Spirited Away [Avengers, FrostIron, Howard/Maria, Tony/Rhodey]

Spirited Away by Moosepelheim

“I was reading online about different things to do,” Maria says excitedly, pulling out the travel binder she takes with them anytime they go on a vacation. It will be filled with information about local attractions, restaurants, theatre and musical venues and what is playing.

“There’s a wax museum--”

“It’s probably awful,” Tony says.

“And a Natural History museum--”

“Oh please god no,” Howard says.

“And, oh, look at this one! I think you’ll both be interested in this one!” Maria says, rooting around in the binder, then pulling her hand up to reveal an extended middle finger.

They spend the rest of the car journey finding ways to surreptitiously flip each other off. Howard pulls a middle finger out of his coat pocket; Tony finds a middle finger up his nose; Maria finds another middle finger in her purse and applies it to her lips like lipstick.

Tony's parents take him to Ireland as a graduation present--Tony does what he does best and gets into trouble. But this time he might not manage to get out of it.

First of all, the whole Tony/Rhodey pairing is so minor that if you blink you will miss it. Just had to start with that cuz I almost missed it.

The other part is how I kinda tried to read a book about a story like this. Not exactly like this but the guidelines were almost the same. And this fic was actually better than that book. I gave up the book after three chapters or so.

Anyways. The rules of the fairy world are weird. It is even weirder when they try to go around the rules just to fuck with others. And it kinda gets weird but it still keeps all that excitement and the story stays on track. Which was good. Even the ending was pretty awesome and the reason behind it was even more awesome.

The best part of this fic was how everything had a reason. There was a reason why not to say thank you, why not tell your name, why not to name things, why not to eat fairy food etc etc etc. And it didn't get to that point where you can't keep track of things or you are just what the fuck is going on. No. This kept all the beans in the pot. Or what the fuck is the saying.

Anyways. Fairies! That are gods in the movies/comics. But still fairies and fairy world and everything like that. Just wicked awesome. Ha.

Merry Christmas! [Avengers, James Bond, Sherlock, Stark Trek, Supernatural, Teen Wolf]

I had this idea about doing for every day in December to post a some kinda christmas fic. To be honest, I am way too lazy to find 24 christmas themed fics, so for the actual christmas day you get this awesome list full of Christmas magic. Hopefully I will do this again next year. But we will see what happens.

Fics have probably nothing else in common than christmas and they are all over the galaxy with everything. So enjoy and please share some more christmas themed fics in the comments. Thank you and Merry Christmas! ♥

Life is Something To Do (When You Can't Get To Sleep) by Jaylee

He’d heard the name Spock mentioned once or twice (or enough times that Jim had started to wonder why they didn‘t just replace the Zefram Cochrane statue out in front of the Academy grounds with a Spock one). Of course he had. Who hadn’t?

The Way to a Man’s Heart is Through Christmas by violue

Dean's first Christmas with Castiel.

a covenant of salt by museaway

They didn’t put up a tree on Cas’s first Christmas in the bunker.

Return To You by youaresunlight

Dean and Cas are childhood best friends who lost touch when Cas moved away. Years later, through a chance encounter, they find their way back - just in time for Christmas.

Breathe With Me by Flantastic

When James Bond goes back to MI6 following his disastrous relationship with Dr Madeleine Swann, Q wants nothing to do with him.

Then there's an accident in Q-Branch...

When You Stop Believing in Santa You Get Underwear by owlpostagain

There are some salvageable things though. A virtually untouched heavy slate sign that says, engraved in an ornate script that confirms at least one person in the Hale family had a sense of humor (Stiles has a horrible suspicion it might have been Peter), When You Stop Believing in Santa You Get Underwear.

Ghost Stories by SwissMiss

Sherlock's parents think he and John are a couple. They might be onto something.

Stay For Christmas by STARSdidathing

Tony would like to spend Christmas with his lover, but not only is Loki a Revenger and busy out in the universe, but Tony doubts that the mage would like to spend such a sentimental holiday with him. After all, Tony’s just a no-strings-attached sex buddy to Loki... right?

Welcome All Winchesters [Supernatural, Destiel, Nc-17]

Welcome All Winchesters by almaasi

When Dean’s engagement breaks off three days before Christmas, he’s left with nobody to accompany him on a road trip to his family’s mountain log cabin. His best friend Castiel happens to be available, and is willing to help him through a tough time. But when Dean's mother and brother arrive, expecting to meet the person Dean plans to marry, they understandably assume Castiel is Dean's fiancé. After a weekend of comfortable domesticity, sharing clothes, intimate conversations, and definitely-one-time-only therapy sex, it feels almost too easy for Dean and Cas to fake a loving, romantic relationship. The hard part is going back to being friends afterwards. They can’t keep their hands off each other, and they’ve discovered some fun things to do together which they’d never tell another soul about. And, oh boy, feelings. Now being ‘just friends’ is so impossible, it seems as if fate had another plan for them all along...

I have this plan to have a list of good christmas themed fics on the Christmas day. It is all done and ready, but I did not want to put this one on that list for lots of reasons.

One of those reasons is that I really liked this on so many levels. Not just because this is well written and there is so much thought behind everything. But also because these two were finally talking about things and putting stuff out there. They had conversation about stuff that are not easy to talk about and they showed how grown they were.

Then the whole Mary leaving John thingy and all how everyone had a past. Castiel's past was kind of super weird but it fits Castiel so well. No other way to say it. And the whole Winchester thing with them sticking together and being a family. I like that. I don't usually like fics where Mary is because of reasons (one of them is that I don't like the Mary in the tv show but there are others) but here I liked her.

Okay. There are stuff that I did not like. But those were few and did not play that big part in the grand scheme of things (how can Cas be a teacher when he has criminal past, isn't that something Americans have a lot of problems with? I don't know really). Because Sam had his PhD and that is just way too cool.

But christmas. It is time for family and this whole fic was all about that. So this needs special mentioning and kind of good start for my christmas special in this blog. So merry christmas and maybe don't spent the whole christmas reading fics. Spent some time with family and be happy.

In Unity [Star Trek, Spirk]

In Unity by coffee666

On a hive mind planet, the crew of the Enterprise take a special potion that combines their thoughts and memories into one mind. In this temporary state, they weave through and watch each others most intimate and shocking memories.

I wanted to have this in here because people should start experimenting with different species, aliens. Only your imagination is for the limit there. Everything is literally possibly and that why I liked this. I liked that whole species where they were one and why they did that and how it worked for them. Yup. All that.

Also maybe it was super cool that once they all had a mind meld together. Yup. Thats it.

Fire Me Up [The Avengers, FrostIron. Nc-17]

Fire Me Up by STARSdidathing

When Thor announces he's going to get married, Loki knows he'll have to attend the ceremony. He also knows it means showing up at the bachelor party and being around people that he can't stand. But when Thor's friends exclude him from the party, Jane Foster takes it upon herself to make it up to him. Loki simply had no idea how far she and her friends would be willing to go to do just that.

I don't like Thor's friends that much. Okay. I don't like Thor that much. He is just so blind idiot who just doesn't know how to pay enough attention to everything around him and that just makes him not so good in my mind. (I am not saying there are no good qualities in Thor but the bad just overtake the goods in my mind, so yea.)

And in this fic, everything I don't like about Thor is just so much worse. Yea. Everything. Just yeah.

Jane and Darcy are just perfect and good and awesome. Seriously. Let's roll with that. And then comes awesome Tony that is also super awesome.

Also, I would love to read the background story about everyone's history and also about their future after this fic. Even the story about Thor and Jane's wedding would be awesome. But we can survive with just this pretty perfect oneshot this time. Yea.

as permanent as stone cathedrals [James Bond, 00Q]

as permanent as stone cathedrals by pdameron

Q has been in love for two years, six months, and twelve days when James Bond walks away, leaving him with a bleeding head and a broken heart on a dark and noisy London bridge.

Why I keep reading these fics that just makes me cry? There is something seriously wrong with me. How can these things be even that good and worth all that sadness?

How can anyone write these and be a happy person? These are sad and full of misery. Still. I really liked this. So much that I have read this at least thrice so far.

So please. Go ahead and read this and cry. Yup.

Who I Am [Star Trek, Spock/Kirk]

Who I Am by valdena

“His mother understood- she didn’t understand why Jim had to cut his hair and bind his chest, but she understood that he had to. She wept in front of him sometimes, saying that if Jim’s father was around, it wouldn’t have been this way.”

Jim Kirk has come a long way as Captain of the Enterprise, but even after three years, there are things about him not even his closest crewmates know.

I always want to promo fics that has "different" kinda people in them. Like this. Like Kirk in this.

One of the best things in here, was how it all made sense and how Kirk dealed with things. He had reasons why he did things the certain way. Maybe he kinda hid himself but at the same time he was super proud of himself. Also Kirk's backstory was just pure gold. Seriously. There was nothing I didn't like about how he found his identity when he was a kid. Just good.

Spock on the other hand is a little bit too noisy fucker. Yup. Thats all I am gonna say about Spock.

And I really don't have anything special to say about the story. I just liked Kirk so much and his backstory and all that. I just liked it and I wanted this fic here because of that. Even if you ignore all that, the fic is still good and so worth it. Seriously. Go and read this. You won't regret it. And make the author feel loved. ♥

PWP Oneshots part 13 [Avengers, Harry Potter, James Bond, Star Trek]

A one life, please?

