Love Runs Wild [Teen Wolf, Sterek, Nc-17]

Love Runs Wild by DevilDoll

"You've got a hickey on the back of your neck!" A Neckz 'n Throats story.

I probably have mentioned this fic somewhere. Probably. I'm just not that sure about that right now which is why I am kinda saving this fic here as a post. Yup.

This is one of those fics that I have lost at some point and then some time later wanted to read it again. So the time I have spent to find this is a long time. Seriously. So live with me and my fic saving style.

A Warrior's Rest [Supernatural, Destiel, Nc-17]

A Warrior's Rest by snarkymonkey

Castiel, an outcast fairy, has lived most of his life in the guise of a human in a sleepy Northwestern town in the state of Oregon. It's quiet. People move there to retire and forget the world. And it's small so newcomers are a thing of note. So when a man not near retirement age moves in, green-eyed and handsome, Castiel pays attention. But his cabin is set up in the midst of the woods the locals avoid. Where the entrance to his people's lands rests. The thickset trees are teeming with the supernatural. So how is it this man hasn't run screaming from the woods? And why does his home feel so strange to Castiel's fairy senses?

But, more importantly, does he even care for those answers when the man grins so warmly?

 I really like the idea that somewhere out there is a town where all the peaceful supernatural beings can go and just live their life. I really like that. Its so peaceful and gives a lot of hope.

I also liked Castiel as a fairy. He was kinda super cute but at the same time he had this... not childless but something along the lines charm that was just awesome. Dean on the other hand.. I would love to read the whole fic from Deans' point of view. Like how dark he really is and how much he is actually hurting.

At some point I also missed Sam and how Sam would have come there and pulled Dean out of his misery by saying and doing something amazing. But this was still pretty awesome without Sam in it. All that cuteness and fairy Cas. You gotta enjoy fairy Cas, seriously. The dude is perfect as a fairy.

If You Asked Me If I Love Him (I'd Lie) [One Direction, Larry, Nc-17]

If You Asked Me If I Love Him (I'd Lie) by allyasavedtheday

So Harry and Louis might have fucked up.

The day of their wedding was the single most perfect moment of Louis’ life and every single day since where he’s been able to call Harry his husband has been nothing short of bliss. There’s just one teeny, tiny problem…

Their families don’t know they’re married.

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Or the one where Harry and Louis eloped but neglected to mention it to anyone. Meanwhile Lottie is getting married and the only way for them to not steal her thunder is by pretending they're just friends for the weekend. Featuring Harry and Louis as terrible liars who don't know the meaning of the word platonic and some Tomlinsons and Styles's who definitely don't believe them.

I spent three days to find this. Three fucking days. All the info I had was how Louis and Harry had gotten married a while ago but hadn't told anyone about that and then the others' sister is getting married so they have to lie to their mums. Yea. All that.

That also sums up the whole story. All you have to add is how everyone is trying pair these two idiots together and how they are lying and sneaking around like teenagers. Also, it was Lottie's' wedding.

Okey. But the reason, why I am blogging about this, is all those sideline comments. How Harry is buttering Jay up because he deflowered her son and took his marriage virginity. How Louis is sneaking out from his husbands' childhood home feeling like the neighbours are watching him and making him feel like he is coming from a one night stand. Yea. There were more of those. But those are the ones I liked the best.

The other reason is that I really want to find this later, like when I want to read this again. Yea. I re-read stuff when I can't find anything new and good. But yea. Just read it. And enjoy it. Thank you.

First Gentleman Wanted [Supernatural, Destiel, Nc-17]

First Gentleman Wanted by youaresunlight

President of the United States Castiel Novak is popular, charismatic, and knee-deep in campaigning for a second term. He’d be the ideal candidate if it weren’t for the fact that he hasn’t dated once while in political office. With his opponent’s relentless PR team calling him incapable of emotional commitment, Castiel’s staff decides to remedy the situation by finding their boss a fake, picture-perfect boyfriend. And when Dean Winchester enters the scene, he and Cas become America’s new favorite couple, except they’ve got a whole lot of history between them and complicated feelings to resolve.

I dont like politics that much. Its not because its not important or I dont care. Its because people cant answer straight, they have no interest in keeping their words nor do they even think that much. They just get where they want to go and are just destroying everything.

Okey. Thats not 100% true, but that is how it feels right now. Like there is just no sense to anything political and everything is just about to fall apart. Yea.

But political fics are always somehow super great. They show something that keeps you believing that the good always wins. Or something like that.

Maybe here its not good that wins but love that wins. Yea. Maybe there is also not so much pressure to the actual poltics, but more to the settings. So just more to like, I think.

(If You Could) Look at Me Once More [Death Note, Mello/Matt, Mello/Near]

(If You Could) Look at Me Once More by zenelly

College AU. Matt really just wants Mello to see him for once. But he knows, oh does he know, that the chances of that happening are non-existent...

