King of Kingz [Tokio Hotel, Billshido, NC-17, drugs, violence, death]

King of Kingz by Raiju
Spanish translate: King of Kingz by Jean_Snape
French translate: King of Kingz
German translate: King of Kingz by little-green-fairy

Keep your friends close, but keep your enemies closer.
In a business where discretion is key and loyalty is valued above all else- where a bullet wound or a murder is considered an 'occupational hazard'- there are mistakes to be made, lives to ruin, families to tear apart, and so many enemies to gain. He who began as a man, became a power-hungry monster. He who began as an innocent, became a cold-blooded killer.

When both become caught up in a twisted game of cat-and-mouse, who will be crowned the victor?

Before you even read this post, or even think about reading the whole fic I have to warn you that this isnt a children story where you have happy endings and happy couples and the prince in shining armor. This is fic with lots of and lots of violence (mental, physical, whatever), this isnt probably the best fic about surviving from the bottom back to the top, this is probably the fic where you see the bottom you think is the bottom isnt really the bottom, because you can fall so much more.

Blogging about this one is probably as hard for me as it was to read this fic, and I couldnt even finish the whole fic. That doesnt say the fic is bad in any kind that normally would make me to stop reading this. More like there are so much... how to say it? Not violence (there is lot of that too), but more like mental violence. Yea. That sounds pretty right. What I mean by mental violence is kinda tricky. There are lifes that are so fucked up in so many levels that no one can survive from it and continue as they were and that is the starting point in this fic.

The story goes for every character to find the new me and how they can handle the new me. It doesnt mean the new me is good or bad. It means that they try to do good for themselves. Yea. With Tom in jail and Bill trying to get enough money to survive there comes Bushido who wants to help Bill to get his life back, at least part of it back. And there are so many turning points in this fic that telling the plot is kinda useless because sometimes it feels like there isnt a one real plot there. This just feels like it is part of a life that is almost all about having the balls to do something and then just doing that. Probably thats the reason why I love this so much.

I have always wanted to read a fic where there is at least one person who have the balls to do anything he can even think of. And this fic is that fic. There is Bushido who is kinda the whole world's boss but the world is the underworld where he makes the rules and decides who is going to live and who is going to die. After that there is this sweet and innocent Bill who the downfall has almost destroyed and has lost almost all his believing in the world. In other words, Bill is lost and alone and he has literally nothing when Bushido comes back to his life.

And this whole fic is all about those two crashing together and destroying things together. And this fic is all I have ever wanted to read (or write) in my life. Nothing less, nothing more.

The thing is that this is too good, too real, too rough, too perfect for me too read. Im going to read this to the end at some point, but it needs time because this is exhausting to read emotionally. There is just so much anger, domination, violence and the gruelty of the human kind that sometimes you just have to stop for a while and think why are you even reading this. And that alone is giving me so much respect towards Raiju. I dont even wanna think what it was like to write this story butn still I would love to know Raiju's view of the world better.

I dont know anything else but this is perfection. Just that. Nothing else. And Im going to finish reading this and if you think you can handle it, read this. I promise it wont let you down with quality or anything else. Only thing that can let you down with this fic is if you can handle it or not. Nothing else. Above that this is perfection.

//Edit 9.1.2014
The endings are crappy and I hate them and they normally dont change my opinion about fics which is why I dont mind blogging about fics while they are in progress or Im just in middle of the fic, not near finishing. But this. This is The Fic, like The One or the choosen one and all that cliche crap. Because this is what I love in fic world, what I have always wanted to read, to write, to experience.

All that because this didnt make me cry or laugh. It kinda just sucked every single one emotion out of me until the end came and let you rest for a while and let those emotions to come (like every character in this one was able to crash, let go in the end because they could be just humans from now on). Yea. Thats it. And my opinion about this fic has changed millions of time but never to the point where I wanted to stop reading or disliking. More like how I hate some characters and how I now like someone and how I want the fic to end and how I cant believe something. Almost in every part through this my opinion changed and are still changing cuz I dont know what to think about the final ending.

I never really thought Raiju would be shitty writer or that I wouldnt like (or love) her fics. I knew I would like them if I just read them through. But this is the first one I finished, started, even when it took me over three years to get this point. And Im gonna start another of her fics as soon as I get back home. 

And yea. Right now my biggest worry is what the fuck am I gonna comment to this because I cannot just not comment. Yea. And to you, who may want to some day read this fic, do it but remember this is not childs story with happy endings. They kinda get their own happy ending but life isnt about happy endings and you can see that thing in there. So read but dont expect the best for the characters, always wait for the worst because its yet to come. Yea.

And just  one more thing. Renn. After finishing this thing I can understand whole Bill's growing in this, I can understand how he was able to do half of these things and survive. And I fell in love with Renn in the end. Because he was partly the only reason why Bill was still sane and had a hope for the better even when it felt like he was the fault of Bill's doom. yeaa... I just love Renn. And Im probably gonna add that thought to the comment Im gonna comment to Raiju. Yeaaa..

Two Sides Of The Coin [The Avengers, Loki/Tony Stark, NC-17]

Two Sides Of The Coin by magical-notes

If asked, Tony Stark would be hard pressed to figure out how Loki Laufeyson ended up in his bed, or how the chaos god continued being there. But he can't deny enjoying it.

Okey. Im saying it. Im so intoLoki/Iron Man fiction that... yea. Seriously suggest me some good ones I will read them. Not kidding. And I dont even know why I like these ones so much but I do so keeping me happy shouldnt be so hard.

Hopefully this one can keep me happy a while longer (still hadnt finished) because this is just way too good and awesome and all that. Its just that all that how Tony is kinda in love with Steve but while everything goes forward his feelings change. And the best part is how long his feelings takes to change. Seriously. Sometimes he doesnt even notice it himself but a little by little he just gets more out of love with Steve and maybe more in love with Loki. I havent really decided yet how far these two could go on in this.

Even more come Im amazed how well every character is their own. Its like they are all straight from Marvel's stories and the writer of this fic just put them to these scenes and thats it. It awesome to see how some people can really keep the characters loyal to themselves. Its just amazing. Which leads to the dialogue in this. Just holy fuck and fucking read it. Because when, like example Thor, says something you can picture the whole person and their voice in your head and fuck it feels real.

Okey. After Ive finished this, can I start again from the beging ? This is just that good. Seriously. There maybe some weak points but when there are all the the things I just appreciate in good fics I can totally overlook some stupid shits. Like when their relationship comes to light people's reactions are kinda weird.. I just didnt like it that much (okey they were still in character and the repliks and all) because there was some stupid shit but I still liked it cuz it felt like this is how it could have gone. Yea.

So. If you like either Tony (Iron Man) or Loki, just fuckin read this. Do it for me and fall in love. So worth it. No kidding.

Only Fools Rush In [Harry Potter, HD, Harry/Ginny, NC-17]

Only Fools Rush In by Digitallace

D/H Slash - When Ginny breaks things off with him, Harry turns to his work partner Draco for comfort, but can Draco provide more than just simple friendship and a couch to sleep on?

Can I just skip this stupid thing where I just rant without any reason and just tell the plot? Okey. Good.

The whole fic is about how everyone is secretly gay. Ha. No. Just joking. But Harry is gay and doesnt know it or he knows it but is afraid of telling himself that or something. Malfoy is openly gay and Ginny kicks Harry out of their apartment because of reasons. And Malfoy fucks almost everyone who comes two metre radius. Yup. That sounds more like it.

This isnt a crack fic, Im just too tired to really give a shit how to explain everything so it all could sound nice and beautiful and shit. But now when I think about it, this could make a damn good crack fic, maybe. I dont read crack that much so I dont really know.

But back to the fic itself. I really liked how everyone had their own secrets and the writer didnt just tell them to you via some stupid excuse. The characters told their own secrest when the time was right or just blurted them out by accident. Still the secrets werent just secrets, they affected to the characters behavior even when sometimes it felt like they didnt but they still did. And then I liked how awkward some things were. It just bought out how human they were after all.

Then there are all the things that are just piling up.

Okey. The thing I dont like is the reason why Ginny and Harry broke up. Okey. The reason itself is good and so on but how Harry acts after it its kinda odd. Im not gonna tell the reason cuz its just gonna spoil the fic but everyone else is acting like they are kinda suppose to but Harry is just... kinda denial or something. But even if he is in denial I think he still acts kinda odd.

Well it could all be in my head and it doesnt really destroy the fic so maybe Im again complaining about too minor things. Ha. So the fic is still good and I think I have read this through three times at least. So that should be telling something. Yup.

Too Many Potters [Harry Potter, HD, NC-17]

Too Many Potters by Cheryl Dyson

The Weasley Twins throw a party to celebrate the creation of a new potion. This is so AU it's not even funny. This fic contains MATURE adult content.

Im so gonna read this again. After I have survived from the first time. Seriously. This is that good. Ha.

Anyways. The twins throw a  party and every guest is suppose to be someone else with polyjuice that the twins have altered a little bit. Ofc Harry becomes Draco Malfoy and thats when all the fun begins. And you can pretty much guess how the whole thing ends. But does it even matter when the best part is how we got there ?

First of all the whole place is full of Harrys. Doesnt matter where he watches he can see an another copy of him.
Second of all... Draco Malfoy goes as Harry too. Okey. That is kinda spoiler but after you have read the fic you can understand why it isnt actually a spoiler.

But why I liked this one? I have never, ever read anything like this before, seriously. This just came so fucking out of blue that I cant even really understand the whole thing yet. It just with all the Harrys and the real Harry in middle of them and hooking up with one of the copies of himself. C'moon. Thats just nuts and something no one seriously should even think about.

And normally when I read something so different and unique like this the writing style is off or is somehow shitty but not in this one. Its good and you really get hooked on it. So there isnt really any reason not to read this. Yea. So. READ THIS NOW if you hadnt already.

Untamed [The Mortal Instruments, Clary/Jace, NC-17]

Untamed by Niknakz93

:AU: For Clary, the sheltered life of being a Morgenstern is the most agonizing thing in the world. The strict rules, the lack of freedom... it's not a question of if she will go mad, it's when. Luckily for her, she discovers a welcomed escape named Jace. But how do you handle a boy that's as deadly and dangerous as the beasts he trains.

The Mortal Instruments... I was expecting the whole fic scene to be kinda big with different, unique plots but what I got was stupid stories without any reasoning. Its just that there are so many oportunities and how it all could be next Harry Potter ficworld. But no. I read two chapters of one fic before this one and the character had a change to pretty much go back in time and undo everything and not mess up her life. But no. She didnt. She even wanted but didnt do it and in the end there was no fucking reason why she didnt just do it. You can pretty much guess that kinda did it for me. Okey. I get that the plot was suppose to have that one little twist but still it would be awesome to have at least some reasoning in the characters choices especially when the shit is written from their perspective.