The usual goes. Share other PWP oneshots on the comments and remember to leave kudos and comments for the authors after readintg the fics. Enjoy!

No Rest for the Wicked by Digitallace

When Ron gets a mysterious cold, Harry is forced to share a room with the twins...yeah, it's that kind of story. Warnings for Twincest and hot Harry corruption.

now isn't the time (to play it safe) by noctiluca

Jim fantasises about Spock. Through unforeseen circumstances, Spock finds out.

Resource Sharing by rsadelle

Q experiences what it means when James says he and Alec share everything.

Flavors of Entanglement by Leloi

“You’re affected by being in a confined space with me. I’m sorry. This will be over soon.” The doors opened and Jim stepped out to make his way to his chair on the bridge.

Spock lingered in the lift for several seconds before stepping out. His focus was on the human captain awkwardly sitting in his chair. Sulu and another human lieutenant were focused on the captain. The only pheromones on the bridge were Jim’s. The other humans seemed to be oblivious to the scent.

the highway signs say we're close by BoldlyGoingNowhereFast

While on vacation in Iowa, Jim's car breaks down and strands Jim and Spock on the side of a deserted road. Jim is having trouble keeping his affection for Spock a secret, and this trip has tested his cracking resolve. This may just be the final straw.

Strings by usedupshiver
(Okey, not an oneshot but close enough,  so who cares)

”Oh, fuck me”, Tony groaned.

He'd spoken inside the helmet, and with the speakers dead along with the rest of the suit, his words shouldn't have been audible.

Loki's face still twisted into an amused smirk. ”That was not my plan, Stark, but I appreciate the offer.”

No One Else by ThereBeWhalesHere

“These people you bring to your bed cannot satisfy you. Not in the way you need-- deserve.”
Kirk scoffed, leaning up so his lips were a feather’s breadth from brushing Spock’s. “And you can? You’re a computer, Mister Spock. A tool.”

AKA where Spock gets jealous and decides to prove to his captain that sex with a Vulcan (who just so happens to be obsessed with you) is better than sex with anyone else.

We Are Young (I'll Carry You Home Tonight) [Harry Potter, Drarry, Nc-17]

We Are Young (I'll Carry You Home Tonight) by Femme (femmequixotic)

Harry and Draco have been falling into bed on and off again since the last election five years ago, much to the amusement--and financial gain--of their circle of friends. But when Harry agrees to work with Draco to put Kingsley Shacklebolt into the Minister's office, they can't work side-by-side again every day and sleep together; that would be courting disaster. Wouldn't it?

How can someone write so awesome political conversations as this has? Like seriously. Pure gold all that. I kinda didn't keep that much track of the politics while reading but how they spoke about them and how they had opinions and they fought about their opinions. Then the reasons behind everything and the different sides of things and wow. Just wow.

Okey. I am gonna admit that I didn't like the storytelling type. The whole written from someone's point of view thing. I have read so many bad fics with those that just seeing it makes me dislike the fic a lot. But I am super happy I read this even with my prejudices. I didn't change my opinion about the point of view but I liked this despite all that. (I also missed like a whole night sleep because of this, but so worth it).

The plot itself is pretty simple. These two idiots are in love and just fucking each other. The fic (that is oneshot, I almost didn't put the oneshot tag here because of almost 70 000 words) comes from four parts depending on where these two are in their relationship. It gets better and then it gets worse and then better and it's a roller coaster (like it says in the author's notes). But it was good rollercoaster where was a point and you liked it without crying.

I also liked Blaise a shit tonne of a lot. His swearing was maybe a little bit too much but it went to so much over that it was pretty amazing. His whole character was way over the top and that was everything I loved about him in here. I also liked the whole Hermione and Blaise thing. Somehow those two just kinda felt good there (also Ron and Pansy and all other pairings there were). Which is kinda weird but I like how this fic tried to reach perfectness on so many levels and succeed in that.

And maybe I had something else to say about this but I really can't remember right now. So hopefully this will even make you open this and consider reading. Totally worth it!

Ulysses [James Bond, 00Q]

Ulysses by girlbookwrm

“Paperwork for the new head of Q-Branch,” Tanner said.

“Of course.” The words were like glass in his throat. Smoke inhalation was a bitch. His brain felt slow and foggy, like it was full of smoke too. “Who shall I take them to?”

M lifted one white brow. “They’re for you, Quartermaster.”


Bond and Q are drawn together by names, work, and a certain Aston Martin. In which Q is kidnapped once, Bond is poisoned twice, and Eve is a badass on at least three occasions. AKA that time I tripped and wrote 80,000 words of 00Q.

All titles unapologetically stolen from Alfred, Lord Tennyson.

I still don't like slow build fics and, for some reason, I'm still reading slow build fics. Even I don't understand myself. Why I want to torture myself so much with stuff like this?

Okay. This is not 100% slow build fic. But mostly. There are parts where they literally dance around each other and then there is a shit ton of pining and being ignorant. Yup. But still is kinda slow build fic. That's all I am gonna say about that topic.

The fic itself is so many things. I started to read this with the idea that this is going to suck. But this wasn't bad. Like not bad at all. This was actually pretty good and there weren't even that many things I didn't like. The only major thing I didn't like was how people still have to include the movies plots there in the middle of the fic and use the lines and everything. The good thing about that was how the writer actually used the movie for their own good and altered something so those things could mean more in the fic itself. That was one of the best parts of the fic.

There were also small details that carried on through the fic. Like the car. Or more like the meaning of that old Aston Martin. Then Alec's and Bond's relationship was also good. It made sense even when it didn't really make that much sense. I just liked it.

What else?

I don't know. There were a lot of things I liked and made this totally worth it even when in the beginning I thought that this is going to suck and be super bad. This was a positive surprise this time around, thank god. So please. Spend a little bit time reading this and make the author feel loved afterwards. Thank you! ♥

Let Me Have You and I'll Let You Save Me [Harry Potter, Drarry, Nc-17]

Let Me Have You and I'll Let You Save Me by Frayach

Draco keeps coming back, and Harry keeps letting him. Draco can’t stay away, and Harry can’t live without him.

This feels like poetry but much longer and with a purpose. Okey. Poetry has a purpose but what I mean is plot kinda purpose. Yea. Kinda.

Okey. The point was that I really liked how this was written. I liked how there was no normal story telling, the plot just went forward with some facts and you didn't even notice that the plot was going forward and all the things you were learning about their lifes. And the style reminds of poetry. Yup.

I also would have liked to read more about them. Draco being a dark wizard who does dark magic, teaches it and prevs dark potions. All that darkness with Harry being the light. But Harry is not perfect lightness, he has his own dark side too and together they balance their own darkness and lightness. Neither of them was perfect nor were they super flawed. They just were normal people.

So I have literally nothing bad to say about this. Seriously. Nothing bad. Everything was good and awesome and I really liked. I liked every sentence and word and the way things were explained. Just everything. So please. Go and read this one and leave comments and kudos. Just make the author feel loved. Thank you. ♥

Nanny [James Bond, 00Q]

The Nanny by CMDAK

Originally working for a gaming company, Q ends up working as the nanny for Mister Bond's two children. But when the kids no longer need him and he finds a job in his field, Mister Bond isn't so keen to let go.

My first thought of this was literally what the actual fuck. How can Q go from being a coder to babysit Bond's kids? Seriously. How do you do that kinda career move? I still don't really understand it but it is pretty logical after you have read the beginning.

The only thing I was missing in the whole story was what kinda life they lived while Q was babysitting. There were some moments told and how those defined their life but I was missing more the day to day life. Everything besides that was pretty good. Yup. Even pretty logical after you get past the whole weird fic idea/plot .

To be honest I just have no idea what to say about this. Not because this was different or anything. I just for some unknown reason have nothing to say. Just remember that this was good and awesome and really fucking different. And also remember that Q will not work for MI6 in this, not in any way. You can hope and dream and then crash and burn but Q will still not work for MI6. Yup.

What I thought [Harry Potter, Drarry, Nc-17]

What I thought by bafflinghaze

Draco thought they were in a relationship. Harry thought it was just sex.

October 2015: Translated into Vietnamese here by kristenjy99.

Why the fuck I always read these super sad fics where these two knuckleheads are stupidly in love but can't talk about their feelings? And why the fuck I like these fics? Like seriously?

I don't even want to talk about what is so special in this fic because everyone knows why this is so good and perfect and these two idiots. I just fucking cant anymore. Just no.

But this is good and you should read it. Thats all I am gonna say. Thank you.

Yorktown [Star Trek, Spock/Kirk]

Yorktown by museaway

While they await final construction of the new Enterprise on Yorktown Station, Jim is forced to confront feelings he’s tried to forget for three years.

This far I have found two good Stark Trek fic that has something to do with their off time in Yorktown. This is the other one and, hopefully, at some point I will blog about the other one.

But the reason why I liked this was because these two talked. Maybe they didn't resolve anything that often and they had made some mistakes (if you can call those things mistakes) in the past. But in here there was some kinda dialogue going on with them. They didn't just suffer alone in the corner with their feelings the whole fic. Okey. Jim kinda did at some poin and in the ancient history but thats besides the point.

