Past Present [Supernatural, Castiel/Dean Winchester, Jo Harvelle/Sam Winchester, Ellen Harvelle/Bobby Singer, Balthazar/Castiel, NC17]

Past Present by lastknownwriter

Dean/Castiel AU. When a handsome stranger wanders into his bar one warm fall night, Dean Winchester is charmed by the archaeology professor. As their friendship deepens, Dean will discover that there are a few simple truths about love: it can sneak up on you when you least expect it, and it will level you without warning. But it can also save you, when you’re lost.

I should probably start with the fact how I really hated this fic at some point but, then again, isn't that part of a good fic ? You hate it and you love it at the same time. I think so, so you shouldn't be that worried about me hating this at some point.

The plot itself is kinda boring. They meet, they try to avoid their feelings, they kiss, fall in love and then something tragic happens. Yea. Boring plot (okey, I find almost everything boring). But I don't care about the plot. I care about how the characters work and how they make me feel. And this fic is all about that. You can see how they are stupid and stubborn but also you can see how they grow and some things start to matter to them and how some things just seems not to matter anymore that much.

Especially Dean. He isn't intrested in guys but he really likes Cas so he has to learn how to act and not give a crap about some things. Because some people don't understand and those some people can also be his friends. That also is one thing that Im really giving credits, how the writer really put the other people's opinions there. Everyone wasn't supportive or there for Dean and Cas and they had to work their life around that fact. It hurt them (especially Dean) but giving up wans't an option after some point.

I would like to give credits about the whole life is short and sometimes not so good part. Not gonna spoil you if you wanna read this but something happens and Dean's whole life comes crashing down at some point. And that part is one of my favorites, even when part of it is really cliche. Normally in fics everyone feels like they are superhuman and undestroyable but not in this one. This actually made me appreciate life a little bit more. Because life is fragile and short and you can never know what could happen next.

So all in all. This really took me in and I probably missed something really important at class today because of this (all I can remember was how teacher told us to how to destroy Skynet) but not sorry at all. So really. Go read this and leave comments and yea. Respect life at least a little bit more.

Carry On [Supernatural, Castiel/Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester/Jessica Moore, NC-17]

Carry On by TamrynEradani

When Sam gets into Stanford, Dean needs a bigger paycheck than Bobby's garage can give him. Luckily, he knows a guy.

Im not sure if I should be this proud of myself of finishing this fic or no. Took me the whole day and I cant even decide if I liked this in the end. And before you really open this one I have to warn you that this really is NC-17 fic and not all about some sappy romance (well except on Sam's part where he meets Jess and all that which doens't happen until pretty close to the ending).

Okey. So. This is kinda prostitution fic. Kinda. Dean sells himself to Cas so Sam could go to school. But ofc things arent that simple and there are feelings which just makes this fic so sappy and then there is kinda BDSM. I would say it is that much BDSM just whore and the guy who pays. So. Yea. All the warnings are there.

But I still dont know if I like this. Kinda too sappy to my taste. Probably has something to do with the fact that the sappy comes too soon but on the other hand it gets better after the first sappy shit when the lines get blurrier and shit. I also like how everyone is a little bit messed up and how they really overthink almost everything.

So. Just. Dunno. Seriously. This is kinda good and you cant predict what happens next and yea. I just didnt like all the sappy crap. It has something to do with the fact that I thought this was gonna be a little bit darker but cant always have everything you want. And for the record this works well without all the dark material. Really good. So yea. Just that sappiness. Yup.

dawn [James Bond, James Bond/Q]

dawn by kiyala

Bond honestly doesn't begin with the intention of courting Q.

I kinda have two different feelings about this one and I have no idea if it is a good thing or bad thing.
Okey yea the first problem is the missing capital first letter but thats has nothing to do with my mixed feelings that is just one thing people should pay closer attention to.

First feeling is all about how I really like this, like yea. In my head this feels like perfect fic for someone to start reading multichapter fics (if that even makes sense at any level). The chapters are short (I love longer chapters but they fit in this one) and there are pictures in them. Yup. Pictures and really good ones. Just for the record I really liked the pics, they kinda bought something unique and fresh thing.

But back to the point. The plot isnt so complicated to stay tuned in for a longer time. It even doesn't really matter if you stay couple days away from the fic, you can totally come back and just keep reading. The good part about that is how it is still good when its all slow and short and... kind of fragile because everything builds from little parts and those little parts are gifts and how the gifts change when their thinking/feelings change.

So the other point is... I cant even remember anymore. It had something to do with how simple this is or something like that. Probably the best I forget where the second feeling came from. Gives you something to be intrested about and enough reason to open the fic. Yup. So just do that and read the whole thing.

The perks of Constancy [James Bond, James Bond/Q, NC-17]

The perks of Constancy by superpol

"You should have sex with other people," Q says once.

I dont know if Im spoiling too much but seriously I don't really give a shit right now. It is just worth it. Totally.