But I didnt give up after that. No. I wanted to find at least ONE good Mortal Instruments fic that I at least could read from the beging to the end. And then I found this. Okey. Im still not gonna say that this fic is one of the best fics I have ever read or that I really loved this one. But at least this one got potential to be something more than others I tried to read.

So Untamed. This isnt really perfect fic, more like lets make everyone jealous of everyone. And so there is Jace who has a crush on Clary and vice versa. Then there is Jonathan who is such a slut (well, Jace is a slut too but yea) and he falls in love with Alex. We cant forget the run, where they ride demonic horses on a lake and that brings a lot of glory and shit like that. So. The whole thing is more like everyone hating each other and then falling in love and shitty people being shitty.

I know that my plot explaining isnt the best but I have no idea how to tell you what happens in this one without giving too much spoilers. But back to the fic and what I liked and disliked. He.

The thing I fell in love, and the reason why I continued to read this, is the idea. Seriously. Demonic horses and riding with them with the chance that one mistake could get you killed. Seriously. This is the reason why there are good fanfiction. People getting inspired from something good and then making it sound, look, feel even better. Yea.

But to my sorrow, really, that is pretty much all it goes with the good stuff. Okey. This isnt like bad, bad (Im still reading, 5 chapters left and Im planning to read this through, so this isnt total shit) but this isnt the best of all either. Okey. Maybe it has something to do with things that arent even possibly. Seriously, how fast you think someone can learn how to ride or even control a horse, without speaking that that creature could kill you? Not that fast. Lets just say that you dont do it in two months. Seriously. Even if you had in your blood or some other shit. Okey. This is fiction where everything is possibly but I still believe there should be some rules in fantasy too. After all they are riding monsters that can kill you just with waving their heads.

The rest? I dont know. I dont wanna diss this fic anymore because the writing isnt that bad, sometimes its even great and I really like it then. I just want more "rules", like physic rules or shit like that to make the fic more believable. So without some beauty details you should totally try this one and if you have just seen the movie and not read the books or have no idea about lots of things... Well. Its gonna be fun. Ha.

Take Your Traditions And- [Harry Potter, HD, Harry/Ginny, NC-17]

Take Your Traditions And- by Lomonaaeren

Oneshot, HPDM slash. Harry and Ginny are getting married because, well, it's what everyone expects them to do. It's like Draco Malfoy to start Courting Harry right in the middle of the wedding preparations.

Okey. So... I was gonna start this with something like "this is just some small two shot ficci where everything is trying to find its own place". But this is not short... More like twoshot with 21 thousand words or something like that. But the rest still sounds pretty good and right.

So this all is just Harry and Ginny getting married. Harry isn't so happy with everything that is going on and neither is Ginny. But they are going to do it just because the world needs to see the hero getting married. Yeaaa. And then comes Draco who wants to court Harry. Harry has no idea what it even means so he is just reacting and being stupid as usual.

I cant really say why I liked this enough to blog about this cuz I dont know. I dont even know if I liked Ginny in this one. She was just so... quiet and then out of fucking nowhere she became so happy and all. It just bothers me how much every character hide something. Like Ginny hided her lover and Harry hided his "depression".

And then everybody was just so selfless and did everything to everyone else. Maybe its just in my head but it just doesnt seem normal that they couldnt do this one thing for themselves even when they werent happy with it and how it was almost destroying the rest of their lives.

So. I really dont know why I liked this one. There are just so many things I dislike or arent so happy about. Ugh. Sometimes blogging about fics is just hard. Seriously.

Rikoksilta ja häiriöiltä suojaamiseksi [Tokio Hotel, Bill/OC, K-15, suomi]

Rikoksilta ja häiriöiltä suojaamiseksi by Ninnukka

Tää on taas näitä suomalaisia oneshotti ficcejä, joilla ei nyt vaan oo summarya, enkä mä halua sellasta keksiäkään, koska se ei nyt vaan oo nättiä mennä sörkkimään muittten ficcejä. Ja no, Ninnukalla ei muutenkaa oo hirveesti ollu tapana tehä summaryja. Mutta se ei nyt haittaa, kun kirjottaja on Ninnukka niin sen ficin nyt vaan lukee ja thats it.

Kuitenkin. Bill on.. juoppo ilman parempaakaan tekemistä. Hengaa randomeitten ihmisten kanssa, hankkiutuu ongelmiin ja siinä sivussa flirttailee kytälle, joka on usein kierroksilla ja puhalluttaa/vie pitkään yms. Billiä ja Billin kavereita. Ja sitten eräänä yönä Bill päätyy tämän poliisin luokse ja the rest is history.

Tää ei nyt kuitenkaan oo sellane ficci, et kaikki nää on hulttioita, eikä ne pysty saamaan elämästä mitään muutakaan irti, kun ryyppääminen ja paikkojen tuhoominen ja ylipäätään pahantekoa. Ennemmin kaikki vaa ottaa taukoa elämästä ja periaattees heittää sen tauon roskakoriin. Kinda. Ei kai tee suurta eroa kun sen selittää näin, mut joo. Paremman kuvan saa kun vaa lukee koko ficin.

Ja se poliisi.. Siinähän sitte onkin koko ficin idea melkeinpä. Michael on virkaintoinen poliisi, joka on myös aika rakastunu Billiin. Ja no melkein koko ficin ajan Bill vaa ihkuttaa Michaelia ja kaikkea.

Sainpa taas tänki kuulostamaan niin hyvältä, että kaikki haluu lukee koko oneshotin. Mut se mihin ite ihastuin oli koko ficin idea jostain häiriköstä ja poliisista, jotka rakastuu, koska kumpikin on jollain tavalla väärässä paikassa, vaikkakin kumpikin haluu olla siinä paikassa. Bill tietämättä mitä tehä ja laiskottelemalla elämänsä läpi, ilman kunnon kavereita. Michael taas on homo, muttei voi myöntää sitä, koska se vois tarkottaa uran tuhoutumista poliisissa ja poliisina oleminen on ollut Michael unelma niin kauan. Jeb.

Joten vähän tällänen surullinen, tietyllä tavalla murskattua toivoa täynnä oleva ficci. Jea. Mut todella hyvä sellane, enkä oikei tiiä mitä sanois pilaamatta koko ficciä. Joten lue.

It Always Happens Under the Mistletoe [Harry Potter, HD, Harry/Ginny]

It Always Happens Under the Mistletoe by His Spectacles

Ginny finally kisses Harry under the mistletoe! She’s ecstatic. Until Draco Malfoy intrudes and shows her the proper way to kiss Harry. My belatedChristmas 05 fic! HD SLASH

Okey. So this really is a short oneshot and nothing else.  There isnt even a real plot there somewhere. Well, there is this background story and all that important stuff that every fic needs. But Im not bloggin about this cuz this is something I like reading or something, really. This just made my day.

Its all about how Ginny kisses Harry. Draco doesnt like this and kisses Harry. All this happens in Great Hall and everyone sees this and are really shocked and then they are just lovey dovey and shit. Yea.

So the point was how this is the reason why I love fanfiction. It doesnt have to be life alterning shit. It just needs to be something good and something you can enjoy and read again just because you can. So basically Im just saying I loved this with every 1 283 words (or something like that).

And please. Dont skip this just because its short and seems like not so worth it. Because this is one of those things that keeps me believing in fanfiction. Thats it. Nothing else. Just read and fall in love.

Seventeen [Tokio Hotel, TB, NC-17, suomi]

Seventeen by ich_bin_nicht_ich // Lily 

Well he seemed broken hearted / Something within him / But the moment, that I first laid, eyes on him / All alone on the edge of the seventeen 

Siitä on aikaa ku oon lukenu tän viimeks. Voisin varmaa ihan huoletta sanoa että yli kolme vuotta, mutta koska oon edelleen ihan törkeen huono vuosissa, en sano mitään varmaa. Mutta edelleen tää ficci on jotain upeeta ja raapasee syvältä.

Kaikki alkaa kuinka elämä ei ole ihan niin yksinkertaista, kun sen vois antaa ymmärtää ja kuinka erilaiset kohtalot kohtaa ja muodostaa jotain upeaa, isoa, jotain kuitenkin. Tom on hikke, suosittu hikke, jonka isoisällä on keilahalli, jossa Tom on viettäny koko lapsuutensa. Bill on kaikkea muuta kuin hikke, ennemmin sosiaalinen häirikkö, jonka pitää päästä matikasta läpi.

Periaatteessa tohon vois kiteyttää koko ficin, mikä kyllä sais koko mönjän kuullostamaan tyhmältä, yksinkertaselta, eikä todellakaan sellaselta joka ottaa sisäänsä ja pitää siellä. Mutta Lily on mahtava kirjottaja, ihan oikeesti. Lily on yksiä niitä kirjottajia, joiden takia mä vieläkin uskon, että suomen kielellä on jotain tulevaisuutta ficcimaailmassa, tai no ylipäätään missään.

Jotenkin tässä ei kuitenkaan ole sellasta hienoutta, kun jossain drotsin ficeissä, kun jään vaan ihkuttamaan niitä hienoja sanavalintoja. Tässä tää kieli on niin normaalia, sellasta yleistä suomenkieltä, mutta siitä on jotenkin tullut sellainen sävy, ettei tää oo yhtään takkuilevaa, tökkivää millään tavalla. Tietysti täällä on muutamia sellasia hauskoja sanavalintoja pitämässä sanaston runsaana ja antamassa lisää elävyyttä tekstiin.

Mutta ehkä mä silti eniten tykkään miten näin tylsästä juonesta, tylsässä ympäristössä ja tylsistä tyypeistä  on saatu niin hyvä ficci aikaan. Kuitenkin kaikki nää on niin tavallisia tyyppejä, että varmaan pystyis erottamaan omat kaverit näihin ja omaan maailmaan sijottamana. En mä tiiä miten mä selittäisin tätä ficciä ilman että tästä saa tylsän vaikutelman. Ehkä vaan paras sanoa että Tom opettaa Billiä matikassa ja kiitokseksi opetuksesta ne panee. Joo. Ja niitten suhde aiheuttaa joitakin ongelmia, tietty, kun niitten pitää piilotella asiaa ja tunteet kehittyy.