There were also lot of thinking about life and how things would be on the new Enterprise. Then some compairing the new one to the old. I liked that. I also liked how much feeling the ship had to them and how it was shown in there. It had been their home over the past years and they were sad to lose it. They were really human about it (even Spock in his own ways). And those were the things I really liked.

There were a tonne of other things I also liked. But those two are the main things I wanted to share and I want you to find the rest of them by yourself. So go and read this, please. Thank you.

Timeshare [Harry Potter, Drarry, Nc-17]

Timeshare by astolat

“It’s not for long,” Hermione said. “By the time we get back to Hogwarts, the Unfettering Brew will be ready.”

“Listen to you!” Ron said. “He’s got to get through a month with the Dursleys and a month at Malfoy Manor. With Draco Malfoy.”

“Yeah, thanks,” Harry said, because he hadn’t just spent the last week contemplating just how much more horrible his summer holidays were about to be than they’d ever been before.

I was so sure I had blogged about this that I didn't almost double check to be sure. Thank god I did because I have not blogged about this, surprise, surprise. And now that kinda leaves me with a problem. What to say about this?

Okey. First of all, I have read this about three times now and every time this amazes me how good this is and how much I like this. I know the plot and I know how it all ends etc etc but still I can reread this dozen of times.

The second thing is how the plot is all said in the summary. That's it. That's the whole plot. These two just make it work and they chemistry just makes it better. So that's all about that subject here.

But. The thing I want to talk about is my favourite parts here. First of those is Draco, how he starts to understand Harry's past and sees what kinda childhood Harry had. The same goes with Harry and Draco's childhood. Yea. Then that gets to the point how all that understanding and being there for each other just makes them closer.

After that comes the part where the writer leaves so much stuff out of the story telling. They tell you that something happens but we don't talk about it so it's not mentioned until they kinda talk about it. Like only stuff that they talk about and are actually telling each other and being adults about are mentioned in the fic. Everything that is not important is in the background. There could probably be the shit tonne of stuff about how they avoided Dursleys and what it was like to live with them. Also, they probably did also something else than flew or fixed the tower. Yea. But it's not important to the plot, so it's not mentioned. I really liked how everything was prioritised. Yup.

About Hermione and Ron. I never really know how to feel about them in these kinda fics. Never really thought about why they react the way they are reacting or even going any deeper with those two. I just don't understand them and sometimes I feel like the writer doesn't know how to make them be part of the story while being themselves and still being understanding. Or something. I don't know and here the same question stays. Maybe I should find a fic where Hermione and Ron wouldn't be such a big question mark for me so I could get deeper into that (rereading HP series didn't help either so help me).

So anyways. I am stuck with HP fics again. Hopefully, I can keep finding fics I have not written about (hopefully I can find new HP fics altogether, fingers crossed). Remember to leave kudos and comments for the writer and share other good HP fics in the comments. Thank you! ♥

Asexual Month 2.0 [Teen Wolf, Sherlock, Supernatural]

I had to do the whole month with only fics about asexual people again. I just had to. There are not so many of these fics and that's really sad. So I at least tried to find as many fics as possible for this month. Which is why I am again finishing this month with a list of good fics.

Go and read them! Also, make the author feel loved ♥ Thank you.

Domestic Bliss and Other Nonsense by moonstalker24
[Stiles/Peter, Teen Wolf]

"So, I think we should get married."

Peter chokes, fumbles for a second, then manages to set his mug of tea down on the coffee table. He turns to look at Stiles, who is sprawled over the end of the couch, flipping through an old book.

"What?" Peter asks.

Stiles turns bright amber eyes on the stunned werewolf. "We should get married."

“Why?”

“So all the books can be in one place.”

Intimacy  by theaeblackthorn
[Sterek, Teen Wolf]

Sex is there. Sex is a thing. Sex happens. It's just not something Derek's very interested in.

Derek likes intimacy. Derek likes being possessive. Derek likes moments like this.

Doesn't Add Up by Goldenpetal13
[Sterek, Teen Wolf]

The first time Derek notices, is when he's hiding in Stiles' room, hiding from the law that happens to be Stiles' dad, something doesn't smell right, or more accurately something is missing from the smell of a teenage boy's room.

He doesn't say anything, just lets it go, but it sits there idly in the back of his mind.

After that he starts to take more notice, not only of the boy, but how the boy is slightly different, slightly not what he's expecting, and that smell is still missing.

How Renting Led to Dating by Akira_of_the_Twilight
[Stiles/Peter/Chris]

Chris had been eating his lunch as he went over the finance books to make sure they were balanced for the month and that he’d be able pay his personal bills when realization dawned on him.

He was dating Stiles Stilinski and Peter Hale.

Chris stopped scrawling in his books and gaped as his brain turned over this realization.

He had been dating Stiles Stilinski and Peter Hale for months now and he hadn’t noticed.

Surprisingly Simple by heeroluva
[JohnLock]

In which John is asexual, and Sherlock never asks.

Compromises Lead to the Best Experiments by SailorChibi
[JohnLock]

Helping John get off doesn't do anything for Sherlock, but he's realized it's a necessary part of their relationship - and, as a bonus, John is fantastically pliant and cuddly afterwards. He's got handjobs down to a science (literally) until John suggests that maybe they should try going a little slower. It's not as boring as it sounds.

Or, the one in which Sherlock is asexual, still dominates in bed, and decides to turn John's orgasms into an experiment.

Wait by Bookkbaby
[Destiel]

"I promised not to push, and I’m not gonna. We’ll wait until you’re ready, ok? No pressure."

"What if I’m never ready?"

How many slams in an old screen door? by dandelioness
[Destiel]

In which Castiel is a theatre major terrible at first impressions; Dean is a set designer who likes Cas anyway; and the most chaotic production of Les Miserables in history somehow manages to go off without a hitch. Or, just as you should never give a moose a muffin (because he'll want some jam to go with it), you should never give a blank check to a university theatre department. (Please read the notes)

Get it Wrong, Get it Right by discreetmath
[Destiel]

Dean’s been mixed up over his feelings for a long time, but it never occurs to him that Cas might be mixed up, too.

 Then I found this awesome series that gets updated over valentines. Or looks like it at least. These are about aro people and their lifes and how they get by. So please go check it out also. Contains different fandoms and pairings.

aro-ace Valentine fics by SailorChibi

Every year for Valentine's Day I write fic involving aromantic characters.

Sanctuary [James Bond, 00Q, asexual month]

Sanctuary by SailorChibi

Ever since Bond’s return from leaving with Swann, he seems to have set his sights on Q. Not even being flat out told about Q’s sexuality has served to deter him.

Bond wants Q. But not for the reasons that Q or the rest of MI6 think.

Ace month also needs a little mention about aromantic. And this is part of that. Side note, this is also part of aro fic series but something about that later this month.

But aromance is a real thing and Q is that. It is kinda good here how Q has been insecure at some point has found his way in the world over the years. Makes him more human.

James, on the other hand, is kinda mystery in here. What he really wants and why he keeps doing thins. But he is so good and well written in that so it's just so gooood. These two are good in their weird ass friendship. It is weird but it fits them and their personalities and how they work. It is just good.

And I wouldn't mind reading more fics like this. Seriously. I really, really liked this. So go and read this, also make the author feel loved via comments and kudos. Thank you. ♥

 (Have to also add how the program I am using for checking my grammar mistakes doesn't know the word aromance, please fixs that.)

Waiting For That Final Moment [Supernatural, Destiel, Asexual month]

Waiting For That Final Moment by almaasi

Winchester Wheels roller rink is all prettied up for an epic 80s-themed wedding. In a few minutes, Dean and Lisa will be pronounced man and wife. But, on a day his life is meant to feel full and complete, Dean's heart is breaking, as his best friend Castiel is a no-show. Unbeknownst to Dean, Castiel is pacing outside, just waiting for the right moment to burst in and yell, "I OBJECT!"

I kinda didn't want to blog about this while the asexual month is going on. At the same, I also felt like there is no better time to blog about this than this month. So I don't really know.

The thing is that no one is making a big deal about Cas being an ace. No one. He just is and it floats there somewhere. Everybody knows it and it is enough for everyone. And that is the reason why I want to blog about this. You don't have to make a big deal about someone's sexuality (or in this case, lack of it) if they don't want you to do it.

These things can just float there and, only the person that it affects gets to have a say in it and decide how to deal with it. Yup. Everyone can just shut they pie hole and be fucking happy. You are welcome.

3 Times the Clan Was Happy to Have the Daylighter (And One Time He Was Happy To Have the Clan) [Mortal Instruments, Raphael/Simon, Asexual month]

3 Times the Clan Was Happy to Have the Daylighter (And One Time He Was Happy To Have the Clan) by diosraphael (forfitzsimmons)

Simon has moved into the DuMort and makes everyone's day better. So, who will help him when he's the one that needs cheering up?

I don't like Simon that much. I just don't. But I do like Raphael. Even if he is this brooding silent guy, I still like him. That he is ace is just a bonus because we need more ace characters to tv shows and movies and everywhere.

But this fic. I like how Simon finds home there with the vampires. I like how everyone is there for him and how they are just a big family. They even welcome werewolves and shadow hunters there to be for Simon. And I like that. Their little community living in an old hotel. It feels so homie and a good place to be for them.