Wanna cry ? And be super sad ? This is everything you need for that.

Okey. But seriously. This is all Matt angst about how he is in love with Mello but Mello and Near are together and happy. Thats it. All that angst and nothing else.

I still liked this, reminded me of old times when this kinda fics were the only kinda fics I even read. Probably cuz my attention span is literally zero most of the time and these kinda fics don't need that much consentration.

So anyways. A little different, not real plot and shit ton of angst. Yup. All you need to lift your spirit and all that shite. You are welcome.

Time Bomb [One Direction, Larry, Ziam, Nc-17]

Time Bomb by ThisSentimentalHeart

“Why exactly are you here?” Louis asked, feigning annoyance and failing pathetically at it.
“My publicist told me I can't go anywhere near you.” Harry said, eyes still smudged with last night's eye liner. “That makes you my favorite person in the world.”

Or the one where Louis has everything: a lead role in a giant Hollywood franchise, a glittering new house with an entertaining Irish neighbor, and a steady, normal boyfriend who he probably loves. Louis never expected to become a household name among young Hollywood overnight. He also never expected to find something endearing about the enigmatic rockstar who keeps showing up on his back porch.

First of all. This contains drug abuse. Mental abuse. Violence? PTSD. Mental illness? Partying that has gotten out of hand. But mostly this is just about life that is public to everyone and all the downsides with it. There are also awesome good sides but, if you think the whole package, the downside is much heavier and bigger. Yup.

So basically I am only blogging about this because the problems they have through this fic. First of all the abuse Louis is going through, then the accident and Harry's out of control partying. A little bit more partying and making a movie plus all that travelling, that travelling is actually pretty crazy but yea. It's a good part of this story.

Anyways. This is not painting a pretty picture of the life of famous people. This has all the shit that they have to hide from the general public and then all the shit they have to deal with that comes from other people. On top of that, they have to deal with the whole scene they are living in. The partying scene where there are drugs and people are overdosing and dying. Nothing is as pretty as it may seem like.

For example, the drug scene is not about a little bit pot here and there. It's not just E for boosting the energy levels. It's more like lets do coke tonight and then tomorrow we have something else. Maybe the fic is not 100% accurate with everything drug stuff (like the whole heroin thing, heroin is not a party drug, it's a hardcore fucking drug that will fuck you up the minute you take it so badly you will pretty much pass out and/or puke your guts out, it won't boost your energy or make you more into partying, it will fucking destroy you. That's a fact, google the shit out of it or read the Heroin Diary by Nikki Sixx or talk to someone who knows drugs. But it's not a party drug.) Even the time zones kinda were messed up sometimes and sometimes they were accurate. But that's just small details that bugged me.

Besides all that I really liked how this painted that picture. How it did not sugarcoat any of that partying shit or the abuse. How people were people. Everyone was just a normal person whose life was just a little more public and they were in the public eye. But they also had the ability to change other people's lives and make a change to things, even if they were small compared to the whole world but that was something they did. Yup.

This is also way too long and I have spent two days reading this even when I actually had to do stuff. And I also started to read this because I first read that there were only about 29 000 words but the reality was about ten times more than that.. Yea. I'm concentrating. But still so fucking worth it, even when I am not being that forthcoming with the whole plot. This just has so much stuff going on and when you think that now this is it, this is how it's going to end, a new thing comes to light and you realise that yeah, those things have not been dealt with. Yup. This is also fairly addictive.

So just read it and think about the whole story and the bigger picture. Think about the world and how things are going. Not just how this some fic full of drama and unexpected plot twists. This is just so much more. And I really, really want to give credits about how this was buildt and how it all just made so much sense in the end. Everything was just well written and thought. Yea. Thank you.

One, Two, Three, Repeat [Supernatural, Destiel, Nc-17]

One, Two, Three, Repeat by mnwood

Cas and Dean have spent the last five years surviving the end of the world by relying on one another for support. However, when a 2009 version of Dean shows up at Camp Chitaqua, his confusion about their relationship reveals that something in the timeline has been changed.

This made me want to read more about Cas amd Dean in the alternative future. Or universe in this case ? Whatever. But more about them after the world ends anyways.

This was pretty dark and that just made this great. Dean and Cas had so many problems and they did not know how to deal with them. And in the background the world was burning and crashing and just dieing. Everything was dieing and they were just trying to survive. Witht their own coping mechanisms.

So maybe this is for not the fragile people. This is not pretty or nice or even that happy in that matter. But they kinda get their happy ending, in some very dark way where happiness is a relative term. Yup. So every bit worth all the tears. Ha!

Just kidding. You wont cry while reading this (a lot at least). So enjoy!