Ehkä mä jäin odottamaan enemmän sellasta juttua, että ne on kumpikin poikia ja että Tomille koko homma olis jotenkin isompi shokki. En tiedä millä tavalla sen olis tonne saanu, enkä tiiä että millä tavalla sen pitäis olla shokki (tai no, ne asuu pienessä kaupungissa, jossa kaikki tietää toisensa ja vaikka mitä mutta silti). Toisaalta mä kyllä tykkään miten Bill vaan on tollanen, että se tekee mitä se haluaa ja sitten Tom vaan menee mukana ja yrittää pärjätä siinä. Vaikka toisaalta Tom on se joka opettaa Billille matikkaa ja saa Billin jollain tavalla käyttäytymään ficissä vähän inhimillisemmin.

Toi lopetus kuitenkin tuntui hyvältä ja sopi tähän ficciin mun mielestä täydellisesti. En nyt ala spoilaamaa ja kertomaan, et miten tää ficci loppuu, koska eihän se nyt oo mitenkään ees hauskaa. He. Menkää ja lukekaa. Ja sitte voitte heti perään lukea sen tähän tulleen jatkon Twentyseven, joka siis oikeesti on yhtä hyvä ku tää, vaikka normist mä mollaisinki jatko-osia. Niin joo. Teen ehkä siitäki joskus merkinnän, kun pääsen niiin pitkälle. Mutta joo. Lukekaa ja kommentoikaa!

Red Is for Valentine [Death Note, Mello/Matt, Matt/OC, NC-17]

Red Is for Valentine by The Pyrat

Matt isn't a very social person, so why then is he staying out all night and making mysterious phone calls? Even stranger, why is he so determined to lie to Mello about it? Mello decides to get to the bottom of it, and discovers something unexpected...

There is this one thing about Death Note fics that I really, really like and its maybe the only why I even read these fics, because you just have to admit that there arent that many unique fics. But the thing. The storytelling style. And right now you would be saying how its not any unique either when its almost in every Death Note fic but I dont seriously care when its so perfect. There is this little bad ass thing going on there on the back ground and how the characters are bad ass kinda characters. That goes well with Mello and Matt at least. Mello being in mafia and all that. Matt on the other hand.. There couldnt be any other way for him to survive his life with Mello if he wasnt at least a little bit bad ass.

So after the awesome story telling there is left on this story only how Mello is in love with Matt and how Matt finds a girlfriend. Yup. So the story is all about how Mello tries to find Matt's secret and how that secret will change their whole relationship. Its also really important how Mello moves his ass to couch and lets Matt to sleep on the only bed in the apartment.

Besides the girlfriend part this whole fic is pretty much all cliche Mello/Matt fic. They have a crappy apartment and the AC is broken. Mello is nousy bastard and wants all Matt's attention for himself. Matt is also this easy going guy who just doesnt give much crap about anything but the same time cares about Mello a lot and tries to be as nice as possibly.

And what else?

Maybe nothing. Because seriously. This is just so cliche but also so awesome fic that I loved while reading. Yup. Thats pretty much all.

Tempus Fugit [Harry Potter, HD, NC-17]

Tempus Fugit by Stylophile

A monumental cock-up in Potions leaves Harry and Draco contending with more than mutual enmity, and a strong desire to utter all manner of profanities. Slash, sex and slurred words ensue.

I thought I had enough of these potions went wrong and Harry and Draco are trapped to some crazy place and they fall in love just cuz -fics. Well.. I liked this one and maybe I could read another fic like this at some point. Yebaa.

So. You already know the plot. Malfoy and Potter messed a potion and got trapped to their future... Their future together. At some point they ofc start to feel something for each other and fall in love. But before all that they have to go through a lot of funny, awkward, stupid scenes where they have to act like lovers so people wont suspect anything and make their friends to believe that there is nothing wrong.

Yeaa.. So now you are all just like what the fuck I saw in this one but the answer is pretty simple. They didnt just fall for each other cuz thats whats suppose to happen. They fall in love cuz they started to understand why they had fallen in love in the first place. They had all these dreams they didnt first understand but that had happened at some point. The dreams werent like in chronical order or wasnt like a whole own story. They just were these little scenes from their lifes together, separated. It was really good idea and it was really good written in the fic.

And then the other reason why I liked this so much was what happened after they got back to their own time. But Im not gonna tell you anything about that cuz that would just be spoiling. He.

So the things I didnt like.

Okey. There was bad guys and those bad guys attacting Draco and Harry. Okey, that wasnt anything bad or stupid in the fic. It was more like how those bad guys knew about their situation and how everyone just suspected it all happened because of the bad guys, which is pretty logical.. but still. Because in the end there is pretty simple explanation why things happened the way they did and it didnt have anything to do with the bad guy but still they bad guys acted all the time like they had caused the whole deal and that sucked.

I dont understand what the writer thought about that thing or why they did what they did. It just didnt make any sense in the end of the fic. Because if only Hermione knew about how those bakas were from the past, how did the bad guys got their hands on that fact at the very beging in the fic? I dont understand and this is bad kinda not understanding thing.

But if you are ready overlook some beauty flaws this is totally worth your time. Yeah. And you can pretty much skip all that crap that has something to do with the bad guys. Yebaa.

Feel It in My Bones [Death Note, Mello/Matt, NC-17]

Feel It in My Bones by PenguinxHero

'"Matt, you are the only person who can stand to be around Mello for any real length of time without feeling the urge to punch him in the face; this was bound to happen eventually." Just what was I getting myself into? ' M&M slash AU. Matt's POV.

There are lots of other parings too (L/Light, Light/Misa, Matt/Wedy, Near/Linda and so on) but they arent on spot light, more like they are just happening there somewhere... So yea. Its still full Mello/Matt fic.

Jeb. So the plot. Matt is in love with Mello and Mello is in love with Matt. The whole fic is all about how the other doesnt know about the others feelings and how they hurt each other because of it and how messed up their life really is around that fact. Yeb.

Okey. So. This was different. I dont know if I can say different like normally fics are different more like this is different in Mello/Matt fic world. I havent really read that many fics with them both in love with each other and the other more or less in oblivion about his feelings. But if you forget the Mello/Matt world thing there I would say this is pretty much the most cliche fic in the whole world.

The writing on the other hand was good, like really good. I just couldnt stop reading this. The whole fic disturbed my whole day because I just wanted to read it to the end and forget all the other shit. Ha.

But on the other hand there was nothing new. All the new was how it all went to Mello/Matt paring world and thats. So if you wanna read some cliche and Mello/Matt and you dont wanna suffer from shitty writing this is totally worth for your time. But if you just cant stand the cliches anymore this may not be a fic for your taste. Yeaa.

And I should probably soon stop blogging only about Mello/Matt fics and write about somethin else... But we will see. Ha.

Tinted Gold [Death Note, Mello/Matt, Nc-17]

Tinted Gold by 0-Kelly-0

I don’t like making eye contact with people, it’s too direct. He says I hide behind my goggles; I say the world looks much friendlier tinted with gold. The world as Matt sees it. The Wammy days and beyond. Matt x Mello Complete

This one is fucking awesome. Thats it. The whole awesomeness starts with how this all could be from Death Note, just outside from the actual happenings. After that you get to the part how the whole writing style is all about cynical and pessimistic thinking. It is just perfect.

The plot in itself isnt so original. Its starts with Matt going to orphanage and sharing a room with Mello and how they become best friends. Then Mello leaves and Matt is all alone again. Near gets Matt to come with him and that way to find Mello. They meet again, kiss, make up and together they hunt Kira. Yep. Nothing new about that.

The whole reason why this is awesome is how Matt thinks. To be more accurate, its more like how Matt sees the world through his goggles (everything has a little more gold in them). Somehow all that makes it just feel like there is no purpose behind anything and things just happen without reason. All that is just so simple and nothing special, so you cant stop reading. Like fucking seriously.

Okey. I havent even read this through yet (3 or less chapters left) but I just couldnt wait. Just no way. This is just.. Perfect. Thats it. Ha. Okey, I have to admit. Maybe one reason why I like this so much is because Matt kinda thinks the same way like I do. Sometimes I even get this feeling that if I knew how to write, like I really knew how to write, I would totally write shit like this. Just because at the same time shit matters but the same time its shit and doesnt really matter at all.

Maybe you have lost there somewhere but I dont give a shit. This one is perfect, awesome, whatever. I would even go so far and say that this is one of those reasons why I take so much crap while reading bad fiction, because in the end there are pearls like this one. Maybe it takes forever to find them but when you find them and read them you just cant not to fall in love. Like seriously.

So go and read this, please. I dont give a crap if you dont know a thing about Death Note. Just read. And if you didnt find any reason in my explanation to read this I kinda quoted a part from the fic (all the credits goes to the writer, cant froget that) to here. I know its long and its not so nice to quote peoples fics but I just had to. This is just perfect.

The world is so fake. The woman at the grocery store doesn't smile because she's genuinely glad to see you—she's smiling because her livelihood depends on that smile. No one cares about anyone else, not really. Everything's for mutual benefit. People get married because they need financial security, they want children, (because society expects you to go forth and reproduce or else you're a failure,) or they're just afraid of being lonely. 

You'll always be looking out for number one, just like everyone else; because that's the kind of world we live in. Those few, few cases where someone genuinely cares…those are the people that get trampled on. Those are the people who look up at the sky and wonder why it's raining, why it's bittersweet; those are the people who smile back at the woman in the grocery store. Not because they feel obligated by common courtesy, but because they're too naïve to realize that the world's not really golden. As soon as someone rips that from their eyes, and the world shows its true colors, do they realize how empty that gold was—just a tint, an overlay, a shield from reality. 

People go to the doctor because they're so sad that they're sick. Antidepressants make the world a little brighter—but what about the people who believe that the world really is good? What about the people who are happy? No one prescribes them pills to knock them back to reality. No, because those are the people that the rest of us feed off of. Their hope, however lame and fake, gives us a little. Just a little. Something to believe in, grasp to. Because that's what we do—grasp for comforts that will never be real, never be there. 

Reality hurts—it's not very easy to get used to something like that.

Choices [Death Note, Mello/Matt, Nc-17]

Choices by ShinigamiMailJeevas

Matt, a genius hacker and spy, is sent undercover at Wammys for the sole purpose of discovering the secrets of the mysterious letter known only as L. The only problem... he didn't plan on falling in love with his roommate. Some yaoi, Character death.

Its been almost two years since I read this. But seriously. I cant not to read this again. There are just so many little things. All those explanations and all the things Matt sees and how it all just builds a bigger scene and gosh.