Yea. I liked this. I liked Simon in this (which is weird). Yup. And Raphael is awesome. Don't forget it.

Cutie and the Boxer [One Direction, Larry, Nc-17, Asexual month]

Cutie and the Boxer by anomalation

Harry's a flower child recluse and Louis punches people for money on weekends. Or, the one where Harry's asexual and Louis loves him.

I have read this ages ago and I have no idea why I didn't blog about this back then. But I am kinda happy now that I haven't blogged about this before because now I really have a better reason to do that.

The only problem is that I kinda don't know what to say about this. I pretty much liked everything about this. Harry being so innocent and flowery (I really can't find a better word to describe him) and Louis just trying to survive. They don't really make that much sense if you really think about it. But somehow it still kinda makes sense. In some twisted, weird way.

The whole fic doesn't kinda make sense but it just makes it that much better to me. Weird. Kinda. Yea. But it just makes the fic more unique and better. And just keeps you addicted to the story. Something like at least. I dont know.

This is weird and different and I liked it for those reasons. And somehow it makes sense it the end. Or does it? I dont know. I liked it and thats it. Its here now. Go and read it, please. Thank you.

Explanations And Cuddles [Spiderman, Deadpool, Spideypool, Ace month]

Explanations And Cuddles by DarkMoonMaiden

It was something that Peter wasn't even comfortable thinking about, much less talking to Wade about. But he knew that the topic was going to come up eventually.

I really don't understand why people don't understand asexuality. (I also don't understand them for not understanding other sexualities but that's beside the point now).

So I really like Tony in this. He actually understands and is there for Peter and helps him to feel good about himself. Everything in that is awesome and good and perfect. I also give a shit tonne of kudos to Deadpool to actually being there for Peter and understanding what ace is and what it means. Deadpool is awesome how he can actually understand stuff like that when people don't really expect him to be that understanding.

There is also a sequel to this. Confusion and Understanding which is also pretty good. So yea. Knock yourself out.

There's a hole in my soul (can you fill it?) [Avengers, Clint/Natasha, Asexual Month]

There's a hole in my soul (can you fill it?) by viverella

Clint is asexual but not aromantic. Natasha starts hanging out with him for the break from sexual attention and ends up falling in love with him.

OR: the one where they share space and go on dates and literally everyone realizes that they're probably dating before Natasha does.

I have no idea why I don't read more Clint/Natasha fics. I like the pairing, I like it way more than Natasha/Bruce or some other. Then why I don't read more Natasha/Clint fics? I don't know but I have to change that. I really have to. I just like these two.

I also really liked Clint int his one. How he was just so fluent in everything and just went everywhere without so much caring. Of course, he cared but he didn't let it affect him and just let some things go. I really liked that. Also how he was there for Natasha from the beginning and without prejudice. Clint is just such a good guy.

Another awesome part was how the Avengers plot was going on in the background but the fic didn't concentrate to that so much. The fic had its own focus points and the other plot was just there on the background. The whole thing was just so beautifully done that I can't but admire it. Yup.

This was just so good and I just really, really, really liked it. And maybe I want to read it again. Ha. So please. Read, comment and leave kudos. Thank you. ♥

For Science [Supernatural, Destiel, Nc-17, Asexual Month]

For Science by shiphitsthefan

“Think of it like an experiment," says Dean. "You’re testing a hypothesis as to whether or not a desirable response can be achieved through the stimulation of the anus via the application of a willing volunteer’s muscular hydrostat.”

Cas raises an eyebrow. “Are you actually trying to use the scientific method to talk me into letting you lick my asshole?”

Yea. They have sex and Cas is not literally asexual. But the thing is, demisexual is still under the whole grey ace category. And we have to acknowledge all the different sexualities under that title too. It won't be fair otherwise.

But anyways. Back to the point. I really liked how Castiel had all the questions about himself even when some of the things were pretty clear to him. I also liked Dean how he was just so understanding and understood what being an ace means. We need more people like Dean.

The Chronicles of Dean's Bisexuality [Supernatural, Destiel, Dean/Others, Nc-17, Asexual Month]

The Chronicles of Dean's Bisexuality by mnwood

An exploration of what Supernatural would've been like if Dean Winchester was canonically bisexual from the beginning.

ASEXUAL MONTH PART 2 ! YAY !

I wanted to do the whole asexual month again. Not just because I came across so many amazing fics with ace characters but because I wanted to make the pop out more. I wanted them to a bigger thing on my blog than just some original post with a shit ton of my ranting.

The reason why I am starting this month with this fic is because there are so many sides to things. There are so many sexual orientations and how people deal with sexualisation and sex. How there are good and bad things. The only thing I don't agree with this fic is that I think Dean is more like pansexual than bi. He just has this vibe that he goes wherever his libido takes him and it feels more fluid than just being bi. But everyone identifies differently and sees things differently so we can't really fight about this. This is just my own opinion.

Otherwise, this fic goes the whole Supernatural from the start (or a bit before the start even) to the season 10. About at least. So pretty much the whole Supernatural with just Dean being bi and him and Cas getting together at some point. Okey. Maybe some things are a little bit more different than that, but the point is just how Dean's bisexuality could change the plot.

But the thing I liked the most was how everything affected everything. Dean changed after hell. Sam changed. Castiel grows as a person. Everything just changed a little bit at the time and some things affected the characters in a good way or in a bad way. Maybe most of the things were a bad way but that's just Supernatural to you.

This is also way too long to read in one sitting. And I want to go back to those oneshots that have less than 10 000 words. I really miss those.

So anyways. Read, comment and leave kudos. Thank you.

Lead By Your Beating Heart [Supernatural, Destiel, Nc-17]

Lead By Your Beating Heart by FollowingButterflies

After a night of celebrating (heavy drinking) with his brother surgical intern Dean Winchester discovers that his resident, talented Cardio surgeon Castiel Novak, is...well a huge douche bag...kind of hot but still a huge douche bag. A douche bag that he's stuck with for the rest of the year, that's if he survives the year without Castiel killing him and making it look like an accident. So why is it that an easy friendship forms between the two men that swiftly becomes something Dean never expected to find when he moved to Chicago.

In the beginning, I got all this Grey's Anatomy vibes from this. But thank god that wasn't true. Wouldn't have liked to read that mashup. Seriously. There is nothing wrong with the mashup idea but I just can't read anything that has Grey's Anatomy's plot in it. I have watched all the episodes way too many times and I almost know it by heart, so it would kinda be a little bit too boring for me. So yea. No Grey's Anatomy mashups for me.

But the fic itself was good. I liked the characters and how they fit into this world (I even liked John as a trauma surgeon). Even Michael fit as Deans ex and all that. Just good.

Even the whole world. How it felt accurate and right. All the background info the writer was able to put there and it even seemed legit like all the time. I really don't know anything about medicine or how hospitals work but it still felt good and all the effort was shown there. Yup.

The only downside were all the typos. There was a lot of typos in there, some letters missing, sometimes wrong letters in wrong places, words that made zero sense etc. The whole thing was so well written and the plot was amazing. Just the typos. Okey. I was able to get past all that because everything else was just so amazing and perfect.

Even the ending. I really liked it for multiply reasons. One of them was how they got the fresh start and how all the stigma from their relationship was not a problem anymore. It was just good. Really good.

So yea. Read it. Totally worth it. Thank you.

A Different Kind of Falling [Supernatural, Destiel, Nc-17]

A Different Kind of Falling by Lyrial

“I will do it then,” Castiel said with confidence that he did not truly possess. “I will pretend to be a hunter and gain the trust of Dean Winchester so that we may locate Michael’s grace and restore him. I might not be as familiar with humanity as Balthazar is, but I am still a master tactician. I am certain that deceiving a few humans will be well within my capabilities.”

As the humans would say, famous last words.

(Dean is the fallen archangel Michael. Castiel is sent on a mission to restore him to his angelic self. Things get complicated, however, when Castiel finds himself falling for Dean.)

I have kinda got addicted to fics where Dean is angel. All those different reasons and different outcomes. Even the Dean is Michael thing is interesting how it could take dosens of different turns and you are left question what turn it will take.

I don't know about anything in this fic. I just don't know. But I like everything it (okey, almost everything). And I wouldn't mind reading more like this. Okey. Im so reading more Dean is angel fics but I wouldn't mind more fics where Dean is actual Michael and not just Michael's vessel.

So I'll keep reading these and sharing the best with you. Yup. Go and make the author feel loved! Thank you. ♥

(Maybe that life wouldn't be such a bad thing, right?)

The Moon wants to shine but the Sun is too bright [Mortal Instruments, Malec, Nc-17]

The Moon wants to shine but the Sun is too bright by Realitysucks

''I don't like it'', said Magnus.

Alec looked at him with perplexity.

"You don't like what ?''

''I don't like it when people are touching my things !'' he answered angrily.

Alec frowned, did someone touch Chairman Meow ? He didn't notice the possessive glare of Magnus focused on him.

Could people please stop writing these monster fics and actually try to write a book and get some money out of it? Like seriously. If you can write something good and long as this thing, you can totally write a book and get some money out of it. Okey. This needs some editing and some grammar mistakes and typos out of there but still. People should try that more often.