But this fic is the first fic I have ever read about someone being asexual and it even feels like that this is how it could be to them. They like each other but Q just don't have sex with Bond and Bond have sex with some other people but still loves Q and tries to understand him.

Maybe there isn't something really deep and meiningfull crap about asexuality but this doesn't need it. This is more like how the whole thing works for them and things like that. And I have nothing else to say about this one except probably that this is good, really good. So yea. Read it and comment and whatever. Yups.

Remember Me [James Bond, James Bond/Q]

Remember Me by Jen (ConsultingWriters)

Bond has lost his memory. Q has lost his love.
"What have I forgotten?” Bond asked; Q watched him, trying to find the James he knew.
“Nothing that you won’t work out on your own, if it’s really important,” Q said carefully, before returning every fraction of his attention to the computer in front of him.

I have never before read a fic and right after Im done with the fic have I started it from the beging and read it all over again. Never before. Never. But now this just... I have no idea.

First of all this is way too sad fic to be read while at school, literally. Q is just hurting so much and you can feel all those feelings and how it all just sucks and is shitty and all that. And Bond just doesn't know what he is suppose to do about it. He tries but can't give everything when he doesn't even know what to think about anything.

And the ending just is perfect. And the whole thing is perfect. I hate the word perfect but I can't find any other word to describle this fic. So perfect. Thats it.

Quriosity [James Bond, James Bond/Q, NC-17]

Quriosity by dr_girlfriend

Bond finds himself increasingly curious about his enigmatic Quartermaster.

Excerpt:

"Your prior hotel is no longer secure, I will direct you to a new location. Your luggage has already been transferred. A field agent and medic from the Diréction Générale de la Sécurité d'État will be waiting at the side entrance. I have cleared them both personally." In contrast to his crisp dry English, Q's pronunciation of the French words was fluid and flawless, the throaty tone of the fricatives sending a surprising jolt of awareness straight to Bond's cock — all the more remarkable given his degree of blood loss.

"You're wasted on Q-branch, you have the voice for a phone-sex call-in line." The words slipped out of Bond's mouth without forethought, although he had plenty of time to think in the sudden pause that came afterward and stretched on for endless moments. Bond hadn't realized until now how Q was always there, with an immediate reply. In all their banter Q had never before been at a loss for words. Ever.

There is pretty much only two reasons why I wanna blog about this one. Two reasons. And only the other one has something to do with plot. And neither one of those reasons has nothing to do with how this is 33 chapters long and how I spent the whole day reading this when I was suppose to be studying.

So the plot is all about how everyone has their own traumas, skeletons in the closet and how they can work their life around that. And it was all good. They didnt heal over night or other shit like that. They worked for it, built the trust and then they tried their new limits and sometimes it went to shit. It all just felt so good and real and how real life would go.

And the other awesome good part was how there wasn't any stupid grammar errors (like mixing your, you're or thankyou or something like that) and how much there were British words in the mix. Seriously. Just good, good, good. Can't really praise enough. Okey. Not saying there isn't any typing mistakes because no one can survive without at least one or two of those in fic this long but there weren't things that the writer didn't know any better and couldn't bother to check it out.

After that I can totally love all the other languages there were also. Q liked to speak French once in a while and some German characters spoke German and Swedish people spoke Swedish. It was good and original and good. I dont know about mistakes in those languages but seriously, you can't always have everything.

So probably the only thing I didn't like was the whole feeling I got from Bond acting like a whore in his missions. I don't know if it was suppose to feel like that or if it just me and my head but thats the feeling I got and I can't say I liked it. Thats it. But this is still totally worth of your time and way too good to miss. Seriously.

Fidelity [James Bond, James Bond/Q, NC-17]

Fidelity by marlowe_tops

In which Bond develops a preference for sleeping on Q's couch rather than in his own bed, and Q is rather more warm-hearted than M when it comes to throwing him out.

Im feeling so dirty. This probably should have never happened, like seriously. James Bond fic. Who even writes these things? Who even thinks of these things? Not saying this isnt hot cuz this is hot as fuck and good and awesome and all that shit.

It just is that... Bond is this whole thing that seems to be a little bit far from fanfiction world and now there is fic about how Bond likes to crash on Q's couch and then they get drunk and fuck and then fuck some more and something about love there somewhere. Ofc everything isnt as simple as you would think or as perfect but Bond and not expecting anything to be perfect or simple.

And seriously. What the fuck I just read? Cant get over that fact. And cant get over the fact that there are more of these fics (one good fic is also Synchronicity by stereobone (It goes on like that for months, and then Q realizes that James Bond is "hanging out" at his flat.) which have same kinda plot which is why Im just mentioning it, so read that one too) or over the fact that the other ones are also way too good and Im getting hooked already.

Yeaa..

I really liked how everyone was just so unperfect. Their life was shitty but they found ways to survive and reasons to continue and after a while it got a little bit better. The good parts are also how they dont communicate and there are misunderstanding and shit like that. Just good stuff. I cant even think about anything negative about this one.

So yea. Totally worth for try and also that other one I mentioned there somewhere. Read them both. Yup.