The plot, on the other hand, is kinda simple. Matt has to find out as much as he can about L and he really tries to do it. He gets in, blends in, "makes friends" and is just like any other genius teenager in that school. And then Mello comes. It just so fun to read how their relationships is build on pranks and fights and all that but in the end they cant almost live without each other. It is just so perfect. Okey, perfect until the end where there is the death thing Im not gonna talk about because I just cant.

Dont be afraid now. Its nothing scary or anything, the ending is just so sad and life changing. Even when you would love to change it to something else you cant really imagine any other ending, at least I cant and I hate the eding. I really, really do.

Okey. Enough about death lets just concentrate to the fic and all those small details. First of all there are lots of game details (you can start with mentioning of Sephiroth and that way Final Fantasy) and how it all just cliks and makes you wonder if the writer is a game geek. Like seriously. After that there is how Matt is always so lazy. He does things and he attends, but not much, but in the end there is almost in every scene something that reminds how lazy Matt is and how he just doesnt wanna do things cuz its almost too troublesome (to quote Naruto).

Then we can move to all those things that other notice and how Matt knows that everybody notices. Well thinking about it like right now it all just feels maybe a little bit too much but while reading it just feels natural with them being genius and all that crap. So while it is too much it isnt. Srange. But I totally like it.

And we cant forget Mello. Our little, weird, short tempered and chocolate addicted Mello. Yeaa. Most of all I like how Mello is around Near and how it is almost natural with all the hate and dislike between those two with ofc Near being kinda outsider. I cant explain it, it just feels good and looks good and ou god how well written it is. Mello's character is well written with all that concentrating and not eating and all other bad habits. He just is the Mello we know from the Death Note. Yep.

But the writing style in this one. Its so awesome when its not quite from Matt's perspective but at the same time it is. Its not "I did this and I can do that" its only Matts thoughts and how it all is still "he did this and he can do that" but still in your head it feels like Matt is actually talking or we are hearing his thoughts. The whole thing is plain genius, good, awesome and so on.

Thinking about the whole fic now I can only say one thing I dont like and its the ending. Its that the whole death thing and how sad it is. I would loved a happy ending to this but like always in life you cant always get what you want. So we get the almost perfect fic without happy, nice, lovely ending. Okey. The ending is kinda lovely but its all sad lovely. So yea. Go and fucking read this. If this isnt worth for your time then nothing is. Thats it.

Benefits of Yoga [Death Note, Mello/Matt, NC-17]

Benefits of Yoga by NessaYume

Kiyomi drags a reluctant Matt off to her yoga class, where he discovers the benefits of such an activity.

This is one of those "get these two together and notice how they have hanged out in same groups without knowing" -kinda thing. Yeaa.

Maybe the idea isnt so good or the writing isnt perfect either. But Mello is kinda cute and Matt is kinda cute and then they figure out how everyone is trying to get them together. And in the end they start dating. Yep.

Thats the whole fic, well oneshot but still whole fic.There were couple things that werent so good. Like how their behavior changed and how they were like two different persons sometimes.. You can kinda explain it with how people react differently to different things and how everything isnt the same in different situations. But to me the change was just too much. Yea.

On the other hand this was all cute and tried to be light fic which this totally is. So if you wanna just read something light, not so humorous fic this is totally worth it. Yeaa. And this is like the shortest post ever but I just dont know what else to say bout this one. So comment after you have read this, please.

Fanfiction Suggestion -Month // Ehdota ficciä -kuukausi

Okey. So let's dedicate a month for you to suggest a fanfiction to me and I'll blog about them (well lets start with a month and go on from that). So. The only rules are that the language is in English or in Finnish. My Germany and Swedish just arent good enough for this.

And then that fandom thing. Lets just say that all the fandoms I have mentioned here in this blog are okey and Im pretty sure there isnt so many popular fandoms that I dont know so suggest almost anything. And dont worry, I will comment here somewhere if I dont know the fandom/characters. But more good fandoms could be for example Nana, Full Metal Alchemist, Star Wars and Narnia. So go on from there : D

When I still remember, if it is your own fic I will try and leave a comment there for you about what I think and such if possible. I may do it even if you arent the writer but I try to promise to those who suggests their own fics at least.

And thanks already for those who want to suggest something : )

Ja sama suomeks.

Okei. Eli koko heinäkuun ajan (tai no tästä eteenpäin vaikka forever, mutta ainakin nyt näin aluksi heinäkuun ajan) ajattelin blogata ficcejä, joita te ehdotatte. Ainoat ehdot näille ficeille on kieli, eli vain suomeksi ja englanniksi (mun saksa ja ruotsi ei nyt vaan oo tarpeeks lukemiseen) ficcejä, kiitos.

Fandomista vaan sen verran, että luen ficcejä niin monesta fandomista kuin mahdollista, tietysti vähän rajottaa se että miten hyvin tiedän hahmoja yms. Joten kaikki fandomit, joista olen täällä jo blogannu on ehdottomasti okei ja sitten muutama muu vois olla vaikka Nana, Full Metal Alchemist, Star Wars, Narnia ja ja ja keksikää ite. Todennäkösesti pystyn kyllä lukemaan niitä, ei oo hirveesti sellasia mitä en pysty lukemaan, joten ha. Kokeilkaa.

Ja vielä kun muistan, niin niitä omia ficcejä saa ehdottaa. Tässä tapauksessa yritän kommentoida parhaani mukaan ficciin ja antaa jotain palautetta. Tietysti joissain tapauksissa en voi tehdä tätä, mutta yritän parhaani. Totta kai mä myös yritän jättää kommenttia, jos ficci ei ole sun, mutta pääasiassa tää lupaus menee nyt niille, jotka niitä omia ficcejään ehdottelee : )

Ja kiitos jo nyt.

A Love Game [Tokio Hotel, Tb, Nc-17]

A Love Game by thywillbedone

The Kaulitz and Trümper families have always been close. The parents met at college and they moved in the same neighborhood and their children grew up together. Andreas and Michelle, the older children, fell in love and now, the family is gathering together to celebrate their wedding

Where to start? I have no idea and I still want to blog about this. Okey. Maybe I just have to start with the plot and go on from there cuz I have no idea about anything else.

So. Tom's brother and Bill's sister are getting married and because of that Tom is getting back home. No scratch that. Lets start with Tom being a girl. Yea. That sounds pretty right. And ofc Bill is a model and owns a Audi R8, jeb, and you can totally buy me that car if you have that much extra money. Then we have to remember all those vibes that gives you feeling how everybody just hates Tom.

Ugh. This is good. Thats it. This is fucking good with awesome writing style (okey thywillbedone is one of writers that I like so kinda expected for me to like this) and its good that sometimes Tom is the girl and not Bill. Also its good how there is things like cheating that makes every character more deep and real. Like Bill doesnt like cheating cuz his girlfriends have cheated him. Well.. Its not nice that Tom kinda uses that.. But not gonna go there.

Then there is this wedding and how relaxed the wedding is and how I just liked the whole deal. Especially how there were shown their friendship and how much it seemed to mean to everybody and how they wanted to have the on last time as friends and it was just good like that. Then the relatives that people didnt like (Tom didnt like her cousin) and how they also affected them and crap like that.

I have no idea how to speak you into readin this. So just go to read this and thats it. Thanks.

Black Truth [Harry Potter, HD]

Black Truth by InferiorBeing

And, with bated breath, Draco traced the silver line down one more step in the family tree. Draco Lucius Malfoy... the third full blooded Veriae in the Malfoy family... and future life mate of Harry Potter. HD SLASH No HBP spoilers

First of all I have no idea why people like these kinda fics where Harry and Draco are forced someway to be together and if they arent together some shit goes down and either one of them could die. Like seriously. And then people even love to write this kinda fics. Without even mentioning that these kinda fics are always some kinda unique and it almost never feels like its copying the others idea. Well. I havent read so many of these but the ones I have read I still havent got the feeling that I have read all that shit before.

In Black Truth there is totally a new magical creature called Veriae (hope I wrote that right, correct me if Im wrong). Veriae is kinda like Veela but not quite. They have wings that comes out when their feelings are strong and out of control and also when the feathers are changing which happens every month if i remember correctly. Also the Veriae mates for life, but I bet you quessed that already. For the whole Veriae thing could be perfect Draco is ofc a pure Veriae (as is Lucius) and Harry is Dracos mate.

To give points to the fic I like how the whole mate thing is going on in there. Draco isnt forced to get together with Harry. It only matters if Harry denies Dracos wish to be with his soul mate and then Draco dies. But because these two are always so nosey and want to know everything about each other things go wrong and shit is about to happen. And they are mated. Yeb. And so begans their together living with lots of difficulties and weird happenings and other crap.The fic is long, like seriously long, 42 chapters, so I seriously dont wanna go over even half of the stuff that is going on in the Black Truth. It would just be waste of time and spoil all the fun. And to be fair, I cant even remember most of the things, just main ones and couple side things. Ha.

But yea. I seriously loved how the fic went kinda so slowly forward that you couldnt even understand if it was going forward before something major happened and you had realised how much you had already read of it. Even I was totally surprised at the chapter 35 or something when I just wanted to check out how much there was left. And it didnt even feel like I had read 35 chapters, which just tells how good this is and how it all just takes you in and wont let you out before you have read it all. So if you are afraid of that 42 chapter thing, dont be. I promise you wont even notice the whole thing until you have read it all.

But back to the point. There happens a lot but that slow moving makes it feel like everything is taking their own time to happen. There is no rushing from point a to point d. This is totally one of those nobility of fanfiction (as you will see if you check all those over 4000 comments the fic have gotten over the years).

And then when you think how Harry and Dracos relationship was described it all just went with the flow. They didnt fall in love like that or they even didnt like each other just out of the blue. It all took its time and there is no clear points that you can point and say that there happened this point of their relationship. It all just came so slowly and little bit at the time that all you could do was to enjoy it. Yea. That is also why Im giving so much credit to the writer. Like seriously. I just have to love this whole thing.

What else? Maybe I should praise all the side storylines that went there somewhere along the fic or maybe I should just tell how the characters affected to each other or maybe I should just keep telling how perfect that whole Veriae thing was. I dont know. Because there are just so many things to tell about and I wouldnt wanna spoil all the fun of reading this fic. So just go and read the thing. You wont be dissapointed and if you are... you can come and complain to me that I made you to read the whole thing. Yeaaaaa.

Twentythirds [Naruto, SasuNaruSasu, NC17]

Twentythirds by Erisabesu

When one ritual dies, another is born. [SasuNaruSasu] Yaoi.