Anyways. This fic was a huge clusterfuck to the characters. How the life fucks them over and how they just somehow have to figure things out for themselves. This also shows how people can just survive when they really want to. Sometimes they just need a little push to do it. Okey. Here the push isn't so little or nice. It's pretty fucking hard and could almost kill.

But anyways. The plot.

Robert hates Alecs' gayness. Shit happens. Alec and Magnus fall in love. Some more shit happens. Alec meets the bottom of his life. Magnus is still there and they are still in love. Somewhere there shit is also happening. Then there is some growing and finding yourself. Maybe something to do with the shit that's happening in the background. Do I have to tell you what all that shit is or can I trust that you will waste a shit tonne of time out of your life actually reading this? For the record, it's totally worth it.

But the thing here is that the whole growing part. How Alec grows and how everyone else grows along the way because they have. They have to grow and not be so spoiled anymore. Maybe the story doesn't concentrate to anyone else maturing as much as Alec but Alec is getting some balls in here and he is actually understanding what life is all about.

And Magnus is pretty good boyfriend there too. At some point forward. So is Alec, from some point forward. But the beginning isn't as easy as you would think it to be. It doesn't feel so bad as it actually is and in the end, you will just understand how shit things actually were.

Maybe I have been vague enough here. Yup. Cuz I don't wanna spoil this or tell you all the plot twist beforehand. So please. Go and read this. Enjoy the monster and be happy. Yup. Thank you.

Max Two 'Verse [Mortal Instruments, Malec, series]

Max Two 'Verse by heartsdesire456

Alternate canon telling of Magnus and Alec's story. Set in the TV 'verse but without any of the main story of the books or TV show. There is no Valentine Circle Uprising Thing going on. It's pretty much just an alternative version of how Alec and Magnus and their child(ren) become the Lightwood-Bane family.

First of all, I really liked the idea of Alec saving a warlock kid and raising him. Just perfect. I even liked it when it was super hard for him to raise the kid alone and needed a warlock's help with the kid's magic. I also super liked how these two got together from there. I just loved it. The idea is just so wonderful.

The rest of this stuff? It's still awesome. How deep the writer went with everything and how they just understood stuff. There is just much time and effort that has been put into this series that you can't but praise it for everything. Seriously.

There is deep in the characters (even the kids, no, especially the kids). There is reasoning with stuff and some things keep going through the fics. Like the whole if they are gonna raise Rafael as shadowhunter or not and how they are gonna tell Max he is immortal. Those come up in one fic then in the next or maybe the one after that stuff happens and it comes up again and then in some fic they do something about it. Yea. The whole plot goes there with the series even when these are just oneshots from the bigger story.

So. Just go and read this? Please. And leave kudos and comments. Thank you.

The Angel in Blue [Mortal Instruments, Malec, Nc-17]

The Angel in Blue by Hobbit69

Homicide detective, Alec Lightwood has seen and heard it all in his eight years with the NYPD. but he never expected billionaire playboy, Magnus Bane. Magnus is a suspect in a string of prostitute homicides and Alec must walk a fine line between procedure and the overwhelming desire he feels for his prime suspect.

I got a lot of Eve Dallas series vibes from this. Like a shit tonne of a lot. Like Alec could be Dallas and Magnus being Roarke. They were just like their counterparts. Seriously. Alec was such a cop who doesn't really care how he looks like and Magnus being this well dressed super rich billionaire. On top of that, Magnus being a suspect in Alec's murder case and that being the reason why they met.

Seriously. If you like this, consider reading the In Death book series by J.D. Robb. Try it. I dare you.

Back to the point. This was actually pretty well-written murder investigation that didn't spoil the murderer by accident. They even had a huge plot twist right near the ending when they were ready to catch the killer. Seriously. Just perfect. Maybe I should actually start to read crime novels more. Maybe.

On the other hand, I like how these two just work together. Maybe it was rushed, but they understood how rushed it was and still wanted to keep going and be together. And nothing happened without any set backs. Just good. The whole fic was pure gold.

I just can't anymore. No idea how I could keep saying how good this is and not just be fangirling all over it. Just yea. So please. Read, comment and leave kudos. Thank you.

(Also. I think I just realised how sexist the whole fangirling verb is. Seriously.)

What I Do For Rent Money [Death Note, Mello/Matt, Nc-17]

What I Do For Rent Money by CheshireCity

Matt just wants to get through college and be done with it. He's young and he's near as broke and paying the rent is hard enough. He WOULD kick his roommate out but he simply can't afford it. Of course, his roommate would be a lot easier to live with if he would just stop bringing dead bodies into their dorm.

What the actual fuck. Seriously. What the fuck did I just read. Seriously. What the actual fuck.

Random Fandom Week 6 [Mortal Instruments]

Fuck this.

Okey. I have blogged about Mortal Instruments fics, I have even put some Malec fics into those PWP oneshot megaposts that I do sometimes. But I still, really, really wanted to the whole random fandom week where I list couple awesome fics about a new fandom. So what if the fandom isn't that new? So what if I have kinda already blogged about the fandom? So fucking what.

I wanna do this and I am doing it. No one can say I can't do this.

The thing with Mortal Instrumetns and me is that I have read the first book. I also have read the first 20 pages from the second book (or something). I have seen the movie and I also spent one weekend building a Star Wars puzzle and at the same time watched the tv show. So I kinda like the whole world (I don't like the tv show that much, no idea why and I also don't like the books that much, but I am planning on finnishing them so there is that).

And Malec. To be honest, I liked the whole Clary/Jace thing more when watching the movie. I didn't even pay that much attention to Malec in the book either. But I liked Magnus in there, he was my favorite in the movie and in the book. But it was not until the tv show that I really started shipping Malec. They are just so perfect and awesome. I like them and thats it.

So here we go. 5 + 1 Mortal Instruments and Malec fics. Awesome. You are welcome and have fun reading these. Thank you.

give it a go by rocketshiptospace

“You know what, Alexander,” Magnus says, studying their menu like he doesn’t already know it by heart, “You should really consider selling hotdogs.”

Alec sends him a confused look. “What, why? Aren’t my burgers good enough for you?”

Magnus looks up, “No, no, they are, it’s just,” he grins mischievously, “You really make my wiener stand.”

or, Alec works in a food truck. Magnus knows an awful lot of food related pick-up lines.

This. I picked this only because I can't really write a whole post about this fic. I like this but I have nothing to say about this. This is just so good and summery fic. And its not a bad thing that I have nothing to say, its just how things are sometimes.

Something Changed by arandomfan91

AU in which the Clave accepts gay marriage and Alec is out and proud and completely comfortable with who he is. He's 18 now and the head of the Institute of NYC, a job that requires all of his time and attention. Just because he's out and happy with who he is doesn't mean he has time for love. But sometimes love sneaks up on you when you least expect it.

For some reason I have nothing to say about this. I almost don't even remember the fic.. But this was good so there is that. Yea... Ugh. Whatever.

Marry Him Next Time by mininoot

Isabelle is throwing Alec a bachelor party on the night before he's supposed to marry Lydia Branwell, and he would like to be literally anywhere else. His feet lead him to Magnus's apartment, and now Alec's shirtless, pinned to a wall, and totally, completely sure he's not getting married in the morning.

The whole thing Alec marrying Lydia was weird. It kinda made sense in some way but I really didn't get it that much. I didn't even understand how Alec got so far away from his siblings so fast and the whole plot till the wedding was kinda weird. The wedding scene was also super weird (doesn't mean I didn't like it). But this. This is good and how things could have went. Yup. Okey. Only thing is why Alec had to be such a drama queen about it but whatever.

Possibilities by heartsdesire456

When Maryse gets the idea to set Alec up with another gay Shadowhunter to lessen the shame, Magnus goes through an array of reactions to the whole idea.

Magnus is always the more confident compared to Alec. He knows himself and he trusts Alec a lot. Maybe it has something to do with being hundreds of years old. But here he trusts Alec and wants everything best for him, even one more friend and better life. He wants Alec to have everything. Yea. Kinda sad when you think about it, but the ending is happy and everyone is happy so whatever.

Messy Lairs by kuro1neko2kun

Magnus may have a little problem controlling himself when he and Alec are getting it on. People are starting to notice how messy his apartment has gotten.

The crack part of this week. Just fun and smexy (maybe). I don't even know why I liked this so much, maybe because that whole losing control thing fits to Magnus so well. Or maybe because how the others react to it. Or maybe this fic is just amazing.

And the +1 is little bit different compared to other fics.

Masters of War by Lecrit

Alec and Magnus hate each other. They know it. Their families know it. Their friends know it. Alec and Magnus hate each other. Or do they?

In Malec fics, its always certain that they have super good chemistry and they just like each other from the minute they meet. So here they don't really like each other, they can't stand each other. So this can so be the +1 and fit to the week perfectly.

Blowout [Death Note, Mello/Matt, Nc-17]

Blowout by Gyakugire

“If you think for a second that I’m going to let you walk out of my shop with that” a pointed look was given to the hair on his head, “then you’re dead fucking wrong.”

“Sit,” Mello repeats again, and this time, Matt’s laughing, running a hand through that shit fucking mess of hair.

“No, like, really, you don’t have to—“

“Trust me, Matt, it’s not for your sake.”

Au, where Mello is hairdresser and Matt is a tattoo artist. What else I need to say? Okey. I don't have to say anything else. Yup. Awesome.

