now some saint got the job of writing down my sins [Stark Trek, James T. Kirk/Leonard McCoy]

now some saint got the job of writing down my sins by starkjrs

In which Jim falls in love with Bones' bed and maybe Bones, too.

I wanted to use words like masterpiece. But I dont know what is a masterpiece and how you define masterpiece so I really dont have words I could use. And maybe thats the worst part. 

The best part however is how you are waiting the fic to crash and burn but it does not do that. It just feels like it could happen any second but it doesnt. Its barely holding together and that is the reason why I really liked this one. 

And the repeat stuff also. 

Those two things together made this to earn that masterpiece word in my mind. Even if I dont really know how to define a masterpiece but I hope this can be counted as one. 

don't fall asleep in in the moonlight, she'll make you sweat [Teen Wolf, Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski, Allison Argent/Scott McCall, Vernon Boyd/Erica Reyes]

don't fall asleep in in the moonlight, she'll make you sweat by hoars

There bruises on Derek's chest from where Stiles pushed Derek. Two purple-red impressions of the heel of Stiles' palms. Derek pokes them curiously. 

Derek's never had bruises before Stiles.

First Im going to complain how people don't use capital letters in their fic names anymore. Yes, I know you can use it sometimes to make a point or be different or whatever floats your boat. But this is getting rididcculous. It feels like no one use caps anymore anywhere. English is a language and to keep that language alive and keep people understanding whats the right way you are suppose to use the langauge correctly. So please. Use the caps.

But the fic itself was.. different. Fuck that.

I liked how someone actually took the whole mate thing and added something actually new to it. Like not just all that usual, cliche crap that you can read in almost any soulmate/mate fics. The bruising was new and exciting and I really, really liked it.

I also liked how it was not something that everyone just knew, how Derek had to work it out in his head before he was sure. How Erika and Boyd made sense and how Derek dealed with it (okey, he could always done better but we are talking about Derek). It just kept every character as their own and (as far as I can remember) no one was OOC. Just really good work with all that.

There were probably tons of other good stuff that I should mention but I want you to find them and just understand how I liked this and found this good and different. And totally worth of reading. Like seriously. Just read it.

How We Are (but not how we're going to be) [Star Trek, Kirk/Spock, NC-17]

How We Are (but not how we're going to be) by alpha_hydra

Even when they hate each other, they're still sort of falling in love.

Im not so sure why I wanted to write about this one specially. Maybe because I really wanted to watch the movie again just because I wanted to understand where this all comes from. And I do understand. I really do. 

I also liked how much there was stuff going on and how things happened on their time. Maybe even a little bit of slow built kinda fic. Or not really. But lots of stuff I really liked and how everything was considered. Again. 

And I just love this fandom because all the possibilities and how people actually take advantage of that. Just the best. One of the best fandoms ever.

So yea. Maybe all those reasons are actually enough reason for me to blog about this and fot you to read this. Hopefully.

in another country (people die) [The Avengers, Loki/Tony Stark]

in another country (people die) by pprfaith
Translation into Russia: в другой стране (умирают люди) by EvilWinter, pprfaith
Translation into China: 在另一個國度（人們死去） by pprfaith, reflux

“The world is not your playground, Stark!” Fury yells at him one time, after he maybe brings down a building or two and Tony just laughs because, seriously, yes it is.

The weirdest thing is that I have no idea why I have not blogged about this one before. Like seriously. This is fucking amazing. The other weird thing is how I really want to tell you how amazing this fic is but no idea how to do that. This is just awesome.

Like Tony is this guy who no one seems to understand and the same goes with Loki (actually this part is so fucking canon that I cant even explain it) but then somehow they understand each other seriously well. It just makes them such a good team and makes the fic so much more awesome.

And I really would love a sequel to this or even a multichapter sequel. The only problem is that I know its probably gonna destroy the whole thing and just make things worse. But the author could always surprise and make the whole thing even better.

But Im not ready to gamble with fic this good so maybe we will just be happy about how good this is and you all can go read this, and comment and leave kudos. Make the author feel loved ♥

Random Fandom Week 5 [Star Trek]

I have wanted to blog about Trek fics awhile. But. There is always a but. Last time I tried to blog, all the fics that came across were some serious weird shit, slavery and raping and bloodthirst and a lot of violence. I dont mind those fics so much, I can read them and sometimes I even like them. The point is that I don't want everyone else to think that there are no other kind od fics in the whole fandom.

Also I did not choose one paring for this week. Mostly because I didn't like the whole Kirk/Spock thing before this (after this week however I kinda really like it). So yea. Its still mostly just Spock and Kirk. Ha.