I was supposed to blog about another fic before this but well.. Just opened this one first and soo the plans changed. Yeaa.

Anyways. This is all about how everyone thinks Sasuke is dead but Naruto just keeps his hopes up and believes in Sasuke. And Naruto has this weird habit of bringing every year a birthday card to Sasuke and one year Sasuke finds those cards. Year goes by and Sasuke comes back to see Naruto and things start to happen. They fuck, they fall in love and they only meet once a year. And more years go by and Naruto wants Sasuke to stay.

The whole drama in the fic is how Naruto is late one time and Sasuke feels so betrayed and doesnt come back in couple of years. And when he comes back things are different and lots of things change after that too.

Actually now thinking about this one I dont really see any good plot there anywhere. This is just a fic full of a little meetings and feelings and how the life goes on even outside of those meetings. Its beautiful and sad and happy and wonderful, all at the same time. There are lots of fics that I have wanted to be like this, well not exactly. More like where the fic is built together with lots of small scenes that somehow show one thing from different angle or show how one thing can have so many different things or something.

But anyways this is one of those fics that I put to the category of perfection and what I would love to read more. Yea. (you know this kinda fics, just leave a link or name or something so I can find that fic below and i probably will read it).

And to those who want to read hot, sexy scenes, Im sorry but this one doesnt actually have those kinda things even when those two fuck a lot. The whole thing concentrates to all of the things around that fucking and where that fucking leads and what led to the fucking. And I seriously love that thing in the whole fuck. Just love. Pure love. So you should still read this even if you miss those sexy scenes. This is good without those ones.

Somnambulist [Naruto, ItaSasu, NC-17, incest]

Somnambulist by Fifi McFu

It turns out that Sasuke is most promiscuous when he is asleep. ItaSasu, Uchihacest, lemon, oneshot

Holy shit. I have no idea where to start. I have waited so long to blog about this one that this moment feels so unreal. Like seriously. I love this fic, so much. Call me sick or whatever. I just love this. No other words. Just love.

But to give you some reason to read this one I have to tell you something about this fic. And I wanna start where Sasuke is one hell of a slut and Itachi is just so horny for Sasuke. Everything starts with Itachi coming home piss drunk and witnessing his brothers wet dream. Ofc he gets hard and gets all these naughty thoughts to his head. After that there is this shower scene where they kiss cuz Sasuke just asks for it. Then after a while the fucking happens. But not gonna tell anything else but all this time Sasuke has been sleepwalking. Yep.

Okey. Maybe this is borderline with raping and taking advance of other and all that crap. But seriously it doesnt feel like it. It just feels like this is right and Itachi isnt sick or anything. It just feels kinda good. I dont know how to explain this shit but thats it. It may be logical with how awsomely good writer Fifi McFu is. I just love all her fics I have read so far. She is just that good. Totally worth for checking out (she has fics 'bout Kingdom Hearts, Vampire Knight, Final Fantasy VII, Naruto, Spider-Man, Pokémon, and Fantastic Four so almost anyone can find something from there).

Still back to the fic for awhile.

One reason I like this is also how the characters dont really feel so ooc in this one. Or how they dont feel so dull or stupid. They arent perfect and they arent crappy. There are things they dont like and things they like. They just have soul in this. I know, this is only oneshot so it can sound a little bit stupid to rant about all that but I promise you will pretty much get the same feeling after you have read the whole thing. It is just that good.

Gosh. Anything else? I dont know. I have waited this moment so long that I have already thought everything I wanna say and had time to forget all those things. So yea. Totally. Go and read if you hadnt already.

Hyvien ItaSasu ficcien metsästys / Hunting Good ItaSasu Fics

Kuten otsikko sanoo, etin hyviä ItaSasu ficcejä, siis oikeesti hyviä. Eli just niitä mitä jaksaa ja tykkää lukea moneen kertaan. Mä tiiän et oon nirso, mut sitä on turha pelätä, jos haluut ehdottaa sun omaa ficciä. Todennäkösesti jos sä ehdotat sitä ja myönnät et se on sun oma ficcis, nii mä varmaan luen sen, kommentoin siihen (jos mahdollista) ja bloggaan siitä. Yritän tietysti antaa mahdollisemman hyvää palautetta ja auttaa sua kirjottajana, jos teet sen, koska suomenkieliset ficcarit todellakin ansaitsee sen (tässä tapauksessa voin kyllä ottaa muitakin fandomeja/parituksia vastaan, teen kyllä asiasta uuden postauksen, kunhan ehdin niin pitkälle, mutta näin alustavana tietona).

Kieli mielellään englanti tai suomi, en just muita osaa. Jos ficci nyt on jotain tosi, tosi helppoa ja yksinkertaista ruotsia niin se nyt voi jotenkin mennä, että jos tietää jonkun tosi, tosi hyvän ruottin kielisen ficin, niin meikä kyllä voi vaivautua tsekkaamaan sen.

Erityisesti mä etin yhtä ficciä, jonka nimi tais olla Sleepwalker (tai jotain vastaavaa), jossa siis Sasuke kävelee unissaan ja Itachi ei saa silmiään irti veljestään, varsinkaan kun Sasuke nyt ei juur pidä panemisiaan omana tietonaan. Sitte yhtenä yönä nää kaks viimein panee kun Sasuke unissakävelee. Ficci ei siis todellaakaan oo niin paha ku miltä mä saan sen tässä kuulostamaan, jos oikein muistan XD Taisin lukee kyseisen ficin fanfiction.net sivustolla joskus kauan aikaa sitten, mutta en oo löytäny tätä uudestaan ja olis kiva lukee tää uudestaan (ja blogata ficistä tietty).  // ficci löydetty, kiitos Bubbel97

Mutta siis kuitenkin. Etin siis ihan muutenkin hyviä, lukemisen arvosia ItaSasu ficcejä. En juurkaan oo nirso onks ne oneshotteja ja vai pidempiä sepustiksia, niin kauan kun ficci on hyvä ja jaksan lukea sen. ha. Joten ehdotukset (mielellään linkit ficceihin) olis mahtavia ja kiitos jo näin etukäteen : 3

And same in English.

Like you probably already guessed Im looking for good ItaSasu fics. Fics that I would have the energy to read through and I would even like. I know Im picky but feel free to suggest your own fic even if you think its crappy and shit (if you just tell it is yours I think the certainty is 99% that I will most likely read it). I think I would just probably read it through (maybe comment, depending if I can) and blog about it just because the writer asked me to. Ha.

The language doesnt really matter as long as it is either in Finnish or English. I could try to read some Swedish fics as long as the language in that fic is pretty simple and the fic is totally worth for it. But Im not gonna probably blog about those fics (well, if I will, the entry would pretty much be in English or Finnish, my Swedish isnt that good, ha).

Especially Im looking for one fic. I think the name was something like Sleepwalker (not sure, its been long time since I read the whole fic). In the fic Sasuke walks in his sleep and Itachi has a crush on Sasuke. It doesnt help in the fic that Sasuke is really loud while fucking and Itachi have heard him more than once or something. Cant be sure but I think it went that way... Well anyway. One night Sasuke is sleep walking as usual and shit starts to happen when he does things and Itachi is there. Yea. Its not as bad as my explanation makes it sound. It was good and I would love to read it again and maybe blog about it, if it was as good as I remember it to be. I think I read it at fanfiction.net site. But please, leave the url or link or something if you know where this fic is. Thanks. // fic has been found, thank you Bubbel97

But yea. Anyways. Right now I would love to read any ItaSasu fics. Got this awful feeling that I just have to read some Uchihacest. Ha. So any good fic tips would be awesome so if possibly leave a url or link or whatever to a fic you think I would like to read (or to your fic). Thank you people : 3

Tokechester Hall [Tokio Hotel, TB, NC-17]

Tokechester Hall by firelucy

Tokechester Hall is a fairly large mansion, just outside of Bath. Its brown brick walls are covered in ivy, a vibrant green that contrasts the bright blue sky above. It is an old house, owned by generation after generation of proud landlords, always given to the oldest son of the family. Its parks stretch far beyond what the eye can see, the land adorned with small cottages, homes to the people working at Tokechester Hall. Small rivers twist around trees and rocks, making their way towards the large lake at the end of the property. It is a beautiful spot, untouched and perfect, almost too good to be true.

Maybe I shouldnt be reading any horse fics cuz they are making me cry. Mostly my crying has nothing to do with the actual story. Its just that horses are kinda my dream that is never going to happen and nots not nice. So reading stories about people who wants/can work with horse is just über sad for me or something. And this is no exception.

But the plot itself is far from sad and tragedy. Okey. There is couple scenes where you just wanna cry but thats it. Well. At least as far I have read this and I have like two or something chapters left. Ha. But the story is about Tom whose parents have died and his brothere have abandoned him. He has a pony called Bruno and he is Toms best friend until he meets mysterious Bill who works for the girl that Tom has crush on. They become friends and after a while something else. And the same time Bill is always telling how Lady Elizabeth likes Tom and hos sweet and good Lady Elizabeth is and Tom of course has a crush on Lady Elizabeth. Yeaa.

Okey. Before I tell you the whole story I just have to be proud how this could be real, and with that I mean the horse parts. The horses arent there just animals who lives in stable and gets food once a day and the riding isnt just galloping across the fields and thats it. There is worry about horses and how much can they do and how people have to take care of the horses and blahblahblah. You can see how the writer has taken time to write this and make it all believable even for a horseperson. Im giving so much points for that.

And then I like how there isnt any mistakes with peoples ranking and how they are living in the world where is social class and how it is affecting people. The only in the story that has trouble keeping up all the sir and lady and miss crap is Bill but yeaa. Its Bill. So why its all that happening is totally different. Ha. And Im not gonna give any spoilers so just go and read the story if you wanna know.

What else? Ofc this is well written and crap. Maybe there isnt anything special about the writing or anything. It still doesnt mean that its shitty. It has it own good things and bad things.. well I have no idea what the bad things are soo hard to say about those. Ha. But still totally worth for your time. Jeb. Yeaa.

Wheel of Love [Tokio Hotel, TB, Bill/Andreas, PG-13]

Wheel of Love by emraud

Bill Kaulitz, a 25 year-old Production artist (and freelance graphic designer) works at an advertising company. He's an efficient worker, doing a great job in his field. But when he's at home, he's an ultimate potato couch, leaving mess everywhere around the house.
Tom Trumper's marriage is on hiatus, and thus decided for a temporary separation. He moved back to his old house, only to dive in to a mountain of mess (metaphorically and literally) as he witness the life of a young father and daughter.