In A Mirror, Darkly [Supernatural, Destiel, Nc-17]

In A Mirror, Darkly by anyrei & mugglerock

“Do you trust me, Dean?”

“You know I do,” Dean answered, his voice carrying resignation and sadness. He knew Cas was right. This was the only way if he wanted to help save his brother. He had to do it, even though everything in him wanted to fight it. But he trusted Cas with his life. And now he was going to show him just how deep that trust ran.

Dean fell to his knees in front of the angel, bowing his head forward as he was fitted with the extraordinarily heavy collar. Castiel’s fingers caressed his skin when he closed the clasp of the sign of slavery; the symbol that gave Dean’s life over to the angel’s mercy. Dean suppressed the urge to close his eyes.

~

We know good people go to Heaven and bad people go to Hell, but where do the medium people go? Welcome to Limbo, a fourth plane of existence, ruled by angels and built upon the servitude of the humans enslaved to them.

While on a routine salt n’ burn, the Winchester boys encounter a garrison of angels. Sam ends up being taken to Limbo; leaving it up to his brother, Dean, and the angel, Castiel to infiltrate the plane in order to rescue him.

In my head I am calling this a monster fic. For a couple of reasons. But mostly just because this is almost 200 000 words long and that has been put just into 20 chapters. Yea. Thats the bigest reason. The second reason is how this is about monsters and how they are living in the afterlife (okey, this is something I really don't get in the Supernatural, like people die and they become demons or go to heaven or something else, then they die again and go to Purgatory but they still can die there, so where do they do go from there? To heaven? Hell? Back to Earth? Back to Purgatory? Seriously. This has been bugging me awhile now).

So this one is possibly place for people to go after they die. And then there are angels just being cruel fuckers like the people from the time when they enslaved other people. Those angels are somehow different just so they wouldn't get out of there but then again some other angles would love to move to this place. Yea. And the humans think that after they have been there long enough they will end up to heaven. Thats the Limbo in the nutshell.

The plot on the other hand is 90% pining. Dean being sad fucker because he thinks Cas doesn't really love him. Then Cas does the same. Then they make up and talk a little bit but after a while they are back to the pining thing. Plus all that fucking all the time. Seriously guys.

The rest of the plot is dark and twisted. There are politics, revolution, abuse, slavery, fighting pits, brainwashing, conditioning and so on. There is everything that fits under the label dark. And then some more. And all that just because they are trying to find Sam which is not as easy as they thought it would be. Everything just gets back to Sam missing and how they are there just to save Sam. Which is actually good point, other vice I think I would have forgotten Sam completly. The all back and forward drama and all the issues these two have. So reminders of Sam come handy.

What else? No idea. Just maybe this is worth it. I am not sure at the moment. I kinda don't want to finish this (four or something chapters left) but at the same time I really can't leave this unfinished. Because Sam and I want to know how they go on their lives after Limbo. Probably I also want to know how there can be that happy ending (and how happy that is gonna be). But still, this is not bad, this is not shitty, this is not crappy. This is very well written, no grammar mistakes (at least I haven't found), no typo errors, no stupid plot holes, no stupid mistakes with stupid shit. This is good. And dark. So maybe this is worht it. I am leaving you to decide that. Yup.

Bratishka: Little Brother [Supernatural, Destiel, Nc-17]

Bratishka: Little Brother by Valinde (Valyria)

Dean thinks he knows pretty much everything there is to know about his best friend Castiel Novak - he's a smart, gorgeous DA who probably lets Dean get away with more than he should to see the bad guy locked up - but it turns out Cas is hiding some dark family secrets.

Cop Dean/Lawyer Cas AU.

I didn't plan to write about this fic. Not because I didn't like this. More like I have nothing to say about this. Everything is pretty good and everything just works (even the cat thats name is Assbutt, seriously). So nothing bad.

The thing I really liked was the whole mafia family. I would like to read more about Cas' family that is Russian mafia (or Italian, that could work too). Then all that Michael ja Lucifer shit there going on. Yup. Write that and I will read it. In the mean time we can enjoy this awesome mafia piece.

Btw. There is some violence, death and torturing. Yea. Suppose to warn about that. Maybe. I don't, don't really care either so yea.

to wage this war (against your faith in me) [Teen Wolf, Sterek]

to wage this war (against your faith in me) by stormfirej

Finally, Lydia breaks the tension. “Okay, I’ll bite. What is going on?”

Derek starts, as if he had forgotten there were people in the room. He looks up at them and furrows his eyebrows. “My instincts are flaring,” Derek eventually says, and Isaac counts it a pack win, because Derek didn’t say this so much so as admit it. They were climbing up the trust ranks, finally. “I think something is wrong with the pack, but I don’t know what.”

“Everyone is here,” Erica raises an eyebrow at him, and it is right. Lydia and Allison were here, and all the wolves. “There is no one in immediate danger.”

“One person isn’t,” Jackson raises his head from where he had been shooting daggers at the brick wall. “Stilinski isn’t here.” Everyone raises their head at that- the fact that Jackson was the one to realise that Stiles wasn’t around, and the fact that Stiles had never missed a pack meeting before. He was usually the enthusiastic camp leader when it came down to it too.

Derek’s heart skips a beat.

I kinda like the idea that Stiles is the underdog or the guy everyone always forgets. I kinda like the idea even when there is just one guy who remembers that Stiles exist. I like the idea even more when Stiles really finds himself and gets to shine at the end of the story. I also like sad, depressed Stiles. Stiles is just this super versatile character that can be almost anything without being out of character and that is one of the reasons why I like reading Teen Wolf fanfiction.

Here Stiles is that super sad ball of crying depression. He can't get out of bed, he can't find reason to get out of bed. Everything is just still and he has no reason. And everything in that is super logical when you think Teen Wolf. Everything could be like that in Teen Wolf.

And then comes Derek who is just a little bit lost as an alpha and doens't understand things. But he still has this reason to go and help Stiles and, in the mean time, he helps himself a little bit. I like that. I also like how Derek staid in character through all that. Like how he tried to be good and do the things right. Yea.

So there wasn't really anything I did not like in this story. At least I can't remember anything right now. So please. Read it. And comment and leave kudos and make the author feel loved. Thank you.

Curiosity Killed The... [Supernatural, Destiel, Nc-17]

Curiosity Killed The... by viviansface

Dean is definitely not the clumsiest person on Earth, but accidents do happen. It's just unfortunate that the creepy cat statue he managed to knock over carried a curse, and now he's stuck as a half-human, half-cat. And it will only get worse.

Why haven't I come across more fics like this before? Like seriously. Supernatural fandom needs stuff like this more. Way, way more.

But to be honest, I liked how these two actually had the relationship already. They had something that was not perfect, they fought and felt insecure. They had had to work for their relationship and for their closeness. It wasn't everything just rainbows and clouds. It was real life and real problems.

Maybe all that wasn't that well shown in the fic but how Dean thought about it and made it all seem. Or was it Cas? Well, whatever. The point is that all those small details made this just so much better.

But in reality, I have no idea where suddenly Kevin came from. One minute there are three guys in the bunker but then suddenly Kevin is also there. Like what. Where did he come from? Okey, in the plots point of view, Kevin is pretty important and the fic wouldn't have worked without him. But still! He bugs me.

Still. Deans' cuteness saves everything. All said about that.

Love Runs Wild [Teen Wolf, Sterek, Nc-17]

Love Runs Wild by DevilDoll

"You've got a hickey on the back of your neck!" A Neckz 'n Throats story.

I probably have mentioned this fic somewhere. Probably. I'm just not that sure about that right now which is why I am kinda saving this fic here as a post. Yup.

This is one of those fics that I have lost at some point and then some time later wanted to read it again. So the time I have spent to find this is a long time. Seriously. So live with me and my fic saving style.

A Warrior's Rest [Supernatural, Destiel, Nc-17]

A Warrior's Rest by snarkymonkey

Castiel, an outcast fairy, has lived most of his life in the guise of a human in a sleepy Northwestern town in the state of Oregon. It's quiet. People move there to retire and forget the world. And it's small so newcomers are a thing of note. So when a man not near retirement age moves in, green-eyed and handsome, Castiel pays attention. But his cabin is set up in the midst of the woods the locals avoid. Where the entrance to his people's lands rests. The thickset trees are teeming with the supernatural. So how is it this man hasn't run screaming from the woods? And why does his home feel so strange to Castiel's fairy senses?

But, more importantly, does he even care for those answers when the man grins so warmly?

 I really like the idea that somewhere out there is a town where all the peaceful supernatural beings can go and just live their life. I really like that. Its so peaceful and gives a lot of hope.

I also liked Castiel as a fairy. He was kinda super cute but at the same time he had this... not childless but something along the lines charm that was just awesome. Dean on the other hand.. I would love to read the whole fic from Deans' point of view. Like how dark he really is and how much he is actually hurting.

At some point I also missed Sam and how Sam would have come there and pulled Dean out of his misery by saying and doing something amazing. But this was still pretty awesome without Sam in it. All that cuteness and fairy Cas. You gotta enjoy fairy Cas, seriously. The dude is perfect as a fairy.

If You Asked Me If I Love Him (I'd Lie) [One Direction, Larry, Nc-17]

If You Asked Me If I Love Him (I'd Lie) by allyasavedtheday

So Harry and Louis might have fucked up.

