its so awesome when its not quite from Matt's perspective but at the same time it is. Its not "I did this and I can do that" its only Matts thoughts and how it all is still "he did this and he can do that" but still in your head it feels like Matt is actually talking or we are hearing his thoughts. The whole thing is plain genius, good, awesome and so on.

Thinking about the whole fic now I can only say one thing I dont like and its the ending. Its that the whole death thing and how sad it is. I would loved a happy ending to this but like always in life you cant always get what you want. So we get the almost perfect fic without happy, nice, lovely ending. Okey. The ending is kinda lovely but its all sad lovely. So yea. Go and fucking read this. If this isnt worth for your time then nothing is. Thats it.

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