Let's all witness how they jump back to the wheel of love...^^

I have read this like five times already and I started to read this again yesterday and this is still as awesome as this was when I read this the first time. Its kinda makes hard to say anything about this when I liked this so much and have read this over so many times. Kinda stupid when you think about it but thats how I think.

Anyways. The plot is how Tom is getting divorced from his wife and is moving back to his childhood home. But it isnt so simple. His dad isnt there but Bill is. Bill with his beautiful daughter Gillian. They start weird life together where Bill tries to find a good partner for him and a good parent for Gillian. And the same time Gillian starts to call Tom dada. Somewhere along all that Tom falls for Bill and the mess is complete.

The plot isnt anything special or really unique. Well okey, I dont know many fics with same kinda plot but there is awful many fics with plots where twins have to move in together for any reason and then they fall in love. But I really liked how childish Bill is and how his whole persona is so carefree and still have all that worry about his daughter so deep in the character. It feels just so great and beautiful at the same time. I just have to like it.

Then there is Tom who is totally different from Bill and just fills where Bill has flaws. That kinda makes them so perfect to each other in this one. Kinda have to like how Tom is doing things so differently from Bill who just does what he wants and lives how he lives. Its kinda awesome how Tom makes Bill grow in this one too. Okey. Maybe Im just addicted to fics where Bills whole persona grows and Tom helps that progress. Ha.

Im so lost in words with this one. I dont know what to say or anything. Watching Lost the same time doesnt really help anything, just makes it harder. So Im just gonna say that you seriously should consider reading this. You wont regret it, I promise. Seriously. This is awesome even when its only PG13 or some shit. Just read and be happy.

Sääntö numero yksi [Tokio Hotel, TB, NC-17, suomi]

Sääntö numero yksi by drots ja tsikku

Kahden erilaisen elämänkatsomuksen kohdatessa ei voida välttyä yhteentörmäyksiltä ja säännöiltä, joita varsinkin Billin on hankala noudattaa. Pystyykö Tom muuttamaan oman elämänsä spontaanimmaksi ja oppiiko Bill ajattelemaan asioita myös muiden kannalta?

Jotenkin tästä ficistä bloggaaminen tuntuu paljon surullisemmalta, kun normaalisti. Tää kuitenkin on ollut semmone suht koht tasasesti julkaistunut, tai miten sen nyt sanoiskaa, ficci, joka on melkeinpä tullu yhe mun elämän oudoimmista ajanjaksoista aikana. Joten mä en tiiä onko puolet mun kommentista vaan sellasta, että nyt tää on ollu mahtii lukee ja unohtaa vai onks tää muuten vaan niin damn mahtii. Mut jos pakko on valita, niin sanoisin et tää on ihan mahtava ficci ylipäätään, koska drots ja tsikku. Pakko vaan rakastaa.

Juonesta kai voin sanoo sen verran, että Bill on lellitty kakara, joka karkaa himasta tai se heitetään himasta.. En muista kumpi, mutta kuitenkin jotain tekemistä sen ja sen faijan riitojen kanssa. Tom taas on kyttä, jonka luokse Bill majottuu, koska Tom vaan oli niin syötävän hyvännäkönen siellä baarissa. Ja siitä alkaa niitten pitkä, vaikea, kasvattava yhdessäelo. Jeb.

Periaattees tää ficci keskittyy eniten noitten kahden kasvamiseen ja miten ne kasvaa henkisesti tän ficin edetessä. Erityisesti Billin kasvussa ja se todellakin näkyy, nyt varsinkin kun luen ite noita alkuosia uudelleen läpi tässä. Se on myös yksii tosi hienoja ominaisuuksia tässä ficissä, koska missään vaiheessa ei varsinaisesti sanota että Bill nyt kasvaa henkisesti, vaan sen vaan näkee hienosti sieltä rivien välistä, jos vaan osaa lukee. Ja se nyt vaan on jotain niin täydellistä ja jotain mitä haluisin olevan enemmänkin muidenkin ficeissä. Tän puolesta tää nyt vaan on helmi.

Toinen asia, joka tekee tästä helme, on suomen kielen käyttö tässä. Mähän siis suht tunnetusti vihaan repliikkejä suomen kielisissä ficeissä, koska ne nyt vaan on tökkömömmökakkoja, okei. Mutta tässä. En oikeesti ees muista yhtä kertaa, että olisin valittanu suomen kökköisyyttä koko ficin aikana ja se nyt on vaan damn hyvin, niinkun oikeesti. Ja mä valitin sitä jopa Vaan minä en ole kala -ficissä, joka kuitenkin on jollain tasolla suomen parhaimmistoa. Joten ehdottomasti.

Ylipäätää täs koko ficissä on ihan törkeen hyvää, laajaa, hassua, erikoista, omaperästä, persoonallista suomen kieltä. Joku hyvä vertaus vois varmaa olla Hangon keksi, jonka merkitystä en oo nyt vieläkään tajunnut, et mitä sillä tarkotettiin, mut kaipa sekin mulle joskus selviää. Muita hienoi judui oli yhden yön vusu, hillua nakkena ja paljon muita. Jos nyt ei muun takii haluu avata ficcii, niin suomenkielen käytön takii kannattaa ees tsiigata ja kirjautuu sisään, koska damn.

Okei. Tykkäsin mä myös hahmoista ja tapahtumista tässä. Erityisesti Gege oli mahtava ja miten se Tomin tukena ja tässä se nyt oli Tomin isoveli ja kaikkee. Sitten mä myös tykkäsin miten toi Nadja, jonkun tason taloudenhoitaja, tuntu Billille paljon tärkeemmältä kun sen omat vanhemmat ja miten se tuli ilmi ja miten kaikki käyttäyty sen perusteella. Tykkäsin.

Täst on oikeestaa tosi vaikee sanoo pahaa sanaa, ehkä sen et jos nyt ihan väkisin haluu lukee jotain traamaa ja paljon sellast nyyhky craipaa, niin tää ei todellakaan oo sellane. Tää on enemmin sellane toden tuntune ficci, joka vois melkein suoraan olla jonkun elämästä. Että sellasta tällä kertaa. Todellakin kannattaa lukea, ihan oikeesti. Ja drots ja tsikku nyt vaan on yksii parhaimpii ficcarei täs maailmas, siitä ei vaan pääse yli eikä ympäri.

Cheat [Naruto, SasuNaru, SasuSaku, NaruSaku, NC-17]

Cheat by xrosepetalsx

Naruto and Sasuke have the same girlfriend, but it’s imperative Sakura doesn’t find out they know about her cheating ways. What will come of these two’s situation, and there unusual attraction to one another? Sasunaru onesided Sasusaku and Narusaku AU

I read this first time like forever ago and I kinda fell in love with this then. But of course I forget the whole fic until today and have to say I still like this. Okey. Now when I read this again I found couple things I dont like so much but those things dont make the fic bad or anything they are just there confusing me.

The plot is pretty simple. Sasuke is gay and his fathers hates gays so he wants to disown him but then it would leave him without heir and thats not any good. So he gives Sasuke a change to fall in love with Sakura and marry her. But Sakura isnt as sweet as everyone thinks and is dating Naruto who doesnt even know Sasuke before all this. And the whole fic starts where Naruto has found out that Sakura is cheating on him and Naruto wants to beat Sasuke up. But then they make a deal and becomes friends and ofc they crush on each other. Yeaa.

Dumdidaa.. Okey. Things I didnt like. Or should I just say thing ? I dont know cuz it wasnt there just once it was like in everyfrigginchapter (and there is 11 of those). Anyways. I kinda lost the story everytime that the kinda point of view changed. Like it just moved from Sasuke to Naruto and the you could only notice from the things that Sasuke wouldnt do it that way or something like that. There storytelling was all about he in Sasuke part and in Naruto part there wasnt any mention that now it is Naruto it just kept going like he did this and that.

Okey. I dont know if it as confusing to some one whos native language is English. Maybe there is something that they see and I dont but I couldnt make the difference between those points. Yea.

But the good things. I just loved how Sakura was the bad guy in this one. I dont like the character so its good that sometimes she is the bad guy in fics. Okey. In the ending I dont know... Your point of view changes at the end of her. But I still didnt move to that point where she is all the victim but I dont think she either had to go through all that crap... Well. You will understand when you read this.

And Naruto and Sasuke. First of all fucking big poinst how all the topping and bottom went in the end. It wasnt all that Sasuke is top and Naruto bot they both did the both jobs even when they liked the other thing better which was also good but it didnt make them to stay in that one thing. They were open to the ideas and all. Yea. Poinst from that.

Maybe I didnt like how Naruto was bi but I can undestand it. And I would have loved to have even a little bit Itachi there somewhere and yea. All in all Im not dissapointed or anything. This isnt perfect yet but its not so far from perfect either. And it fit to only have 11 chapters and how it all went around Sasuke and Naruto and some other characters were in the dark almost the whole thing. So yea. Totally worth for reading even if you dont like SasuSaku or NaruSaku. Yeaaa.

Smoked Mirrors [Tokio Hotel, TB, NC-17, suomi]

Smoked Mirrors by ich_bin_nicht_ich // Lily 

Baby you’re so unusual / Didn’t anyone tell you, you’re supposed to, break my heart? / I expect you to, so why haven’t you? 

Okei. Lily. Pakko sanoo mut Lily kuuluu taas näihin mun forever favorite kirjottajien skaalaan, vaikkakin ehkä on vaan neljä tai viis sellast Lilyn ficcii, joista todellakin tykkään. Mutta silti, Lily on vaan niin mahtava ja helvetin hyvä ficcari, etten pysty oikein muuta sanomaan. Ja nyt kun vielä muistan, niin mesta, jonne toi linkki menee, niin vaatii sisäänkirjautumisen, vaikkakin todennäkösesti pääsette lukemaan ficin ilman sitäkin, koska siel tuntuu olevan jonku error koodissa, mutta ei siitä sen enempää.

Juoneltaan tää on klisee aina baarissa tapaamisessa, toisiinsa tutustumisessa ihan vain tällättiin vahingossa ja että vietetään hyvää aikaa keskenään ja kavereiden kanssa. Täs on kuitenkin onnistuttu saamaan myös tietynlaista draamaa tonne sekaan, ilman että se tuntuu ees hirveen pahalta ja sellattiin etten ees mä pysty nirsoilemaan siitä.