The day of their wedding was the single most perfect moment of Louis’ life and every single day since where he’s been able to call Harry his husband has been nothing short of bliss. There’s just one teeny, tiny problem…

Their families don’t know they’re married.

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Or the one where Harry and Louis eloped but neglected to mention it to anyone. Meanwhile Lottie is getting married and the only way for them to not steal her thunder is by pretending they're just friends for the weekend. Featuring Harry and Louis as terrible liars who don't know the meaning of the word platonic and some Tomlinsons and Styles's who definitely don't believe them.

I spent three days to find this. Three fucking days. All the info I had was how Louis and Harry had gotten married a while ago but hadn't told anyone about that and then the others' sister is getting married so they have to lie to their mums. Yea. All that.

That also sums up the whole story. All you have to add is how everyone is trying pair these two idiots together and how they are lying and sneaking around like teenagers. Also, it was Lottie's' wedding.

Okey. But the reason, why I am blogging about this, is all those sideline comments. How Harry is buttering Jay up because he deflowered her son and took his marriage virginity. How Louis is sneaking out from his husbands' childhood home feeling like the neighbours are watching him and making him feel like he is coming from a one night stand. Yea. There were more of those. But those are the ones I liked the best.

The other reason is that I really want to find this later, like when I want to read this again. Yea. I re-read stuff when I can't find anything new and good. But yea. Just read it. And enjoy it. Thank you.

First Gentleman Wanted [Supernatural, Destiel, Nc-17]

First Gentleman Wanted by youaresunlight

President of the United States Castiel Novak is popular, charismatic, and knee-deep in campaigning for a second term. He’d be the ideal candidate if it weren’t for the fact that he hasn’t dated once while in political office. With his opponent’s relentless PR team calling him incapable of emotional commitment, Castiel’s staff decides to remedy the situation by finding their boss a fake, picture-perfect boyfriend. And when Dean Winchester enters the scene, he and Cas become America’s new favorite couple, except they’ve got a whole lot of history between them and complicated feelings to resolve.

I dont like politics that much. Its not because its not important or I dont care. Its because people cant answer straight, they have no interest in keeping their words nor do they even think that much. They just get where they want to go and are just destroying everything.

Okey. Thats not 100% true, but that is how it feels right now. Like there is just no sense to anything political and everything is just about to fall apart. Yea.

But political fics are always somehow super great. They show something that keeps you believing that the good always wins. Or something like that.

Maybe here its not good that wins but love that wins. Yea. Maybe there is also not so much pressure to the actual poltics, but more to the settings. So just more to like, I think.

(If You Could) Look at Me Once More [Death Note, Mello/Matt, Mello/Near]

(If You Could) Look at Me Once More by zenelly

College AU. Matt really just wants Mello to see him for once. But he knows, oh does he know, that the chances of that happening are non-existent...

Wanna cry ? And be super sad ? This is everything you need for that.

Okey. But seriously. This is all Matt angst about how he is in love with Mello but Mello and Near are together and happy. Thats it. All that angst and nothing else.

I still liked this, reminded me of old times when this kinda fics were the only kinda fics I even read. Probably cuz my attention span is literally zero most of the time and these kinda fics don't need that much consentration.

So anyways. A little different, not real plot and shit ton of angst. Yup. All you need to lift your spirit and all that shite. You are welcome.

Time Bomb [One Direction, Larry, Ziam, Nc-17]

Time Bomb by ThisSentimentalHeart

“Why exactly are you here?” Louis asked, feigning annoyance and failing pathetically at it.
“My publicist told me I can't go anywhere near you.” Harry said, eyes still smudged with last night's eye liner. “That makes you my favorite person in the world.”

Or the one where Louis has everything: a lead role in a giant Hollywood franchise, a glittering new house with an entertaining Irish neighbor, and a steady, normal boyfriend who he probably loves. Louis never expected to become a household name among young Hollywood overnight. He also never expected to find something endearing about the enigmatic rockstar who keeps showing up on his back porch.

First of all. This contains drug abuse. Mental abuse. Violence? PTSD. Mental illness? Partying that has gotten out of hand. But mostly this is just about life that is public to everyone and all the downsides with it. There are also awesome good sides but, if you think the whole package, the downside is much heavier and bigger. Yup.

So basically I am only blogging about this because the problems they have through this fic. First of all the abuse Louis is going through, then the accident and Harry's out of control partying. A little bit more partying and making a movie plus all that travelling, that travelling is actually pretty crazy but yea. It's a good part of this story.

Anyways. This is not painting a pretty picture of the life of famous people. This has all the shit that they have to hide from the general public and then all the shit they have to deal with that comes from other people. On top of that, they have to deal with the whole scene they are living in. The partying scene where there are drugs and people are overdosing and dying. Nothing is as pretty as it may seem like.

For example, the drug scene is not about a little bit pot here and there. It's not just E for boosting the energy levels. It's more like lets do coke tonight and then tomorrow we have something else. Maybe the fic is not 100% accurate with everything drug stuff (like the whole heroin thing, heroin is not a party drug, it's a hardcore fucking drug that will fuck you up the minute you take it so badly you will pretty much pass out and/or puke your guts out, it won't boost your energy or make you more into partying, it will fucking destroy you. That's a fact, google the shit out of it or read the Heroin Diary by Nikki Sixx or talk to someone who knows drugs. But it's not a party drug.) Even the time zones kinda were messed up sometimes and sometimes they were accurate. But that's just small details that bugged me.

Besides all that I really liked how this painted that picture. How it did not sugarcoat any of that partying shit or the abuse. How people were people. Everyone was just a normal person whose life was just a little more public and they were in the public eye. But they also had the ability to change other people's lives and make a change to things, even if they were small compared to the whole world but that was something they did. Yup.

This is also way too long and I have spent two days reading this even when I actually had to do stuff. And I also started to read this because I first read that there were only about 29 000 words but the reality was about ten times more than that.. Yea. I'm concentrating. But still so fucking worth it, even when I am not being that forthcoming with the whole plot. This just has so much stuff going on and when you think that now this is it, this is how it's going to end, a new thing comes to light and you realise that yeah, those things have not been dealt with. Yup. This is also fairly addictive.

So just read it and think about the whole story and the bigger picture. Think about the world and how things are going. Not just how this some fic full of drama and unexpected plot twists. This is just so much more. And I really, really want to give credits about how this was buildt and how it all just made so much sense in the end. Everything was just well written and thought. Yea. Thank you.

One, Two, Three, Repeat [Supernatural, Destiel, Nc-17]

One, Two, Three, Repeat by mnwood

Cas and Dean have spent the last five years surviving the end of the world by relying on one another for support. However, when a 2009 version of Dean shows up at Camp Chitaqua, his confusion about their relationship reveals that something in the timeline has been changed.

This made me want to read more about Cas amd Dean in the alternative future. Or universe in this case ? Whatever. But more about them after the world ends anyways.

This was pretty dark and that just made this great. Dean and Cas had so many problems and they did not know how to deal with them. And in the background the world was burning and crashing and just dieing. Everything was dieing and they were just trying to survive. Witht their own coping mechanisms.

So maybe this is for not the fragile people. This is not pretty or nice or even that happy in that matter. But they kinda get their happy ending, in some very dark way where happiness is a relative term. Yup. So every bit worth all the tears. Ha!

Just kidding. You wont cry while reading this (a lot at least). So enjoy!

PWP Oneshots part 12 [Supernatural, James Bond, Mortal Instruments]

12th already ? Maybe I should read a little bit less or at least do something else with my free time ... Nah. This is fine. Something to waste time with. (Better than Tumblr at least.)

Enjoy! And share other PWP oneshots in the comments !

One Need in the Night by loversantiquities & relucant

Dean expected it to start out slow – a gentle touch, a bit of coaxing onto the bed and intermittent kissing, all while they took their time preparing him, getting him ready for the main event, making sure he enjoyed it as much as they did. It wasn't every day he got to do this, after all, both of his best friends taking him to bed for no reason other than that they could.

I Wear My Heart On My Skin by WingsforWinter

Dean is a world-famous rock star and he has been coming to Castiel's shop to get tattooed for years.

Castiel has harbored a ridiculous crush on the celebrity for even longer.

Can Castiel control himself long enough to finish Dean's cryptic new tattoo?

Noise Complaint by Ltleflrt

Dean's neighbors are loud, and the walls are thin, but that's all easy to ignore. Except for the loud sex sounds coming from the neighbor on the other side of his bedroom wall. And even that wouldn't bother him too much if his neighbor didn't sound so bored.

Next Year's Words by cathalin

Sometimes Bond has to seduce someone for the job. Occasionally he needs help with the details. Q enjoys giving directions. Bond likes taking them, sometimes, from the right person.

“Does she like long walks at sunset or is she more of a ‘fuck me against a wall’ girl?” Bond breathes quietly into the mic, following the glimpse of crimson silk flitting its way through the dark bar.

Brought to you by the prompts: voice, voyeurism, phone-sex, glasses. (Also orders, cardigan, smart mouth, technology, gadgets, against the wall, heat, blow-job, sleepy, morning, snark, talking, drowsy, pretend, control, public, snark, wall-sex, and probably quite a few others *coughs*).

pro bono by sarcasticfluentry

After the Clave drops the charges against Isabelle and declares her free, Magnus decides he doesn't want Alec's bow and quiver after all. He gets something even better.