So this whole thing is how I finally found six awesome fics that could suit for a bigger group of people. Yeah.

But I still have to warn you about this fandom. There are a lot of different stuff, some of them full of fluff and some of them full of murder. Something for everyone I suppose.

Without anymore ranting here we go. 5 + 1 Star Trek fics. Read, Comment and Leave Kudos. Just make the authors feel loved. Thank you.

The Genetic Soap Opera (or, One of the Less Dignified Royal Weddings) by waketosleep
[James T. Kirk/Spock]

Turns out Jim Kirk's more than meets the eye, genetically speaking. There are a lot of consequences, mostly for Spock and his sanity.

Pon farr. There are way too many pon farr fics out there. Like seriously. And this one is probably one of the lamest ones which is why I liked it. Something different but still good. But someone could still explain to me what the fuck is going on with that whole pon farr thing? Why the fuck it has to be everywhere ? Seriously.

Looking for Paradise by ALiCEonLSD
[James T. Kirk/Spock, Kirk/Others]

On Stardate 2233.04 in medical shuttle 37, a child is born. The mother is diagnosed with postpartum psychosis.
This is the story about James Tiberius Kirk. About his happiness and joy, about his sadness and sorrow. How he came to be, his hardships, his blessings and how he in the end let himself, for once, love and be loved in return.

Not the happiest one nor the fluffiest one but I really liked the ending. And the writing style. Just reality of a guy whose life sucks all the time until one good thing starts something really good. Yea.

Helloooo, Nurse! by lalazee
[James T. Kirk/Spock]

Jim Kirk is the only male nurse on the Enterprise. He’s also the only one with any experience with Vulcan biology. You can guess who he’s been assigned to.

Something AU. Or at least a little bit AU. Kinda. Fuck that. Something beautiful and different and a little different setting with a little differen background. So something good. Really good.

Chess!verse by littlebirdtold
[James T. Kirk/Spock]

Very loosely based on this prompt from the Star Trek XI Kink meme: Chess AU. Kirk and Spock meet as kids at an intergalactic chess tournament for the Federation Planets. Spock, a discipline of the strictest rules of chess and the undefeated champion in his age group, is completely pwned by Kirk, a wild-card who gleans his talent by playing all manners of chess styles. They become heated rivals, battling each other throughout their chess "careers," which pretty much develops into UST once you toss teenage hormones into the mix. Inevitably chess is pretty much just their foreplay before they finally sit up and realize that they've fallen for each other.

Im not even surprised that Star Trek has it own version of soul mates and even have a own word for it. Seriously. Even the chess part of this fic is unsurprising.

Take This Sinking Boat (And Point It Home) by sinestrated

In which Spock pines, Jim isn’t stupid (except he kind of is), and Christopher Pike has had enough of this bullshit.

And because everyone cant be perfect all the time (or wicked smart) we need a little bit of crack in the middle of this list. Yup. Have to also add that I really liked Pike in this one. Like really liked. Seriously.

And then the +1 part of the list.

Antigravity by sinestrated
[James T. Kirk/Spock]

Five times Spock was surprised by the brilliance of Kirk's mind, and one time he totally saw it coming.

The list needs at least one 5 + 1 styled fic. Seriously though I liked Kirk's mind in this one. How smart he was and how people (mostly just Spock) didn't always expected how much he was actually able to do. I just loved this one. Seriously.

And could someone please invent a paring name to the whole Spock/Kirk thing, like there is ForstIron for Tony/Loki and Spideypool for Deadpool and Spidey and so on. But nothing for Spock and Kirk. So please. Make that to be the next thing in your inventory list.

frail love [James Bond, James Bond/Q]

frail love by tomorrowsrain

A month after Venice (Vesper), an unraveling James Bond is assigned to help a mysterious young hacker defect from a dangerous terrorist network.

Happiness is overrated. Happy endings are overrated. To be hobest I have no idea what those actually are. But they are not perfect, like life is not perfect, far from it. Really far. 

And this whole thing is nothing along the lines of happiness and goodness are not part of every life. The most important part is trying and being. 

But this is so Bond fic. Like seriously. Lots of violence and surviving just for the sake of surviving. Nothing else. And in the end there is not a perfect ending just something to say that the world goes on no matter what. 

Yea. 

But I really liked how past and present were together here. First it felt really weird and like I was missing something but then it just got better and better. In the end it was just pure awesomeness.

So please. Read, Comment and Leave Kudos ♥