Tomin faija on miljonääri ja niitte välit ei oo parhaat, koska Tomin faija haluaa Tomin perivän koko miljonääriyrityksen, mut Tom ei halua sitä, mutta ei oo ketään muutakaan ketä vois sen periä. Ja sitten Bill ei niin rikas penska yrittää vaivoin pärjätä elämässään. Okei. Tietysti mennää kliseesee kuinka nää muka rakastuu ensimmäisellä silmäyksellä tai jotain, mutta hei, aina ei voi voittaa.

Kuitenkin mä ehkä eniten tykkäsin täst miten tää ei oo niin normaalificci tai jos täs on jotain sellast kliseisyyttä niin sit tääl on jotain mikä vähän niinku peittää sen kliseisyyden. Eikä tässä oo sellasia täydellisiä hahmoja missään vaiheessa, jokasella hahmolla on omat synkät puolensa siinä missä on valosatkin puolensa. Tietyst yks erityisen hyvä puoli täs on että draamaa tulee muiltakin hahmoilta kun päähenkilöiltä, kuten yleensä Lilyn ficeissä on tapana olla (okei, tuun postaamaan kaikki Lilyn ficit, joista tykkään, mutta kaikki aikanaan).

Erityisesti haluun antaa pisteitä on kaikkien persoonallisuus, esim. Andy. Se on tollane juoppo ja aika urpo tyyppi, mut kuitenin siellä pohjalla se ajattelee muita ja on todellinen ystävä, vaikkakin sen käytös on välillä vaan jotain sinne päin. Samoin on melkeen kaikki Tompan ystävät, Billin ystävistä en nyt muista niin tarkkaa, onhan siit jo aikaa ku mä luin koko ficin. Ha.

Okei. Koska tää on suomenkielinen ficci, niin en tykkää hirveesti näist repliikeistä. En sano että Lilyn repliikit on huonoja ja tönkköjä, vaan ennemmin että mun silmään ne on tönkköjä, koska suomen kieli. Mulle on melkeen mahdotonta lukee mitää repliikkejä suomeks ja sanoo et nää nyt kuuluu tännä ja on sujuva (huom. drots on täydellisyys tässä asiassa, mutta siihenkin ihkuttamiseen on oma paikkansa). Silti en mä nyt mitenkään haluu alentaa tätä ficciä sen takia, että mun mielestä kielellä tehtiin tästä vaan tönkköä ja kökköä paikka paikoin.

Joten, tää todellakin kuuluu niihin ficceihin, jotka on lukemisen arvosia, enemmän kun lukemisen arvosia. Tässä vaan on sitä jotain ja tykkään, vaikkakin pituuttakin löytyy 28 osan verran ja tais olla viel epilogikin päälle, ha. Joten lukekaa ja kertokaa Lilylle rakkautenne. Jeb.

get thee behind me [The Borgias, Cesare/Lucrezia]

get thee behind me by santsi

Lucrezia sleeps and Cesare dreams. (Cesare/Lucrezia)

Im not gonna complain how the author doesnt know how to use capital letters. If this was any other fandom I totally would complain about that or maybe I wouldnt even have opened the whole fic but when there is only less than 100 fics about Cesare/Lucrezia pairing and half of them are total shit I can totally over look some little beauty mistakes.

Okey. Maybe I have to overlooked more than that cuz there isnt even an actual plot anywhere. Its just, as the summary says, Lucrezia sleeps and Cesare dreams and thats it. Nothing happens and its seriously good that way. The whole text just flows forward and I had to fall in love with how there was used the word praying and how Cesare wanted to pray and Lucrezia was so innocent. Yea.

So the whole fic was just bunch of beautiful words, sentences put togethere to make a beautiful fanfiction. And in the tv show those two just have to fuck. It has to happen, like seriously soon or my old laptop will fly very soon against the wall. Yeaa.

Read this and be amazed how beautiful and wonderful it is and leave comment. The author seriously would need that so they would maybe write more Cesare/Lucrezia fanfics. Ha.

Sasuke Says [Naruto, SasuNaru, NC-17, rough, violence]

Sasuke Says by FastForward

Minato Namikaze took everything from the Uchiha family. Their money, their business, their home, absolutely everything. Now, Itachi and Sasuke are going to take it all back, and the only way to do that is to take what Minato holds dear. Payback's a bitch. (SasuNaru.)

Okey. Im so gonna start with saying that Itachi is total douchebag in this one. Yeaa. And then I have to tell you that if you cant stand beating or kidnapping stuff just dont even open this one. This is not one of those pretty ones where Sasuke and Itachi takes Naruto away from home and everything is sweet and perfect and how Naruto gots traumatized just because he has been kidnapped. There is beating and almost raping (huom almost, I dont know any other good word for it so yea almost raping is pretty good right now).

Still the plot is all about how Naruto got this trauma when he was a kid and how Sasuke helps him deal with that trauma after Sasuke and Itachi have kidnapped Naruto and have done some other stupid, awful stuff. And in the end there is this three or something chapter long stuff what happened after they freed Naruto. yea.

But just right now I wanna give lots of and lots of extra credits to how the author stuck with those code names. Those names werent a thing in just talking and crap. If the thing was told in Narutos point of view then Sasuke and Itachi also went with those code names in there. They werent Sasuke and Itachi, they were Essyu and Ayuu.

And the best part of the plot was how there were all the characters mixed together and how there was good balance. The plot didnt bounce from place to place or at least it didnt feel like that. I cant say it was logical how it went from Naruto being in that basement to Minato panicking about his sons life but it would be impossible to even do that. There just isnt a way to make that logical. So it was good, seriously good and I liked how the story showed the scenes from different points of views. It was also awesome how the scene looked so different from Sasuke and Narutos points of view than from Minatos view. Just credits from this one too.

The thing I loved the most in this one was how both Sasuke and Naruto were forced to be there. Well there nowhere was seriously said that Itachi forced Sasuke to be part of all that kidnapping part and crap but you could totally induce that from the fact that Sasuke didnt wanna be there and how he wanted to make sure Naruto wasnt in so bad shape and how he was almost all the time trying to make Itachi be kinder to Naruto. That fact also made it kinda more logical to me that those two would fall in love and made it even possible for them to trust each other.

Okey. I kinda cant make it seem logical in my head them to fall in love or have any of that relationship they had in there if Sasuke didnt feel like forced to be there. I dont know if anyone even agrees with me in this one but thats how my mind makes this all even some how possible to happen. So yea.

All in all this was awesome to read (even with those not so nice parts but they are part of the world so get over it) and as long as you can tolerate the violence in this one you should totally read this. This one isnt even so long that it could be a way to say no for reading this. So yeaa. Read this. You just have to read this (like you have to read almost all the other fics that I have ranted in this blog, haahahah).

Synthetic Bonds [Harry Potter, HD, Ron/Herm, Blaise/Wood, Ginny/Pansy,Draco/Blaise, NC-17]

Synthetic Bonds by mypetelephant

Harry has always been the golden boy of Malfoy Corporation, earning the respect of Lucius and the resentment of his high school rival, Draco. But Lucius has a business proposal that involves Harry becoming a Malfoy..by marrying Draco. Non-magic AU

I just wanted to read something little bit longer than oneshot but not too long like those 50 chapter fics. Then there was this and I seriously think I have fallen in love. There are just so many little things that I just have to like (like Draco making out with an apple and other "fuckery" stuff). Ofc there are also millions of parings that arent so important for the plot even if I mentioned them there somewhere so dont be afraid of that.

And then comes the plot that isnt maybe so original with all that marrying thing and how they have to marry each other just so Harry would be the next CEO. We cant forget the part where Draco kisses Harry without any reasoning (which is, btw, one of those seldom parts that I seriosly dont like in this one). Then there is lots of foreplay and ofc lots of sex. But like any good multichapter fic there are also couple twists and plots against people but Im not gonna start rant about those.

Maybe the best part there was the original and fresh writing style. I dont say that there isnt same kinda styles or that this is one and only this kinda fic, more like I havent read any fic that has this kinda writing style. There are these weird contects for the words but at the same time they make totally sense. Okey. Im seriously happy if there is even one person who understands what Im talking 'bout so dont worry if you didnt get that.

Ofc we cant forget that this one is AU story where they arent wizards or anything (they didnt even go to Hogwards in this one) but there is totally good reasoning with everything and lots of things that (other than the characters) that makes this Harry Potter fanfiction (for example the name of their high school was something about Slytherins and it was kinda elite school where everyone couldnt get in). Yeaaa.

What else ? Humm... Harry and Dracons relationship was seriously weird in this one (their fighting was explained and kt made sense and alm) but they just started the fucking out of fucking nowhere. There wasnt any atteaction that they even felt before Draco kissed Harry out of nowhere just to fill the awkward silence. I have to admit that it must be seriously hard to figure something that would make them kiss in the first place but Im still disapointed that all it took was alcohol and awkward silence.

But maybe thats the only shitty stuff in this one. Maybe... I havent really read this to the end yet so my opinion can change and I could hate this one at the end. Right now this is awesome and totally worth for reading and waste everyones precious time. hahahhahaha.

Let It Snow [Naruto, NaruSasu, NC-17]

Let It Snow by FastForward

The last thing Sasuke wanted to do for Christmas was be stuck in the middle of nowhere with buckets of snow and an annoying neighbour who won't leave him alone. NaruSasu.

I read this first time like a year ago or something like that. And I fell in love with this withing the first chapter. Okey. I have to admit right now that this is not perfect or even near perfection, there is one or two seriously big flaws in there but the story wouldnt work without those flaws so Im not gonna bitch about them so much. Ha.

The plot is all about how everyone is just so damn rich and how the kids suffer from it. Sasuke have to spend the christmas in England and he cant stand snow or christmas so you can guess how he hates every moment of it. And Naruto is this stupid not as rich as everyone else but still pretty damn rich. You know they hook up and have fantastic time and they do lots of different things together. Well the normal crap in every fic.

The drama in this one is Kiba and Sasuke and how Naruto cant introduce them to each other... cuz ? Well Naruto is stupid and makes reasons that doesnt even make sense in his head. Yea. But its not as crappy as it sounds. Its good and this would be boring without all drama in Narutos head. Hahhaha. And that didnt just sound so wrong. Whatever.

But I said there were couple seriously big flaws. Like seriously big flaws. Firs of all. In Great Britannian there isnt 75cm snow. Just now way in hell. And if there is even 10cm snow the whole fucking country is in panick and schools would be closed and shops and all the fucking places and road blocked cuz its just too dangerous for the people to be driving. And in this one there is snowing all the fucking time and they have to clear the driveway almost every day in this one. And even if there is like 10cm snow you wouldnt have to do that cuz there isnt a normal car in the whole fucking world that couldnt just drive over that snow and it wouldnt be okey. So there is snowing like seriously much and its not British stuff. Just no way in hell.