Let's Put That Mouth To Good Use by ithilien22

Magnus and Alec discuss their sex life via Cosmo quiz. Sort of.

Got That Kind of Medicine by thatsakitkat

Jared's got the biggest dick.

Show Me Off by ithilien22

Alec accidentally discovers a new kink, Magnus mistakenly assumes that Alec is still in love with Jace, and Jace resolves to start knocking before he enters a room.

And I'm gonna end this oneshot list with one pwp oneshot series. Yup. Kinky Benny/Dean this time around. You are welcome.

Benny Knows Best by the_diggler

Benny and Dean's D/S-capades at Dante's... Glory-holes, spanking, machines... All that is dirty and good...

pick a star (on the dark horizon) [Star Trek, Spock/Kirk]

pick a star (on the dark horizon) by ariadne_odair

Spock looks up, but doesn't say anything. He arches an eyebrow instead, and the laugh bubbles out of Jim's chest before he can stop it. Jim points at him with his fork. “Don't think I don't know what that was about.”

Spock gazes at him calmly before saying, “It would be more beneficial to eat with your utensils then use them in that manner,” and Jim laughs so hard he can't breath.


Alternatively Titled: Five crew-members who (inadvertently) get Spock and Jim together.

Im just gonna leave this here. Okey?

Boxing Gloves Make Good Oven Mitts [Supernatural, Dean/Benny, Nc-17]

Boxing Gloves Make Good Oven Mitts by anarchycox & TheProfoundBlade

Dean has a good life, a great life. He runs a food blog, does beta testing for cook books, even caters a little. But maybe he's gained a little weight. And maybe his family teases him a little about it. Enough that it starts to bother him, though they have no idea how much the jokes hurt. So he decides to go to a gym. Only he's embarrassed as hell about it all and goes in the middle of the night. He hates it, the lights, the machines, but he hates the jokes and his body more. Only after a 4am work out he notices the fighting club attached because of the noise he hears. Sees a guy boxing and quickly runs away from the sight, only to see the guy in the locker room. A rather fit, gorgeous, tattooed guy with a beard and a great smile.

Benny is about to make Dean's work outs a lot more interesting.

A 30 day OTP challenge collaboration between anarchycox and theprofoundblade

I wasn't suppose to blog about this. I really didn't even want to in the beginning. The only reason why I kept reading this was because I liked Dean as a food blogger and Benny as a fighter. I also like them together a lot. Yea. The only three reasons why I finished reading this.

The reasons why I didn't like that so much (notice the past tense)? First of all Dean is pretty ooc in the beginning. Just so fucking ooc. But it makes sense and so I can live with it. Second thing was the beginning. I know, it kinda makes zero sense but just keep reading, it gets better. There are some other things too but nothing else worth mentioning.

But I liked Benny. He had a background that made him who he is. He had reasons why he did stuff and why he was the way he was. I also liked Meg. Like the first time ever, I really, really liked Meg, which is just one huge reason why I am blogging about this. Meg was pretty fucking amazing. Okey. So was Cas and Charlie, but they are always amazing so Meg needs special attention.

Still Benny wasn't the only one with amazing background. Cas had one, so did Meg and Dean kinda. Dean did make sense a lot of time, if you ignore the whole ooc thing.

But the one thing I have to mention, is everyones' chemistry. That was just so awesome. How they all made that little family and how they all just were there for each other. It was just one, big, happy family celebrating life. Yea. The fic was about one huge family becoming family and celebrating life. Yea. That sounds actually pretty perfect.

So please. Just read, comment and leave kudos. Thank you.

A Couple of Kooks [Supernatural, Destiel, Nc-17, series]

A Couple of Kooks by ChasingRabbits

Best Friends Dean Winchester and Castiel Novak go through the trials and tribulations of raising Dean's daughter, Emma.

As they fall into a co-parenthood of sorts, they start to realize that they may also be in love.

WARNING: This series contains pure, unadulterated fluff. Reader discretion is advised.

Took them long enough. Like fucking long enough. How does these two even fucking survive? Like shit. What the fuck.

The other stuff here just falls into their right places. How Emma belongs there, Sam and Jess, Dean and Cas thinking about getting more kids. Stuff like that. It just grows on you and happens. I liked that.

I kinda also liked Meg and Crowley. How they worked in Cas' life and made sense and how Dean did not like them. Yup. Also, Cas felt just so Cas.

Emma is also awesome. As is Dean and everyone else. Yup. Just waste your whole day to this. Thank you.

The Prince and The Dragon [Supernatural, Destiel, series]

The Prince and The Dragon by dragoneyes

Based on this Tumblr post: http://dragoneyes.tumblr.com/post/89943399430/mvtk42-faerill-torn-by-dreams

Dragons are notoriously vicious and unfriendly creatures. Anyone with a bit of salt in their heads should avoid them and pray for their lives whenever one of those deadly beasts flies by.

Dean is a prince and Castiel is the local dragon living in his kingdom. They've struck an unlikely friendship involving frequent kidnappings, a lot of attempts at rescuing from the Royal Knights, and quiet talks under the sun.

Dean might also be developing a bit of a crush on his scaled friend.

Well. This is a series. So.

Okey. To be honest. I have nothing to say. I liked reading this and it was good and great. Sometimes a little bit weird. Sometimes more than just a little bit weird. Super weird once in a while.

Then again awesome at times. And Gabriel makes sense at the end. So does everything, including all that name shit.

Okey. So yea. I really don't have anything to say about this. I just want to share this and make this more famous or something. Okey. maybe not famous but give more people a chance to find this. Yup.

Vulcan's Most Eligible Bachelor [Star Trek, Spock/Kirk, Nc-17]

Vulcan's Most Eligible Bachelor by iknewaman

What are you supposed to do when your very Vulcan, very single, First Officer asks you to find him a spouse?

No, seriously, because Jim has no fucking clue.

We need a little bit more of stupid Kirk and Spock who just needs someone in his life. Yea. That is what we really need.

We also got more Vulcan customs and weird dates that Kirk puts Spock go trough. Plus the crew of Enterprise betting on those two and when they are getting together. What else? Lets make that long as fuck and fit in just in three chapters and tadaa. Yup.

Okey. Thats it. Just. Thats it. Perfect. Thank you. Now make the author feel loved.

Standing There [Supernatural, Destiel, BDSM, Nc-17]

Standing There by betts

"Katarina, mischievous grin spread across her face, reached up and gave Dean a peck on the cheek. With another harsh tap on the side of his jaw, she cooed, 'Good boy.'

And that was how Dean met his first pimp."

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After the tragic death of his father, twenty year old Dean Winchester needs to prove to social services that he's fit to become his brother Sam's legal guardian. He's willing to do whatever it takes, even if it means becoming employed by a feisty Peruvian dominatrix, who introduces him to his first client, the mysterious Castiel.

I have been thinking about this a couple of days. Or maybe more. But the reason why I had to think about this is because Im not so sure what I want to say about this.

This is a fic full of fucking with some d/s stuff going on on the background and sometimes not just in background. Then some non-existing communication (as usual) and misunderstandings (as usual). But mostly a plot around a lot of porn and shit ton of people fucking Dean. Yup.

So I don't know what to say besides all that. I'm not even that sure what I think about this. Like, yea, I liked this and this was pretty good. I just don't know besides all that. This just is kinda a huge questionmark and floating there somewhere. Maybe.

Probably the best plan is just to let this be here and speak for itself. Because I really don't know what I am suppose to say or do or write. So yea. Thats it. Thank you.

Lonely Too Long [Supernatural, Dean/Benny, Nc-17]

Lonely Too Long by rippedoutgrace

Dean and Benny run away on Benny's boat and are generally adorable together.

So. I was trying to find Dean/Jo pairing fics (seriously, just don't ask) but there really aren't any. I probably found two oneshots and I read them (not worth it). After that, I just randomly clicked Dean/Benny tag and found this. Yea. That's how I ended here.

Through the fic, I had two questions in my head. What about Impala? And vampires mate for life, right? I literally just wanted to know where Dean put the Impala while sailing with Benny and if Dean and Benny are now mated for life. Yea.

The rest, on the other hand, felt like a vacation. A well deserved holiday where you don't know have a plan, you just want to be and everything is just so calm.

And maybe, in the end, their whole relationship started to show as something else, something deeper. And I would really, really love to read more Dean/Benny fics. Yea. So. Enjoy!

Whisper in My Ear the Things You Want to Feel [One Direction,Tomlinshaw, Nc-17]

Whisper in My Ear the Things You Want to Feel by alison

Tonight he's looking for something else, something that has nothing to do with Nick Grimshaw and everything to do with chain smoking alone on the dark, quiet patio.

Sometimes things doesn't need a name. Sometimes things can just be the way they are without any more explanations. And that is what this is all about. You just don't need to give a name to it and it could still be just as perfect than with that name.

So maybe all Louis wants is to feel something and that is enough for Nick who doesn't want a real, serious relationship. And this is just perfect for them.

Also. All that calmness and quietness. Just all that. Plus smoking on balcony and cat being everywhere you dont want them. All that without any drama. Everybody is just calm and happy. Yea. Thats it.