I think I could bitch all about that but Im not gonna cuz Naruto and Sasuke meets over the cleaning the driveway and its good thing and I liked that cuz it was different and original and unique. So I think I just have to shut it and let fiction be fiction where there can be 1m snow in fucking England and not raining. Yea.

Anyways. The good things ? humm... Roleplaying in real life to keep things interested, way too real conversations:

"What?!"
"It's not a broom, you know."
"What?"
"The shovel you're holding? It's a shovel. Not a broom. Stop sweeping the snow, it's taking you twice as long as it should be."
"And what do you know about shovelling snow?"
"Uh, a lot, considering I spend Christmas here every year, and every year, I'm the one outside shovelling the driveway."
"Well if you're such a damn expert, why don't you come over here and shovel my driveway?"
"And miss out on watching you gripe and moan? Not a chance, princess."
"Fuck you, dumbass."

And then their chemistry. Its like awesome and how they dont fight it and how they are real people over it. They arent just fighting or fucking, more they are all the time doing everything to piss each other off and trying to have their own way with the other the same time. Its like a big mess that somehow makes perfect sense. Kinda hard to explain but I seriously like it.

Ou. And they just dont jump to the bed right away. They built the trust and sexual tension and ofc they also consider lots of crap with it and gosh. Then there is this perfect Itachi that mixes everything just the perfect way to mess with both of them. Yeaaa.

 The only thing I dont like is that big drama Naruto makes inside his head and how he thinks Sasuke and Kiba couldnt stand each other because of reason. And that reason is just stupid and Naruto is just stupid. Okey. It kinda fits there and makes Naruto Naruto all that stupid over thinking and making decisions for other people. At the same time I like it and I dont like it. Ha. Doesnt make sense but what in my ranting could even make sense ? Nothing. So yeaa..

Anyways. If anything is worth for reading its this one. Just try and thats it.

The Demilitarized Zone [Naruto, SasuNaru, KakaIru NC-17]

The Demilitarized Zone by michelerene

Itachi Uchiha has always had a sadistic streak when it came to his little brother. Now the perfect opportunity has presented itself and he just can’t let it go by. He does love him after all. SasuNaru

Sometimes I seriously have to rethink this whole thing about fanfics. Like seriously. Why the fuck people even bother to write stories that are almost completely the same. It doesnt matter how the fic starts or how the beging or layout is unique there just everytime is something that is the exact copy from somewhere else. Like fucking seriously.

This one, excample, was awesome in the beging. I seriously liked Sasuke and Narutos relationship and how it affected to everyone and what everyone did to keep the two separated from each other. I also liked the idea bout sending them to a camp where they have to work together and become a team. It was also a pretty logical how they worked together and how the whole fic show that. After they left that place a little bit too early and the reasoning behind that was good too and how it explained Narutos chilhood and crap. I seriously loved this fic to this point, gotta give that.

Okey. I dont know the exact point where I started to feel like I have read this all this before. There was just too much with all that adoption thing in the past where Kakashi had to fight to keep Naruto with him and Iruka. Then there was this part where I think Orochimaru kidnapped Naruto when he was five or something and how Naruto got all depressed and shit afterwards. But I havent read this whole thing (and Im really sorry to say that but Im not gonna read this one to the end, Im not gonna explain why but I think its gonna pretty clear why after you have read this post) and I dont know for sure what happened or what is gonna happen or anything.

It just gots so cliche with the whole Orochimaru is gonna cause some shitty stuff to Naruto just because he can. I would like to even have a proper reason to all that shit, money or more power or something seriously big and meaningfull but in this one I just feel that he is just gonna do it because he can do that and thats why he does that. I can be wrong and I would love someone to correct me and give a reason to read this one to the end (I have read the first 9 chapters).

But I dont wanna you think that this is one hell of big bag full of shit. Because this isnt. The writing is just so awesome and beautiful and there are so many good things in it. Especially there is lots of flashbacks that dont have the label flashback on them. The story just goes and then there is flashback that has something to do with the present, like that car cash that killed Narutos biological parents was told the same time that in the present there was another car crash. And then there was this story about Naruto and Gai's first meeting and how Naruto had to meet Gai again in the present part. It doesnt feel like coming out of nowhere because those are told in so many little pieces. The only hard part is that sometimes its hard to keep track which one is going on right now and which one is past but there isnt any problem with that if you just read the fic and concentrate on it.

Then there is this awesome writing  style that I cant describle to you, I can only show:

Floor fourteen belonged to the two Vice Presidents of the company, Sasuke Uchiha and Naruto Uzumaki.

And, truth be told, the situation put a whole new definition to "this town ain't big enough for you and me."

Okey. That was kinda bad excample but the others would take like seriously long quote and I dont wanna show you the whole fic, just wanna tell the best / worse parts about it. Ha. So anyways. The writing is definetly a good reason to read this one.

Yea. But because I havent and Im not gonna read this to the end please comment and tell if the end is worth for reading. Im not gonna argue with anyone about that because I dont know and right now I dont even wanna know cuz I dont like this one right (even with the awesome parts, which is seriously sad if you really think bout it). So feel free to change my mind about this one.

Locked out of Heaven [Tokio Hotel, TB, NC-17]

Locked out of Heaven by drots

Okei. drots. drots. drots. Mä voisin varmaan vetää matran omasest drotsin nimee vuoden päässäni ja edelleen virnuilla ku joku idiootti. Mut siin tuskin olis mitää järkee, vaikkakin mä oon aika damn in love with drots ja sen tuotoksien. Kute varmaa tuutte tajuu tän postaukse lopussa viimeistää. Koska tässähän ei oo mitää järkee enää.

No anyways. Bill on menossa naimisiin jonkun Judy nimisen naisen kanssa, eikä se oikein tiedä enää mitä se tahtoo. Tom on bestman ja ne pani ekaa kertaa pari viikkoo takaperin. Ja sitten ne polttareis panee uudestaa ja Bill tahtoo vaan eroo Judysta ja niistä häistä ja kaikesta. Mutta kaikki ei oo niin yksinkertast. Tai ehkä kaikki on just vaan niin yksinkertast.

Ehkä suurimman osan ajast koko ficcii olin vaa riemuissani, et jee viimein jotain luettavaa, jotain drotsin ficcei. Varmaan sen jälkee mä biletin tääl yksikseni et kui hyvä tää on ja kuin mä oon taas rakastunu.

Mut tän ficin Bill. Se oli jotain niin monimutkasta ja niin erilaisia luonteenpiirteitä täynnä, etten oikein tiiä miten sitä selittäis. Se oli jollain tasolla kuitenkin niin mahtava ja erilainen, kun yleensä hahmot on. Se ei ollu sellanen et nyt tää hahmo on tän yhenlainen, vaan ihan ku se olis kätkeny sisäänsä sata erilaista ihmistä, jotka jotenkin ihmeellisest pystyy kuitenkin toimimaan samassa kehossa niin luonnollisesti ja niin yhtenäisesti, että siitä jopa kehkeytyy vain yksi kokonainen ihminen. Äh. Vaikeeta.

Sitten on Tom, joka oikeesti on outo hahmo tässä, koska sain koko ficin ajan vaan sellasen fiiliksen, et kuin paljo sitä sattuu ja miten vaikeeta sille on olla ja tehdä noita asioita, vaikka se näkee ettei mikään oikeesti voi mennä niin tai olla niin. Ja silti kuitenkin sen haluu vaan näyttää että hei oon tän paras ystävä ja mä oon kaikessa sen takana ja vaikka mitä on mahtava tyyppi. Ehkä mä nyt ootan täs et tohon ficciin tulee joku ihme lisäys et Bill pyytää tuhannesti anteeks Tomilta, ettei se voinu olla aikasemmin niin lovey dovey Tomin kanssa. Äh. Mut toisaalt en tykkäis yhtää, jos se tulis, joten enpä taida sit valittakaa..

Mut anyways. Todellakin tää ficci. Täs on joitakin niin hienoja ja upeita tekstin pätkiä, joita oikeesti voisin pitää jopa harvinaisuuksina monestakin syystä. Äh. Haluisin vaan kertoo kaiken upeen täst, mut sit teil ei jäis mitää luettavaa ja teiä olis ihan turha avata koko ficcii, koska osaisitte sen jo ulkoo ja tietäisitte tasan tarkkaa mitä oottaa, eikä se olis reiluu.

Mutta todellakin. Kannatan todellakin lukemaan jos on mahdollisuus (eli jos on jo rekkautunu tonne foorumille tai jos nyt vaan ihan huvin ja urheilun vuoks haluu tutustuu uuteen ficcimaailmaan, ha). Koska tää todellakin ansaitsee sen mahdollisuuden. Ja näin loppuun mun on pakko ottaa pari lainausta ficistä, jotka aika hyvin edustaa näit hahmoja sillee. Et hei, menkää nyt vaa lukekaa tää. Jookos kookos.

All A-Twitter [Tokio Hotel, TB, NC-17]

All A-Twitter by elvisfan

What will happen when Bill's celebrity crush acknowledges him on Twitter?

I like elvisfan's fics, seriously. I just dont know about this one (still in progress). Right now I have this feeling I seriously like this but I cant shake off the thought that I only like this one cuz there isnt any other new TB fics that I could even like (okey, there is three or four that Im reading but its like once a month kinda reading, so not counting). So. I cant have a neutral opinion right now about any fic.

But the plot is basically just Bill being such a fan and getting Toms autograph. Then of course Tom looks after Bills ass and Bill posts a pic of himself on Twitter and then they just start talking. That is pretty much how far away the fic has gone now. Ha.

Actually Im not even sure why I am posting about this one. There hasnt happened anything, I dont have a good opinion about this one (expect that this is kinda well written and fills all my criteria).

Äh. I dont know. This is good, maybe. Maybe this is worth for reading. Maybe this is anything. I dont know yet. Maybe after there is seriously happened something or there is even a reason to read this at all I can say something. And now Im seriously hoping that will happen soon so I can update this post before I even forget that I have posted this one. Ha.

So comments would almost make this post to live or have some purpose. Cuz I cant say shit now.

Edit 25.3.13 // Right now I think the seriously perfect ending would have been at the chapter 8. Everything was perfect and they were finally together and in piece but there still would have been lots of questions. So yea. After that there starts to be lots of unnecessary drama that doesnt even make sense (to me, at least). And yea. Okey. This thing could still change but right now this is how I feel and I finally can say something about this one, which is pretty good. Ha.